CHAPTER31

Jawa: sh-shako bkaifk ent shnu aklma wain ga3den enta heyw tra ana mtrbya ok enta matfham ok y3ne shhal 7ache!

I got so angry from what he said, I  loved someone and I held the pain..he offered his love even if he wasnt honest and I know he wasnt but I could've easily talked to him but I didnt because I wasn't raised that way! And fahad say that? I thought he used to trust me..

Fahad: jawa..!

Jawa:  mahgaitk tshk!

Fahad *3la 9outa shwaya*: y3ne lma ashouf bnt 3amme tetwatar lma hatha bader eeyy w yl3ab ma3aha bru7ha w rdaity 3alay eb esma w 7ta lma awrad galtlch wain 7beb elglb. ..tra mbyn qa9dkm 3anna!jawaaa laishhh enty mu che mahgaitch! I cried from my heart! Even though I didnt do anything wrong but...I cried

Fahad shwy hedda w he  took a deep breath and let it out...
                                             
Jawa *screaming while crying*: a7ba a7ba w mage9 3laik! Bas akher shay asswwee eb 7yaty aklmm 9bay! Tchufne ana trbait 3ala chthi? Ana  7baitaa eb galbi w thats it!


I cried more w 7thaft telfonii 3laih!

Jawa: m-mu ma ttheq! Yala check!
                                                               
And More crying..! Fahad kan mnzl    rasa! He was feeling guilty I know him! A7saan! I kept crying in my place...

He was about to walk away.. no thats not fahad! Maysweha...must7el he   watch my crying and walk away... It like he read my mind...

He came back and hugged me..

Fahad: asf jawa?tadren ena ana atheq fech 7ail bas y3ne ham fhmene..nadetene eb esma! Y3ne Sam7ene. ..

Jawa: o-okk
                                                       
I stopped crying and..          

Jawa: goodnight

Fahad: t9b7en 3ala khair tgh6ayy 3adel!

I went to my room and awrad was sleeping, thanks god because I was so tired from all the crying. .I wasn't in the mood  to tell her

I looked in the mirror to see my face.. LOL my noise look like a clown's noise!!                                                  

I laughed..I went to the bathroom, washed my face, prayed and went to bed...

I was over thinking...I miss bader and his smile.. I was worrying about fahad, will he treat me the same?

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Its been weeks ..months...and I haven't
Heard of bader! And the problem is that I didn't love him less, only more!

Ugh god, it's its painful. ..

When will it stop? When when when...

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Its the last exam, cant believe it. ..im Finishing grade12? No more school? Thats greaaaattttt♡♡♡♡♡♡ but I will miss it, even though I dont talk much about it! But I will miss it! I love when I walk everywhere and everybody know me, I loved the time I spent with my class, n7shat w sh6aanaaa! Its just great♡ cant believe it♡

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The exam was so easy! After that salaamt 3ala kl elmadrsaaaa w loyaaa w aghlab bnat 12 qrrna nrou7 ntrygg:p


We had so much fun jaaad!..7flat eltkhrj kant eb nafs lyoum! Eb missoni...

I went back home walaa kl ahlee w my cousins mwjuden! Kanw mswen yam3a bmunasbt tkhrjee w mara wa7da klna nru7 el7fla, yes kl ahle Byun;p!...so

Uncle jassem: mabrokkkk yal khrejaaa! Muhandstna enshalaaaa!    

My auntie shatha: shlch eb 3war elras ya rabiii! Ekhthay businesses w fkkaay 3umrch w twathfay eb  shrkat obouch!

Me*laughing*: la ana a9er mundsa b3den ymskne elshreka eb kbrhaa=))

Khaled my brother: w ana 6ambor6en mne? Ana amsk elshrka akhlech skrtera enty=))

Slaiman: lala ana b9er, bas la t7atun bkhlekm mudeerenn=))

Ghezlan: ana bamska elshrka w ma7ad eb yshtghel, 3abadlah yamsk elshghl

Abdullah: yaztle elfkra Dad: afaaa 3abdlah 9fait wyaahum? Tdrun shlun mane emskha a7ad=))

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We had lunch w swalf w loyaaa, yat awrad w she helped to get ready!

I wore white peplum dress, swait sha3re stright slicked ponytail w farg, with wavy ends! And for the make up, I made the thick aye cat ayeliner shape, with D&G mat fire red lipstick and coats of mascara, and silver nail polish! I looked great!!    


Awrad:yala yala yala! Elrob 76aita blsyara! Ana wyach bnru7 wya elsayg  w elbaji 3ala 3adadm shklm byun eb   bas =)) Jawa: ya 7the kl nas eb syara=))
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Jawa alx                            

I walked to the stage and i was stressed! Khthait elder3 w 9wrune with my mother and father..

Elensana ely tqdm elf7la: jawa 3ndch klma t7ben Tgoulennha eb hal munasba el7elwa?

Omggg chan 36une speach mn gbl!! Shdraaaaaneeeee shgoull! Glna a3rf at7cha bs mn wain ayeb klaaaam??

I smiled in a facking way: hehe aked.

Daaamn shgoul!

Jawa: 6ab3an awwal shay a7b ashkr omi w obouy 3ala hal trbya el7elwa, l2na bdunhm magdrt atfwqqq w Anjaa7! Thane shay a7b ashkr elmdrsa w elmdrsat, mag9araw ma3ana w 9a7 elmeethal la galw elmudrsa om elmehan! L2na elabla tkhej mudrsa muhndsa w 6beba w emr2at a3mal w jeel tftkher feh dertna, w elmdrsa nafs'ha mshat ma3ana eb kl kh6wa w wthfat lna kl elwsa2ul ely khlt elt3lem shay yn7ab,, w akheran zamelati ely enjm3t wyahym eb kl elmra7el, mara7 ansakm w enshala ywfgkum ajma3en w slamatkm.. Omg mn wain 6la3 el7ache? It was great! Omg they are cheering loudly, hehe wanasa:::

3ala akher el7fla slamt 3ala kl rfejaty w 9wrna w wz3na kakaw w 9wrt wyaa ahle w kan wanasa...


After that bnru7 nt3asha ana w ahle eb nino...

Slaiman: yalla ana la7gom eb syara thanya

Jawa: laish haw?

Slaiman: l2na b3den b6l3 seda wyaa rab3i male khlg arja3 elbait

Jawa: okay!

.... At nino..

Dad: hathee hadetch jawa, tstahlen akthar baba..

It was a tifanny bag,  ahle klhm ga3den y6al3une w mbtsben ashkalhm yth7k!

I kissed my father's forhead and sat in my place...

Khaled my bro: jawa shnu elhdya matben tb6lenha?

Jawa: abay 3adde? Okok ka bb6lha::!

I opened the bag w there was a small tifanny box, I opened  the box to find. .

Jawa: AAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

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