CHAPTER28

LOL why im not tearing? Maybe im not believing this? There is alot alot inside my heart, I was waiting to write this chapter to speak alll what inside my heart so here we go...

I love someone that im totally sure he doesnt love me back, he talk to girls I saw it in my own ayes in twitter...keeping this big painfull shit inside your heart? Is just too much, way too much! Im shy, I cant tell me friends even awrad or dalia or even sara, I cant! I have one friend in this case, tears! They react what I feel and they are so damn close, but they never stay just like every thing else, writing this helped me to get it of my heart, I have a broken heart with a big headen love inside for someone he doesnt even know, and that person happened to be a guy who talk to girls, and now I find out, he talks also to my classmate And her cousin,  and I have to act normal, maybe little shocked for what she said earlier, and I have to help her, god this is tough..

Nourra: shfech mtn7a! Laykun tklmena ba3ad?

Jawa: nourra m3nde hal swalf:/ bas hatha rfej cousin!

Nourra: w sh3rfch eb rfej ur cousin? Sshnu enty ahlch nou3hmm wayd free?

Jawa: Nourra shnu wayd free mala shghel, hath rfej my cousin mzman w 7ta yam shalehna kla eyy yslm 3ala ahle w yl3ab ma3ana korra

Nourra: aha!, shbtswen?

Jawa: wait! I didnt like nourra's attitude bas 6wft!..

Jawa: aloo hala fahad!

Fahad: hala jawa ha shbghety?

Jawa: umm esma3 chft rfejk bader? Tkhyl la3b 3ala rfejty w bnt khaltja  shsalfta hatha!

Everytime I say his name...

Fahad: ahh ya jawa  salfta salfa!  Madre shfeh  mn3fs hal youmain machna bader eltkana elhady el3agel, nfseta wa9la klsh 7ta nsait akher .ata chfta yth7ak, ythb6 banat yrqmhm w 7ta maybehm wla shay bs madre shfeh, gam ydkhn w kla madre wain alah ga6a!.. w derbalch mn hathe rfejtch, l2na ely gam ythb6hm jdama bl share3 wala shay che, y3ne bnat khfaf mayst7unnn! Fa derbalch w wkhray 3anha! Wayyy 7ram bader:( shfeh? Whats wrong.. I wish I could ask him in my mind. .. omg fahad, I forgot him!:::

Fahad: jaaaaawaaaaaa, m3ayy?

Jawa: eh asm3k shfeck! Mm elmuhm alah y3enah w lat7ate ehya khush bnt ma3laik!

Fahad: I warned u, take care loveu bye!

Jawa: love u 2, u2 bye!

Nourra gam t6al3ne w wyha mstghrb, I ignored male khlg! Mushkltha matg3ad wyaa her cousins aw madrun 3anha!

Jawa: my cousin galle ena ehwa gam ythb6 banat w ehwa asasn may7bhum bas mar en 7ala nfsya w ybe y6l3 7rta!

Noura: uhhh, im sure he will realise that im the one! Jawa: sure:)

Jawa mskay Nfsch, her phone rang:

Noura: ohhh badure is calling!

She put it in speaker and started talking, can anyone amagine how torturing is this:)? And her voice? Mta 9ar dlo3 che! Omg.

I tried to look busy playing in my phone bas as usual kan 6affi! So I looked at the black screen of my phone while mu ear is listening to her love phone call.

Bader kan  9outa klsh mu mt7ms aw shay, chna twa gaym mn elnoum! Twa gaym mn elnoum w dag 3laiha! I guess maybe she is the one?

Bader: yalah jaw mary ree ! Shsmch enty? Nour yala bye! When I heard the 'jaw' I felt something, like a spark of hope, thats sillly I know but when I heard him saying many names then I figured out that he have many girls that he mix between them! Uhh im stupid! And silly.

Nourra: ouhhh 7ada cute ma ast7ml!!

Jawa: -.- matklm kla gam tsulfen

Noura: eee ehwa kla ygouli soulfay!

Jawa: whatever, 36ene telfonch bdg 3al sayg telfone 6fa!

She had a blackberry, 7ztha kan cool!::
Elmuhm so ybyn etha u called or u received a call, anyway SHE called bader 3 times b3den he answered:), mumkn afham laish elchthb? WHYYY DID SHE LIED! Way3a ma7b 9aidat che shsalfatha hathe::, I called the driver and went home!                          Slmt 3laa ahlee and went to my room, I saw slaiman and khaled in my room playing ps3 fifa! I entered the room and threw my self in the bed

Slaiman: ghreba ma7netay abe al3ab::

Jawa: maly khlg a7sne mreee...

Slaiman: GOUULLLLLL QA9BAN 3ALA WAYHKKK YALA ETHLF E6LBLEE KFC

ah ok:)!

khaled: yal ghshashhh ent a9lan 7a6 khe6a ghalay w 7thkkk 9ar 7elw..

And they countied fighting,  tra etha nswetaw wa7d 3mra 28 w wa7d 23:)

I slept...


Mama: jawa yala gumayy! awa : mama a7sne mskhna! Mabe arou7!                        

