CHAPTER29

She cried, I laughed and I walked away...everything was normal in the class, the day passed by normally! I went home..                            

I smiled just for seeing my father and mother, im so glad having pure hearted people in my life♡, we had lunch and I went to my room.

I prayed! D3ait rabbi da3wa w alah yktb ely feh khair , d3ait ena alah yhde bader w ywfga! D3ait rabbi eba yb3ed 3na kl mkroh, d3ait rabbi ena y7bni! Mabe aklma mabe shay. Bas I want his love...

I did my homeworks and I called          awrad, its been a while since I saw her, Ive been so nitm for anyone lately...

We talked for few hours and I went to sleep..                                  
                                                 This week passed by quickly.. it is weekend, me and awrad and sara are going to 360! I know my mother wont mind! Actually she will be happy! Couse lately klsh magam a6la3!
   
I wore black short sleeves peplum with dark skinny jeans and foshya tory burch flats and bag..

We met there at CR..

Jawa: ahlan...
     
Sara and awrad: mabghetay:)!
       
We went to a movie, JIO! it was great!
After that we went directly to b+f! Ma7b atmsha eb 360 thursday, so crowded.

We waited 45 minutes and our table was ready...

They was talking about something that I wasnt listening to...
     
Awrad: jawa klsh mu 3ajbtne! Madre shfeha! 7ta shufay magam tsm3na!

Sara: ee 7ta blmdrsa kla mtn7a w swalfha mu nafs gbl..

Awrad: I think it's bader

Sara: I do too. ..

Sm3t shay sm3t shay glbi y7ba... Fzait!

Jawa: shnu???

Awrad and sara had an aye contact and I was there like a dommy..
                                                             
Sara: awrad spill it, shsalftch klsh mu  3alla ba3thch? La tgoulin wala shay! Jawa: shswe y3ne 9j mafe shay??
       
Well actually there is something, but what to do? What to say?

Awrad: jawa we know its bader

Wayhe engalab!, its true bas shgoul I dont know how to deal with this?

Faking a laugh nervously: KAAKK la shako..yala bsr3a 6lbaw yu3ana!

6lbaw we ate, they talked I pretend to listen but I was in a another place, a place with happiness a place with bader...the heart owner!  You know, owners never leave:p...

Weeks passed, its my last year! Shada 7ailee but about my life? The life out of school? Was dead! And I hated it..I dont know what is the hell wrong with Me...
 
Finally its aid aladha, we usually go  to the chalet, from the first day at night  we stay there for 10 days and come back...I really miss the beach football awrad 'the 39aba' my cousins ajwa2 elchalets, I really need that...

So its 3arafa, we are fasting... so me ghezlan and awrad have a tradition for this day..we eat at ashaz in the marina
Then we do our nails at N-bar, then we go to salmya sultan center, buy the morning cake supplies! Then go home bake thim take a bath, awrad goes to her home and we sleep!                                                                
  الله اكبر الله اكبر الله اكبر لا اله الا الله الله اكبر الله اكبر ولله الحمد...                                            


Mama: ghezlann jawaa yala goumay yala la tw6fun ryoug el3eeddd... Ahhhh a7b ajwaa2 el3eed♡♥

I went to the bathroom and did my business, I always go first before ghezlan, she is lazy!:: I went to the dinning room to find my hall family eating the breakfast with smiles and wishes and 3eed music...

I kissed my father mother and brothers
With wishing them a happy 3eed. ..
     
I sat and ghezlan came holding the cake we made last night

Ghezlan: 9un3 edya w 7yat 3nyaaa

Father: uh uh khush shghel..

I was munching my food quickly so I can talk while ghezlan was kissing my mother father and brothers...

Jawa: *mumbling* Slaiman: ekaly eklay b3den t7chayyy ya hailgya

Jawa: chubb!! Baaabaa ehya ga3da t3dl athaferha mu 3ajebha ellun ely kant 7a6taaa w ana w awrad kna n6bakh

Dad while laughing: tslm eed awrad

Jawa: baaabaaaaaaaaa!!!

Mom: bask t7rsh eb bntk, tslm eedch mama elcake tynn

Khaled: tlw3 elchabd:)

And the chatter went on....        

Mom: yala bnat get ready..

Me and ghezlan got up to get ready. ..

I made my hair into big waves while Ghezlan made her hair straight and then swat farg blne9 with slick ponytail and wavy endings...

