CHAPTER33

It was fahad.

 For a minute, sorry a second I had some hopes.. Just a little ones..I thought maybe it could be bader, but no.. That exactly when I knew that ambition is pricless... Wait a minute? FAHAD!! My cousin? But but? Awrad? He is my brother from another mother! HOW? I'm lost.. That's when..

Jawa: ha?

Fahad and awrad: KAAAK 9ADOOO! phew..jad! ABAY

7ADHUM 7MEER the phone was on speacker so both of them were speaking..


Awrad: KAK jad fahad fkrtk naaarr a7s'haa en9dmt=))

Jawa: thelfaw thelfaw! A9lan knt gam abdl mmasm3t! Bas mrduda 7aghum both!

 Fahad: derbalch awrad ena kyduha 3athem =))

We stayed 2 days In the chalet and went back home at night! It was great and fun! As the usual.. But I was expecting bader to come..even for an hour! Half hour! Anything, I just want to see him, to see his face features and smile! I dont want more..I swear, I went            to awrad's home directly from chalet ..I felt awrads shaking my hands

Jawa: ha, h,a ha shtben!??

Awrad: mu kafoo knt bas2lch tben starbucks:)!

Jawa: La mabe khl9ena! We went home, slmt 3alla khalty w 3ame! G3dna shway w r7na darha, I layed on the bed..

Jawa: awrad enty tdren ena fahad y7bch?  So from her red face I can see that he told her and she loves him too LOL!

Jawa: w t7bena enty. Awrad: 3ade y3nee! Y3ne ee y3ne like cousins che Jawa: ana yeje mn bangal..

Awrad: ghayray elmwthu3! Jawa*laughing*:  sta7att sta7at sta7at:::

Awrad: chub:::

We kept few minutes silent scrolling in our twitter's timeline then...

Awrad: jawa bgoul shay..      

While giving most of my attention to my phone..

Jawa: ha

Awrad: umm.. bader, ahh shlounah?

Jawa: mayth7k! Shdrane-.-

Awrad: yklm rfejty...

Honestly I wasnt really shocked but I was down,I will try to act like I dont care..but who we are kidding! All of you Know that I do, and will always do.

Jawa*still looking at the screen and not caring*:  adre -.-

I know that awrad knows that I dont know, and I just find out from her! But I know she will not bring it up cause if I did that, it means I really really dont wanna talk about

...

I opened my eyes in the morning, actually it was 1pm but it was my morning LOL! and Since its summer! I mean June, five days left for my birthday! And I will finally TURN18! And I will drive my amazing car whenever I want with who I want and wherever I want!..

So today my brother khaled ia taking me to some bra7a to practice, I started Driving since I was 16, but khaled 7anach ena asoug feh w he test me y3ne chna 9j:::!

I was excited because I will not only drive in bra7a, I will drive in the street! I opened my twitter while I was still in my bed and scrolled through the timeline, my eys cought an tweet...
                                                               
                                                             
@breakingkw : كويت/ حادث يؤدي الى موت  شاب#  

Okayyyy:), thats a cheering thing to read in a morning:)!

I always wanted to drive and been obsessed with cars but now? Im scared and im having secong options, bala da3mt w met? Bala d3mt a7ad w mat? Bala rakba wya a7ad w dm3t w matw?...Know that I do, and will always do. Jawa*still looking at the screen and not caring*:  adre -.-

I know that awrad knows that I dont know, and I just find out from her! But I know she will not bring it up cause if I did that, it means I really really dont wanna talk about

...

I opened my eyes in the morning, actually it was 1pm but it was my morning LOL! and Since its summer! I mean June, five days left for my birthday! And I will finally TURN18! And I will drive my amazing car whenever I want with who I want and wherever I want!..

So today my brother khaled ia taking me to some bra7a to practice, I started I dont know what to do but I know one thing, I will not tell my parents anything:)! Ok ok I will do it I can!

I got up from my bed went to the bathroom did my business, prayed the estekhara thingy and I called dalia..*my cousin*

Jawa: daliaaaaa

Dalia: shtben?

Jawa: tkhyly 9lait 9alat estekhara ena awal mara a9le bas ena d3ait ena elyoum bsoug blshare3 w 9ayr 7adeth w wa7d mat w galbi naqzne bas ra7 arou7 law shnu bas khayfa!

Dalia: shtben y3ne?

Jawa: daliaaaaa:')

Dalia: sm3ay jawa ely alah katba b9er W elyoum ely btmuten feh ra7 eyy w 7ag ay a7ad, maala shghel enty tsugen wala enshala eb baitkum! La tkhafen w twklay 3ala alah! W enty mu awal wa7da etsug y3ne, kanne ana sh7latii sgt w adous ba3ad, magoulch ena 9a7, bas ena..fhmty 9a7? Yala thelfay.

W sadeta.. typical dalia, im used to it:: but her words as always was meaningful and I felt ready to go..

I went down stairs and I saw my brother khaled, he was talking to his boss on the phone, so asharrle ena rou7ay badlay bnru7 al7ien, ashrtla ena you3ana, asharle ena nmr mac w e7na ray7en:::, I know weirdos LOL!

I went up stairs and I wore high waist leggings, with gray blazer and tifanny sneakers, my tifanny *key* silver nickless and I was ready to go.. I went down stairs w khaled was waiting...

Khaled: yala mshena?

Jawa: yalla!

We rode MY car, but he was driving..we went to mac drive through and I ordered macchicken  with cheese *my favourite* w I started eating and khaled began to give me some tips and how shoulf I drive and etc..

W9lna bara7a w nzal 3shan arkb the driver's seat, I was nervous..

Khaled: nafs ma3lmtch jawa, derbalch

I started driving while repeating, bsmlah..I did in the bra7a great, but now? We are talking real business.

Nzalt 3al share3 w nafs elshay I did Great...

Khaled: khush shay:p! Tra emta7nch mal el driving 7th june!

Jawa: waanaassaaaa!

..

We went home and I called awrad and told her, 7adha eshta6at!
                                               
Awrad: enzain sh3ndch lyoum?

Jawa: mako

Awrad: khal ne6la3?

Jawa: maly khlg

Awrad: yala kane bl6rej

W tsda:), shfehum elnas 3lay elyoum? Anyway..I asked my parents then Changed my clothes to those I wore earlier today, has some touch ups w I I finished just in time...

Phone call:

Awrad: yala 6l3ay *hangs up*

La jad, fe shay 3ala salfat tsded eltlfonat eb wayhe:):::


We went to slider station...

We waited 45 minutes, after that we sat in our table, started talking and ordered. .

Awrad: dgega brou7 7mam

Jawa: zain

She went and I started scrolling in my Timeline w talking dalia w told her what happened earlier thats when..

....: hala jawa shlunch?