My mother touched my forhead

Mama: chnch shwy 7wera, khala9 ghebay elyoum 3shan bacher 3ndch test, try7en shwy 3shan tdrsen!        

Jawa: ok gn


That day passed by normally, I woke up and I felt betr studied and bla bla bla....


Let's talk about the next day..

I went to school, I entered my class w klman gam y6al3ne!, r7t mkane w ama sakta! Nourra mghyra mkanha w         ga3da yam group banat! Ely no3hm gossip w omg w haik::: We had a class math so everybody was silent! But after that we had e7tya6, the girls started shaping in groups ans started talking, I wasn't nitm, so I put my head in the desk and tried sleeping but I could feel the girls gazing me, until I heard nourra say:

Eeeh wala hatha el buga tyye baitna 3shan tklm 99byan w takhth ra7tha!

Ok there is somethimg you need to know about me, ana ejtma3ya sha6ra elanlat y7bune, my l2ne wayyd mu2dba ! L2na ashark eb aghlb elansh6a w ham sh6anty mu el qelat adab, 7chara w l3b! W m3rufa ena 3nde eslub w theqa w a3rf at7cha bain elbanat w elablat, w must7el akhle 7agii!  But this time, 7grt w chne masm3t! Hathe  elnw3ya mn elbnat low! 9dmtne! After I helped her w g3dt wyaha w klshay tgoul che? Wlaa matst7e! La w ely ygoul ehya mskkta! Bas mara7 aswe salfa l2na mabe athawsh wyaha, hal nu3 mn elbanat ely lsanha w9kh w 3ade tg6 7ache! Eta swat hal 7rka m3nata tswe akthrr! W trbetii thanks god matsm7lii, so I will ignore her!

A WEEK PASSED BY,, w 3alla nafs el7ala!.. len ana mara dasha el9af after the break w kan kl el9af mwjud! W she was setting in a table w tgoul:

W tkhylw gam tgoul I lovee u waydd take care 3umre

Mne 39bt w magdrt amsk 3umre.

R7t benn elbanat w wgft wraha: walla 9j? , ok banat 9j mayhmne raykum w 6gag y6gkum bas ana wde afshl ha5he shwy ely mats7ti, so Nourra! Awal shay laish ghbtay 2 days? L2nch gltele anch you didnt feel well, but guess what? Gltele anch thayg khlgch l2nch Knty tklmen 9bay w yklm bnt khaltch.

6ab3an elbaaanat and nourra wyuhm kant speachless

Jawa: ok ymkn entaw mat9dgun w h bl6gag bas wait, shswetlch nourra 7ztha? 9j ana mu nu3e w akrah elbnat ely yklmun w 3ndhm s2alf le3eb w m9khara bas mah6etch 9khar, so alah yslmkm ya bnat 6la3 ely tklma y9er rfej my cousin, w 3ndkm man3 shlun a3rf the friend of cousin well ahle klhm y3rfuna w ehwa rfej my cousin mzman w ee kaifey noura ahle yrthun, anyway..I called my cousin w s2lta shfeh hatha rfejk klma laish che yswe 7ram elbnt! W gale ena kan ymr eb thruf w ehwa 9ar ensan thane, 9ar ythb6 ay bnt blshare3! 7ta law mayb7ha! W guess what shnu galle? Galee wakhray 3an hathe rfejtch l2na ehwa makan yrqm ela ay bnt jdama blshare3 fa aked khfefaa! Gtla lala Ma 3laik san3a! But I guess 8 was wrong, so aked tgoulom shdrana hatha cousin jawa?

LOL wyuhm speachless blthat Nourrra! W some of them gam y63umha dirty stares! L2na wayha kan m9dum w magalat wala ne9 klma! So t2kt mako abla w r7t 7g jn6ty, hthait my phone and I turned it on, I checked the time and it was about 11, 3ad fahad tbda m7athrta 11:15, I called him w klhm kamw more thwm shocked w 76aita speaker:

Fahad: alo hala jawa

Jawa: hala fahad bas bghait as2lk, wain lzwara lyoum?


Fahad tsthblen? Bait mama s'haam shnu fec zhaymar? W mu bldwam enty Jawa: fahad ush shwya w goule bas bthker shay nseta! Tathker lma dgait 3laik gbl ams w s2tlk 3n rfejk bader? Shgtle akher shay!

Fahad: ena 9ar ydkhn? w ythb6 banat khfaf may7bum!      

Jawa: w ba3ad?

Fahad: gtlch wakhray 3n rfejtch l2na ely thbhm khfaf w aked w7da mnhm w latg3den ma3a hal banat?
                         
Jawa: zain khala9 mshkur ethlff!

Fahad: zain laii...

6ou6 6ou6::

Some girls laughed, bas mskt th7kte:::
W nourra wayha film.

Jawa: so al7ien fhmtaw klshay, w knt Sakta 3shan mane atnaqash wyaa banat nags norra! Ba3ad ma wgft yamha yum kntw tth7kun 3laiha swat che! Bas noura emty ydeda? W lazm t3rfen ana maynwkl 7aggi fahma?...





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