I wore my high west flow skirt with blue grean and yellow colors, with lase white top, and prada blue cross bag with blue tory burch flats. While ghzlan  wore CH white jaket with red lace skirt with her red D&G fire red lipstick..

We were ready, we went to our mother side  relatives and then went back home, to stay with our father side relatives and at night go to the chalet together. ...


So yup its night we are finally going to the chalet...

I changed into a white top with free city training took my bag and went to the car... me awrad dalia are going in Ghezlans car with her...the ride was amazing aghane w loyat banat w ghezlan khayfa mn el6rej w 9j wanasa! W9lna elchalet w klman ra7 dara 7a6 aghratha... me and awrad in one room...

Jawa: ahhh I missss

Awrad: 7aadaaaa

Jawa:Ana bnzl atmasha tyeen?

Awrad: la ru7ay!  

I took my headphones played my music and walked  on the beach, eljaw badi ytsn3 blail, the beautiful cold beeze is just amazing, I layed on the sand staring at the stars and thinking about my star, my superhero my love... he saved nothing but... he save my heart from dying. .. he is always there.... I woke up the next day, went to the bathroom wore my training 3dlt sha3re w nzlt ta7at, walla klman mwjud, even bader! Bghait arja3 foug bsr3a madre laish khft...chan fahad y9rkh JAWAAA

ya w lamneee chna mu shayfne mzmann 3ad 9j I miss him:"( ena ams ma g3dt wayd wyahun w haik::

Jawa: ahlan ahlan, bas 3ad 3an eltflem, ha mta bt6bun?

Hamad: ba3ad 9alat elthher

Jawa: mashe..., I had a quick glance to see bader, shfeh m39b hatha! Kan mtn7!, I passed him! I hoped that maybe he could wish me a happy 3aid, but no nothing! I sat down.. gam asoulf wya my cousin w m36eta thahre,but I felt him leaving the room... I want him!! dont leave dude:(Elmuhm swalf w loya w che...

Jawa: LOL EE,ellmuhm mnu yabe yl3ab kora 3ala may9er elthher w t6bun?

Shahen: l3bay 7reray b3den enyy nm9khrch bru7 elbqala e7na::::

Fahad: matben tyen?

Jawa: laa bl3ab kora w bn6r awrad tgoum

Abdulla: yaalaa byeeee

Jawa: bye yebule barbican!!
.....


I wore shorts and Chelsea jersey...rf3t sha3re w khthet elkora w 6l3t...

I started playing playing and playing.... ....: jawa

I heard that voice behind my back it made my heart ache  it made me die and leave again it made me smile, but of course I hid my smile and turn around. ..

Yes bader.

Jawa: hala ?

Bader:....


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CHAPTER28

LOL why im not tearing? Maybe im not believing this? There is alot alot inside my heart, I was waiting to write this chapter to speak alll what inside my heart so here we go...

I love someone that im totally sure he doesnt love me back, he talk to girls I saw it in my own ayes in twitter...keeping this big painfull shit inside your heart? Is just too much, way too much! Im shy, I cant tell me friends even awrad or dalia or even sara, I cant! I have one friend in this case, tears! They react what I feel and they are so damn close, but they never stay just like every thing else, writing this helped me to get it of my heart, I have a broken heart with a big headen love inside for someone he doesnt even know, and that person happened to be a guy who talk to girls, and now I find out, he talks also to my classmate And her cousin,  and I have to act normal, maybe little shocked for what she said earlier, and I have to help her, god this is tough..

Nourra: shfech mtn7a! Laykun tklmena ba3ad?

Jawa: nourra m3nde hal swalf:/ bas hatha rfej cousin!

Nourra: w sh3rfch eb rfej ur cousin? Sshnu enty ahlch nou3hmm wayd free?

Jawa: Nourra shnu wayd free mala shghel, hath rfej my cousin mzman w 7ta yam shalehna kla eyy yslm 3ala ahle w yl3ab ma3ana korra

Nourra: aha!, shbtswen?

Jawa: wait! I didnt like nourra's attitude bas 6wft!..

Jawa: aloo hala fahad!

Fahad: hala jawa ha shbghety?

Jawa: umm esma3 chft rfejk bader? Tkhyl la3b 3ala rfejty w bnt khaltja  shsalfta hatha!

Everytime I say his name...

