CHAPTER5

LOVE.

yes was in love with a girl who now means nothing to him..but i know that he still love her..!
i mean there have to be a reason for all those inspired tweets , she must be his inspiration. how lucky she is. 

it was hard for me to believe that , bas to be honest?even if he doesn't met/loved this girl i will never tell him my feelings even if he does have feeling for me and told me about it , you must wonder why?and because in my mind my family trust comes on top of anything else.

so days pasts i loved him more and more by the day ..anyway its Thursday! i woke up on a call from awrad..

awrad:JAWWA!ELYOUM BROU7 360 7JZT FILM FAST 6 S2LAY OMCH BSR3A 3SHAN ASWE CONFIRM!
jaw:t7lfeeeeeeen!ok jad  babche jad!ok now aklm mamii bye
awrad:mami=))?

6o6 6o6 6o6...=)) *poor awrad*

I'm running down the stairs almost breaking them , i went to the kitchen and saw mom!

jawa: halla blii lfane ya hala beh 3dad dgat glbi fe ghyabah , hala eb mamaty asa3dch ebsshayy?
mom: tben flous?t6l3en? wala t66lben shay 3jbch blenternet?:)
jawa;afaa may9er adl3 mamati bdun shay y3ne?:(
mom: mu youm elkhames hal 7aza:)?
jawa:wala anch tfhemene , elmuhm yuma tkhyly bas tkhyly fe film 9arle na6rta sna w awrad blqa9ub lgat mukan mama pleeeeeeeease
mom:ok 3shan 7antch mu 3shanch w twne sa7ba cash ekhhthay mn boki mu takhthen elbu6aqa!
jawa:yuma enty ?NAAAAR ,a7bch !

so i went fast ,, called awrad and told her that my mom said yes so she can confirm.. i washed my face went down to have lunch with my family
so klman kan mwjud , w ana 6ab3an bas grga grga grga .. grgt akthar mn ma klait! so ghslt 93dt foug w i got ready... and i wore this

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and i let my naturally wavy hair down , i framed my eyes with eyeliner and some fade red lip gloss and i was ready to go..

i went down staires

sliaman:trana bwdech ok b6bu66
jawa:alaahh wanasa ok yalla , bye ya jma3aa
dad and mom; der balch la t2khren

we went inside my brother's pepsi blue porsche GT3
slaiman: pick a song
jawa: harlem shake
slaiman: y3ne tbene adous 7ail ha?=))
jawa; 7adaaaaaa
slaiman: get ready w 76ay 7zamch bas khal agoul d3a2 elrkub
jawa:ok
sliaman: avenues wla 360/
jawa:360
slaiman: here we go!

every time i ride wIh my brother??? its like an adventure !we race with other cars w n3de 3laihm!wala kan wanasa,w9lna 3nd elgates elkbera malut 360.

slaiman:ha stansty?=))
jawa: asss usuaaalll aked!
slaiman; glad , yal dgay 3al awrad
jaw: ee i texted her , na6rtne 3nd cr
slaiman : okay take care w derbalch w hach flus zyada
jaw: mama 36tne bas magoul la=))
slaiman:6l3ay 6l3ay=))
jawa: a7bk yala bye
slaiman bye "blow a kiss"

i entered the gates and headed to CR , i saw awrad setting in a table holding her phone .. r7t mn wraha w grbt yam athunha w 9rkt , she jumped mn elkhr3a=))

awrad:zaina el7mdlah entay shlounch thanks for asking i miss u more :)
jawwa: chub chub oh hatha 7gii *knt a22sher 3ala elpower horse with flavor that was on the table*
awrad: mu kafo bas ee
i sat w start drinking w talked len ma9ar 7zat filmna
so we was on the sclater that get us to the cinnescape w i was telling awrad about the ride with my brother sloom w ashra7 w mnf3la. i heard a fimiliar laugh behind me..my heart froze but i couldn't turn around i just couldn't.. i did have the chance to see his face but i couldn't..it was bader i know his laugh , the same one from the chalet!we got off the sclater and headed to cinema gates i turned around but i couldn't find him between the crowd...i was sure that it was him ! ahhh just listeing to his laugh made my heart sink!

anyway we went to the movie  kan eb ekht9ar? NAAARRRRRRRRRR
6b3an gbl la ykhl9 elfilm eb rub3 sa3a 6l3t r7t 7jzt b+f w rdait elfilm =)) y3ne shswe adre etha 6l3na bkun za7ma w eb nan6er wayd...
anyway khl9 elfilm w e7na nazlen bldaray  kan ehwa *bader*9a3ed but unforuatly he didn't see me , i only saw him! we went to B+F and we talked and i told awrad,  she was happy but i wasnt! i mean i hate how i am inlove jad!! i
m not even sure if is it love but i hope not!!

we went back home and i seriously had fun , i thanked my family sat little bet with them then i said goodnight and went to my room, i changed prayed and i went to bed.. i i checked my phone, i had a twitter notification from..