CHAPTER29

She cried, I laughed and I walked away...everything was normal in the class, the day passed by normally! I went home..                            

I smiled just for seeing my father and mother, im so glad having pure hearted people in my life♡, we had lunch and I went to my room.

I prayed! D3ait rabbi da3wa w alah yktb ely feh khair , d3ait ena alah yhde bader w ywfga! D3ait rabbi eba yb3ed 3na kl mkroh, d3ait rabbi ena y7bni! Mabe aklma mabe shay. Bas I want his love...

I did my homeworks and I called          awrad, its been a while since I saw her, Ive been so nitm for anyone lately...

We talked for few hours and I went to sleep..                                  
                                                 This week passed by quickly.. it is weekend, me and awrad and sara are going to 360! I know my mother wont mind! Actually she will be happy! Couse lately klsh magam a6la3!
   
I wore black short sleeves peplum with dark skinny jeans and foshya tory burch flats and bag..

We met there at CR..

Jawa: ahlan...
     
Sara and awrad: mabghetay:)!
       
We went to a movie, JIO! it was great!
After that we went directly to b+f! Ma7b atmsha eb 360 thursday, so crowded.

We waited 45 minutes and our table was ready...

They was talking about something that I wasnt listening to...
     
Awrad: jawa klsh mu 3ajbtne! Madre shfeha! 7ta shufay magam tsm3na!

Sara: ee 7ta blmdrsa kla mtn7a w swalfha mu nafs gbl..

Awrad: I think it's bader

Sara: I do too. ..

Sm3t shay sm3t shay glbi y7ba... Fzait!

Jawa: shnu???

Awrad and sara had an aye contact and I was there like a dommy..
                                                             
Sara: awrad spill it, shsalftch klsh mu  3alla ba3thch? La tgoulin wala shay! Jawa: shswe y3ne 9j mafe shay??
       
Well actually there is something, but what to do? What to say?

Awrad: jawa we know its bader

Wayhe engalab!, its true bas shgoul I dont know how to deal with this?

Faking a laugh nervously: KAAKK la shako..yala bsr3a 6lbaw yu3ana!

6lbaw we ate, they talked I pretend to listen but I was in a another place, a place with happiness a place with bader...the heart owner!  You know, owners never leave:p...

Weeks passed, its my last year! Shada 7ailee but about my life? The life out of school? Was dead! And I hated it..I dont know what is the hell wrong with Me...
 
Finally its aid aladha, we usually go  to the chalet, from the first day at night  we stay there for 10 days and come back...I really miss the beach football awrad 'the 39aba' my cousins ajwa2 elchalets, I really need that...

So its 3arafa, we are fasting... so me ghezlan and awrad have a tradition for this day..we eat at ashaz in the marina
Then we do our nails at N-bar, then we go to salmya sultan center, buy the morning cake supplies! Then go home bake thim take a bath, awrad goes to her home and we sleep!                                                                
  الله اكبر الله اكبر الله اكبر لا اله الا الله الله اكبر الله اكبر ولله الحمد...                                            


Mama: ghezlann jawaa yala goumay yala la tw6fun ryoug el3eeddd... Ahhhh a7b ajwaa2 el3eed♡♥

I went to the bathroom and did my business, I always go first before ghezlan, she is lazy!:: I went to the dinning room to find my hall family eating the breakfast with smiles and wishes and 3eed music...

I kissed my father mother and brothers
With wishing them a happy 3eed. ..
     
I sat and ghezlan came holding the cake we made last night

Ghezlan: 9un3 edya w 7yat 3nyaaa

Father: uh uh khush shghel..

I was munching my food quickly so I can talk while ghezlan was kissing my mother father and brothers...

Jawa: *mumbling* Slaiman: ekaly eklay b3den t7chayyy ya hailgya

Jawa: chubb!! Baaabaa ehya ga3da t3dl athaferha mu 3ajebha ellun ely kant 7a6taaa w ana w awrad kna n6bakh

Dad while laughing: tslm eed awrad

Jawa: baaabaaaaaaaaa!!!

Mom: bask t7rsh eb bntk, tslm eedch mama elcake tynn

Khaled: tlw3 elchabd:)

And the chatter went on....        

Mom: yala bnat get ready..

Me and ghezlan got up to get ready. ..

I made my hair into big waves while Ghezlan made her hair straight and then swat farg blne9 with slick ponytail and wavy endings...

I wore my high west flow skirt with blue grean and yellow colors, with lase white top, and prada blue cross bag with blue tory burch flats. While ghzlan  wore CH white jaket with red lace skirt with her red D&G fire red lipstick..

We were ready, we went to our mother side  relatives and then went back home, to stay with our father side relatives and at night go to the chalet together. ...


So yup its night we are finally going to the chalet...

I changed into a white top with free city training took my bag and went to the car... me awrad dalia are going in Ghezlans car with her...the ride was amazing aghane w loyat banat w ghezlan khayfa mn el6rej w 9j wanasa! W9lna elchalet w klman ra7 dara 7a6 aghratha... me and awrad in one room...

Jawa: ahhh I missss

Awrad: 7aadaaaa

Jawa:Ana bnzl atmasha tyeen?

Awrad: la ru7ay!  

I took my headphones played my music and walked  on the beach, eljaw badi ytsn3 blail, the beautiful cold beeze is just amazing, I layed on the sand staring at the stars and thinking about my star, my superhero my love... he saved nothing but... he save my heart from dying. .. he is always there.... I woke up the next day, went to the bathroom wore my training 3dlt sha3re w nzlt ta7at, walla klman mwjud, even bader! Bghait arja3 foug bsr3a madre laish khft...chan fahad y9rkh JAWAAA

ya w lamneee chna mu shayfne mzmann 3ad 9j I miss him:"( ena ams ma g3dt wayd wyahun w haik::

Jawa: ahlan ahlan, bas 3ad 3an eltflem, ha mta bt6bun?

Hamad: ba3ad 9alat elthher

Jawa: mashe..., I had a quick glance to see bader, shfeh m39b hatha! Kan mtn7!, I passed him! I hoped that maybe he could wish me a happy 3aid, but no nothing! I sat down.. gam asoulf wya my cousin w m36eta thahre,but I felt him leaving the room... I want him!! dont leave dude:(Elmuhm swalf w loya w che...

Jawa: LOL EE,ellmuhm mnu yabe yl3ab kora 3ala may9er elthher w t6bun?

Shahen: l3bay 7reray b3den enyy nm9khrch bru7 elbqala e7na::::

Fahad: matben tyen?

Jawa: laa bl3ab kora w bn6r awrad tgoum

Abdulla: yaalaa byeeee

Jawa: bye yebule barbican!!
.....


I wore shorts and Chelsea jersey...rf3t sha3re w khthet elkora w 6l3t...

I started playing playing and playing.... ....: jawa

I heard that voice behind my back it made my heart ache  it made me die and leave again it made me smile, but of course I hid my smile and turn around. ..

Yes bader.

Jawa: hala ?

Bader:....


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