Fahad: ahh ya jawa  salfta salfa!  Madre shfeh  mn3fs hal youmain machna bader eltkana elhady el3agel, nfseta wa9la klsh 7ta nsait akher .ata chfta yth7ak, ythb6 banat yrqmhm w 7ta maybehm wla shay bs madre shfeh, gam ydkhn w kla madre wain alah ga6a!.. w derbalch mn hathe rfejtch, l2na ely gam ythb6hm jdama bl share3 wala shay che, y3ne bnat khfaf mayst7unnn! Fa derbalch w wkhray 3anha! Wayyy 7ram bader:( shfeh? Whats wrong.. I wish I could ask him in my mind. .. omg fahad, I forgot him!:::

Fahad: jaaaaawaaaaaa, m3ayy?

Jawa: eh asm3k shfeck! Mm elmuhm alah y3enah w lat7ate ehya khush bnt ma3laik!

Fahad: I warned u, take care loveu bye!

Jawa: love u 2, u2 bye!

Nourra gam t6al3ne w wyha mstghrb, I ignored male khlg! Mushkltha matg3ad wyaa her cousins aw madrun 3anha!

Jawa: my cousin galle ena ehwa gam ythb6 banat w ehwa asasn may7bhum bas mar en 7ala nfsya w ybe y6l3 7rta!

Noura: uhhh, im sure he will realise that im the one! Jawa: sure:)

Jawa mskay Nfsch, her phone rang:

Noura: ohhh badure is calling!

She put it in speaker and started talking, can anyone amagine how torturing is this:)? And her voice? Mta 9ar dlo3 che! Omg.

I tried to look busy playing in my phone bas as usual kan 6affi! So I looked at the black screen of my phone while mu ear is listening to her love phone call.

Bader kan  9outa klsh mu mt7ms aw shay, chna twa gaym mn elnoum! Twa gaym mn elnoum w dag 3laiha! I guess maybe she is the one?

Bader: yalah jaw mary ree ! Shsmch enty? Nour yala bye! When I heard the 'jaw' I felt something, like a spark of hope, thats sillly I know but when I heard him saying many names then I figured out that he have many girls that he mix between them! Uhh im stupid! And silly.

Nourra: ouhhh 7ada cute ma ast7ml!!

Jawa: -.- matklm kla gam tsulfen

Noura: eee ehwa kla ygouli soulfay!

Jawa: whatever, 36ene telfonch bdg 3al sayg telfone 6fa!

She had a blackberry, 7ztha kan cool!::
Elmuhm so ybyn etha u called or u received a call, anyway SHE called bader 3 times b3den he answered:), mumkn afham laish elchthb? WHYYY DID SHE LIED! Way3a ma7b 9aidat che shsalfatha hathe::, I called the driver and went home!                          Slmt 3laa ahlee and went to my room, I saw slaiman and khaled in my room playing ps3 fifa! I entered the room and threw my self in the bed

Slaiman: ghreba ma7netay abe al3ab::

Jawa: maly khlg a7sne mreee...

Slaiman: GOUULLLLLL QA9BAN 3ALA WAYHKKK YALA ETHLF E6LBLEE KFC

ah ok:)!

khaled: yal ghshashhh ent a9lan 7a6 khe6a ghalay w 7thkkk 9ar 7elw..

And they countied fighting,  tra etha nswetaw wa7d 3mra 28 w wa7d 23:)

I slept...


Mama: jawa yala gumayy! awa : mama a7sne mskhna! Mabe arou7!                        

My mother touched my forhead

Mama: chnch shwy 7wera, khala9 ghebay elyoum 3shan bacher 3ndch test, try7en shwy 3shan tdrsen!        

Jawa: ok gn


That day passed by normally, I woke up and I felt betr studied and bla bla bla....


Let's talk about the next day..

I went to school, I entered my class w klman gam y6al3ne!, r7t mkane w ama sakta! Nourra mghyra mkanha w         ga3da yam group banat! Ely no3hm gossip w omg w haik::: We had a class math so everybody was silent! But after that we had e7tya6, the girls started shaping in groups ans started talking, I wasn't nitm, so I put my head in the desk and tried sleeping but I could feel the girls gazing me, until I heard nourra say:

Eeeh wala hatha el buga tyye baitna 3shan tklm 99byan w takhth ra7tha!

Ok there is somethimg you need to know about me, ana ejtma3ya sha6ra elanlat y7bune, my l2ne wayyd mu2dba ! L2na ashark eb aghlb elansh6a w ham sh6anty mu el qelat adab, 7chara w l3b! W m3rufa ena 3nde eslub w theqa w a3rf at7cha bain elbanat w elablat, w must7el akhle 7agii!  But this time, 7grt w chne masm3t! Hathe  elnw3ya mn elbnat low! 9dmtne! After I helped her w g3dt wyaha w klshay tgoul che? Wlaa matst7e! La w ely ygoul ehya mskkta! Bas mara7 aswe salfa l2na mabe athawsh wyaha, hal nu3 mn elbanat ely lsanha w9kh w 3ade tg6 7ache! Eta swat hal 7rka m3nata tswe akthrr! W trbetii thanks god matsm7lii, so I will ignore her!

A WEEK PASSED BY,, w 3alla nafs el7ala!.. len ana mara dasha el9af after the break w kan kl el9af mwjud! W she was setting in a table w tgoul:

W tkhylw gam tgoul I lovee u waydd take care 3umre

Mne 39bt w magdrt amsk 3umre.

R7t benn elbanat w wgft wraha: walla 9j? , ok banat 9j mayhmne raykum w 6gag y6gkum bas ana wde afshl ha5he shwy ely mats7ti, so Nourra! Awal shay laish ghbtay 2 days? L2nch gltele anch you didnt feel well, but guess what? Gltele anch thayg khlgch l2nch Knty tklmen 9bay w yklm bnt khaltch.

6ab3an elbaaanat and nourra wyuhm kant speachless

Jawa: ok ymkn entaw mat9dgun w h bl6gag bas wait, shswetlch nourra 7ztha? 9j ana mu nu3e w akrah elbnat ely yklmun w 3ndhm s2alf le3eb w m9khara bas mah6etch 9khar, so alah yslmkm ya bnat 6la3 ely tklma y9er rfej my cousin, w 3ndkm man3 shlun a3rf the friend of cousin well ahle klhm y3rfuna w ehwa rfej my cousin mzman w ee kaifey noura ahle yrthun, anyway..I called my cousin w s2lta shfeh hatha rfejk klma laish che yswe 7ram elbnt! W gale ena kan ymr eb thruf w ehwa 9ar ensan thane, 9ar ythb6 ay bnt blshare3! 7ta law mayb7ha! W guess what shnu galle? Galee wakhray 3an hathe rfejtch l2na ehwa makan yrqm ela ay bnt jdama blshare3 fa aked khfefaa! Gtla lala Ma 3laik san3a! But I guess 8 was wrong, so aked tgoulom shdrana hatha cousin jawa?

LOL wyuhm speachless blthat Nourrra! W some of them gam y63umha dirty stares! L2na wayha kan m9dum w magalat wala ne9 klma! So t2kt mako abla w r7t 7g jn6ty, hthait my phone and I turned it on, I checked the time and it was about 11, 3ad fahad tbda m7athrta 11:15, I called him w klhm kamw more thwm shocked w 76aita speaker:

Fahad: alo hala jawa

Jawa: hala fahad bas bghait as2lk, wain lzwara lyoum?


Fahad tsthblen? Bait mama s'haam shnu fec zhaymar? W mu bldwam enty Jawa: fahad ush shwya w goule bas bthker shay nseta! Tathker lma dgait 3laik gbl ams w s2tlk 3n rfejk bader? Shgtle akher shay!

Fahad: ena 9ar ydkhn? w ythb6 banat khfaf may7bum!      

Jawa: w ba3ad?

Fahad: gtlch wakhray 3n rfejtch l2na ely thbhm khfaf w aked w7da mnhm w latg3den ma3a hal banat?
                         
Jawa: zain khala9 mshkur ethlff!

Fahad: zain laii...

6ou6 6ou6::

Some girls laughed, bas mskt th7kte:::
W nourra wayha film.

Jawa: so al7ien fhmtaw klshay, w knt Sakta 3shan mane atnaqash wyaa banat nags norra! Ba3ad ma wgft yamha yum kntw tth7kun 3laiha swat che! Bas noura emty ydeda? W lazm t3rfen ana maynwkl 7aggi fahma?...





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CHAPTER27

Oh no... 9ar elly knt khayfa mnaa! Fahad is a great guy w klshay! But its not the problem! There is a thing that you dont know? Awrad story!

Its along painfull story...

I will give you the short cut, awrad  loved some guy and she made a mistake.. she loved him from the depth of her heart and she was young! She talked to him and after 1 month..he dumped her with a lame excuse! After few months of trying to forget him and failing! He came back..telling her he was sorry and he want her back! She knew that it was wrong but the devil won! And she was happy! After one day he told her that he was playing on her! He left and she kept crying! She knew it was mistake...the hall thing talking to guy and such as! But it was mistake and shes not an angel..
Anyway its been a while..she still love Him but she cant do anything about it...

So you know awrad's story!and you know why i l didnt want fahad ena yt3alag feha!

Fahad: shfech sektay? Laykun t7bene?

Jawa: chub chub fahad::, anyway madre shgulk 9rat7n bas awrad ma3ndha swalf tklm 9byan w che! Im sorry

Fahad: ana mabe al3ab 3laiha! Ana abe atzwjha!bs atkhrj mn eljam3a ra7 atzwjha!

Jawa: y9er khair fahad!

Oh my god he look so heart broken:'(♡
Shswee ana:) ? Jawa: bnadeha elyoum bas en swait 7rkat aw bynt lha ab6 3younk.
     
Fahad smiled a wide smile: a7bch a7bch a7bch=))
             
Jawa: shaazaabbb

And I went to call the nurse  to bring my bag, she brought the bag..fahad helped me to put my stuff in and we checked out!

On our way to fahad's home...

Jawa: alaaahhh abiii starbucks

Fahad: mako

Jawa: tra magol 7g award tyye::?

Faj2a ksr elskan w dash lafat bucks

Jawa: kaaaaaaaaaakkkkk:'(Fahad: chub::, shnu tben t6lben?
         
We ordered and went back home, while parking:

Jawa: fahad laish che thalma, mu glt eljma3a byun?

Fahad: eee madre ymkn lel7ien mayaw

I took my drink and opened their house door...I opened the lights and...

......: SURPRISE!!!!!      

all myyy cousins w second cousins 'eljma3a'... including awrad and dalia!

Gam atlftt ymen ysar w achuf fahad shag eltha7ka ..

Jawa: 7giiiiii?.??.???? Fahad: habla? Eeee!
       
Jawa: abay a7bkum babche:'(((!!

Slmat 3laihum w I thanked them jad wnsune!!

Hamad: chufay elcake:::

Jawa: kaaaaakkkk ekyoutt! A7bkum jad jad jad

Kant 3alla 3akazat w jbs wheelchair w mktub "saalaamaatt yal grgaa  ♡"
                                                             

We spent the night talking..messing around playing truth or dare janjfa w cheee...its 12:30 jad elwakt 6af!



Awrad: yala jawa bamshe ana, mu tnsen 6al3tna bacher ha Jawa: khala9 okay!,, byeee zftaaa!
                   
Awrad: byee zfta::::  

3eesa: baskm 6al3at ma tkhl9un! Ana ma6la3 kthrkm!

Awrad: mushkltk ent nerd mat6la3! E7na n7b nstans fa n6la3=))

Jawa: kaaaakk kafch!

And she left! lfait 3lla fahad wayha kan t3abera tth7k!::: bas dalia w awrad ra7w! Eljma3a klhm ga3den:)...l3bna uno kora r7na eljm3ya shfna film ykhr3 len 9 am! Kna nabe ntryg bas ma gdrna.. g3dna 3al 3...

SETTING IN THE HALL OF FAMMEEE
AND THE WORLD GONNA KNOW YOUR NAMEE Jawa: abay shahen mayth7k ana masma3 the script  shako tsm3hm shnu bnya?:"(!

Shahen: chubb ekhty kant tsm3ha w 3lgt fene!
                     

DO IT FOR YOU COUNTRY DO IT FOR YOUR NAME SETTING IN THE HALL OF FAMEE

Jawa: mayth7k telfone mnu gam yrn:)!! Shhal el ghnya ana bnya masm3ha.

Shahen*declining the phone call*: chub telfone maksor w makjth telfone ekhtii
                                         
Hamad: haaa laish matrd ell7ub ha?;)

Shahen: fech 3ane 7amad

Awrad called w ya letne mardait Awrad: KL HATHA NUM W GAYLEN EB N6LA3 KHYASS NOUM YALA RDAY ELBAIT W AMRCHHHHH YAALAAAAA

We went out had a great time and went back..






AFTER 3 MONTHS AND HALF:

the summer vocation started and finished! It was great we travelled a bit! Went to the chalets we made parties, gathering 6l3at ba7ar w adventures...

Bader didnt got off my mind, I think about him day and night.. but destiny didnt brought us together, I thought that would make me forgot him just a bit, but no. I hope im on his mind like he is, but I expect not! Every music every beat remind me of him, this is torture but I like having him in the depth of my heart!..



So school started, its my last year in school, sara is not in my class but that didn't change our friendship! We spend breaks, I go to her classroom between the classes we go out and etc..

I didnt know alot girls in this class, but there is this nice girl called noura, she is so sweet! Kla tg3ad yamme w t7wel tsulf so she is my new class mate and I like her!..but nourra is also a new girl in the school, so I took her with me to sara so we can be all friends..

Everything is going fin nomal and boring until one day...

I woke up went to school, nourra was absent.. klsh mu 3adt'ha tgheb?

Second day, she is still absent?.. okay there is something  wrong... in the break I told sara! She told me to check her twitter account today because she have her.

I went home sat with my family a bit, ate then I went upstair to my room I did my homework then I checked sara following, and I found her?  I found her kik in the bio and I told sara to kik her because I dont have a kik, I find it silly and useless. Anyway sara gave me her number and I called her:

Jawa: aloo?nourra?

Nourra: a-alo hala jawa shlunch *she said with low voice*

jawa: zaina el7mdlah, salamt 3asa ma shar

Nourra: mashar, bas 9ayrtle salfa w 7de maly khlg adawm, tgdren tyen le elyom? I will tell you everything! W blmra anwl mnch!

Jawa: khla9 as2l ahle w aklmch

Nourra: ok bye


I went down stairs and asked my father he said ok, as long as la shghel bldrasa enshala bait rfejty eb duubai 3ade arou7:)! W etha glt brou7 spoons galaw b3ed:)!


I texted her to send me her house adress...


W9lt baitha! 6l3tle w khthtne to her room, she didnt look okay! At. All.

jawa: shfech?

Khshmha 9ar a7mar

Nourra: but dont judge me ok?, ana knt aklm 9bay 7baita 7ail w wthqt feh..w ma glt 7g bntt khalty! Ehya wayd greba mne! Bas madre laish ma glt ha, one day kna ga3drn bru7na w galtle bgulch shay! Ana aklm wa7d a7va w che, glt zain 3shan ana ba3ad agulha! I listened to her story and I had a smile, kant nafs my story andvi was happy, youm galtle elesm wayhe en9fg! It was the same BADER I was talking to... *and she started crying hrr heart out*

I froze,  there is thousands of bader in kuwait but the chance of him being that bader? Is scary SOOO scary

jawa: haday haday labchen , I will try to help you akhle my cousins yzfuna!, ehwa shnu 3aylta?

I was almost sweating, waiting her to say his last name

Nourra: al x

uhhh! El7mdlah I feel released!

Jawa: shlun kl shay bda?

Nourra: ehwa shwy mshhur eb twitter..

Glge nqzne bas come on 3aylta mo ehya la tflmen jawa!

Nourra:Shufay hatha acounta chan t3rfena aw mar 3laich w egray eldm shlun kan ysulf.. she handed me the phone..

and I wish I never saw....

it was my bader..

CHAPTER26

Awal shay asfa wayd wayd 3al ta2kher... I promise you awal ma ard mn elsufar I will spoil you with posts xo.. now enjoy this one :p


I woke up in the same bed feeling way better than the last time I woke up, but this time the room was dark and there was nobody no noise no worried people around me..
But there was one person wearing white clothes, is that an angel? Chub jawa it was the doctor -.- 3an khayrch lazm tmthlen eb bollywood enty::
       
Anyway...

The doctor: ha jawa.. are you feeling better

I mummled something I guess it was yeah He started explaining what happened earlier...

The doctor: ely 9ar shay 6be3e 7ail.. fkrat ena you put a new organ in a body system..shwy 9a3ba! The system and the organ has to adjust  fa mako ela el3afyaa enshala

Jawa: okay mshkur doctor..mu lazm tgoul 7g ommi 9a7 ?                  

The doctor: la jawa lazm.. ahlch lazm y3rfun bkl t6wr. Ana adre omch wayd t7ate bas lazm
     
Jawa: khala9 okay.    
                                                                 
My mother came...3omrha 6wel::    
     
Mom: ha docotor bashher!

And the doctor told her everything:)! Even details that I dont remember! W lazm ommi tkhtr3 w the usual questions w loya:)!
                                       
Mom: shlun, laish? Ra7 yn3ad hal shay ? Elajheza el*electronya t2ther 3ala galbha?

Jawa: shaku shaku:'(?

The doctor laughed and gave me the 'fhmt laish maknty tbene agoul 7g omch'

The doctor: ekhty la t7aten hatha shay 6bee3e w kna mtwq3ena asasn, w bntch al7ien 97tha zaina w bttrkh9 elyoum enshala

Mom: alah ybshrk blkhair doc, matg9er

The doctor: hatha elwajb ma swaina shay He winked at me and left.

Mom: akheran b6l3unch hay9ay!

Jawa: eeehh wanaaasa

Actually I wasnt... weird right?

Anyway my mother gave me along speach about my health w el electronics devises mu zain astkhdmhm:), I thought my mother was engineer? Since when she became a doctor?:) a knock on the door intruppted us *thanks god*

It was fahaaad my cousin

Jawa: FAHAAAAD

mom: hala fahad shlunck?

Salam 3ala omii w ya 9ubi  Fahad: walla w lch wa7sha yal de3laa

Jawa: mnu de3la?:)

Salam 3alay w trb3 3al frash...twna bnsulf chan my mother tgoum

Mom: yala jawa ana bru7 eldwam..fahad derbalk 3alla hal m9rg3a

Fahad laughing: enshala khalty

And my mother left..

Jawa: ha goulee shswait eb dubai? R7t concert? Alaahhh david kan mnak:')! Goule kl elhyata bltfa9el?


Fahad: bsmlah khal at7cha 36ene fur9a, eee 7ara r7t concert 7bebch *w gma y6g rgba y7rne*

We kept talking, he showed me pictures and videos...then he started playing with his phone and I started thinking.. I was happy for leaving the hospital but I was kinda disappointed...

You know while I was here, I could see bader more often when he visits me with his brother and some time sister! Even if he didnt want to or doesn't care! Atleast I could see him and make sure that he is fine and okay..!  But not any more..      This love is pointless

                     

                   But honest

           This love is hurtful 

                               

                But mean full

              This love is big

      But hiding in side my heart           

I slept while over thinking.... and since I was thinking about bader.. indeed he has a part in it...

It was a big zwara im my uncle's farm! Bader was there, a girl relative was with him and it I knew that girl, I was with dalia and awrad in the duwania! I secretly wanted to see bader so I started thinking and I got an idea, they Idea was that we ask that girl and bader to watch a scary movie with us, dalia and awrad didnt agree because the dvd was in hunted scary place in the farm but I insist... we went to them! I started talking to girl but bader was in the far corner looking at us! The girl agreed and asked which movie? I answered: im sorry mama! And it was actually a song I listened to recently  ! Bader said: yma! And came near the girl and payed more attention! I said: khala9 ana ayeb eldvd player.. bader and the girl: okay, as im leaving bader played with my hair! I felt nervous and I had goose bumps ' قشعريرة' I woke up scared and i was shaking!

             

Fahad: bsmlah..shfech?

Jawa: lay7ushk..night mare          

Fahad: 7sbale 3ndch salfa, tra omch dgat 3alay galtle ena al7ien brkh9unch Ana asa3dch al7ien tswen aghrathch l2na ntrden baitna! Btnamen 3ndna 

Jawa: alaaahh mzman mu ray7a baitkum a7s!

Fahad: e7sasch hndi y7b yflm::

Jawa: chuub! 

 I got up and went to the bathroom and did my business! I got out to see fahad laying in the bed *hatha ely bsa3dne:)*

I started doing my bag, I noticed that fahad 7sait kan wda ygoul shay bas mtrded!, ma glt shay!adre ena bgule.

After serval minutes..

Fahad: tra el39aba klhm byun! Ygoulon wlhanen 3laich..mn zeench.

Jawa: :$ee sh7laty Fahad imitating me: mayth7k

Jawa: abayy chub=))

Fahad: zain sm3ay mm shsma,, etha tben gulay 7g shsmha rfejatch hathek shsmha tyee                           

                                       

Jawa: shsmha haa?    

Fahad: chub, khala9 latyee mu lazm

Jawa: haha khla9 okay::

I was about to leave to call the nurse to bring my bag when...

Fahad: jawa a7bhaa

Jawa:.....