CHAPTER25

Dad: jawa swulch 3mlya w ghyraw glbch.. you have been unconscious for 2 days *ghyboba*  w el7mdlah you are now healthy w 97tch mafeha ay mushkla

He said with a wide smile but also worrying about how will I re-act ....


I was shocked! The organ that is inside me beating is not mine!! And how they could not tell me? The doctor said they will change my heart but I didnt thought that soon! Where is my old heart? Did bader left with it? Or he is moving in my new one?

A hot big tear ran down my cheeks

Jawa: laish ma gltuli?


I am happy. . But I was shocked I was happy cause im not sick anymore.. and that my heart is working just fine!    

Khaled: jawa ahm shay anch al7ien zaina..tra nader a7ad yt3alj aw y6la3 mn hal marath eb hal s'hula!  W e7na kna lagen galb 97e mn awal shay bas ma ngdar nkhr3ch! L2na faj2a dshena eb hal azma! W nadr3 etha bngoulch you will panic and panicking mara7 ysa3dch eb 3mletch bas ykhrb 3laich l2na elbeats y9erun asra3 w 7achi malch shghel feh.. la t3wren rasch ahm shay anch al7ien 97tch zaina tra kna ga3den 3ala a39abna na6rench tft7en shd3wa ma nstahel thak7a?::


I smiled the widest smile of the history of wide smile in the universe, , come on?shloun math7k?        

Sloom: th7kat th7kaaat:::


Suddenly every one gamw eyun 3nd my bed yhnune 3alla slamtii w swalf w loyaa w flowers, 3ad I hate flowers bas elly yabuhm 3ajeben  jaaaaad! Thats how I spent the night.. some nurse came....

Nurse: excuse me.. visitors are jot are not allowed now! The patient need to rest!                                                






They all said goodbyes...

Mom: but I can stay right? Im her mother?

Nurse: no sorry you can come in the early morning..


I tried getting up from my bad to assure my mom that im okay! But of course I couldn't:) beside all the pain that rushed in my veins as I tried to get up, I was connected to stupid wires and medical devices. .. I hold my tears and forced a smile as I turned my face to my mother...


Jawa: mama please la t7aten ana mne many mt7rka w t3rfen noumi thgel entaw btyun w loya w khab9a! W ana still nayma!! Mama please please la t7aten w khu entay mu7a6tne bl9ba7 3shan ngoul khr6e w mu safe.  76etene eb royal 7yat 9dgene wayd safe w klshay! W a7lfch btyen w klman byye w swalf w I will be still sleeping



She smiled and said...

Mom: 7yaty enty! Khala9 ana al7ien brou7 bas deray balch 7ta el7mam etha btgoumin dosay 3al dugma w ohma eyoun! Moo bru7ch! W etha tben tmshen t7rken eldam eb jsmch tnadenhm ohma yshelon elwires w yaa3dunch

She got up as she kissed my forhead and left after saying goodbye..

As she left I cried my heart out! I dont know why but I did it I cried so hard that I started to feel pain in my heart but I didnt stopped crying...

I dried my tears as I pushed the button to call a nurse....she came:

Nurse: yes? Whats wrong?

Jawa: I want to walk..im tried of setting



She disconnected some wires w yabt el3kasa madre elchair tsndt 3laih w I started walking...

A7s my organs are moving  mn el3war bas I ignored it w I started walking slowly.. I got out of my rooms and started walking in the halls..I peeked in the rooms..klaa old people or pregnant woman.. it suck being the youngest and the most sick person in here:)! Even in school I was always the strongest I used to play every sport! I was the achool manican! But now? Im afraid of going there! T3rfun ely klhum y6al3unch eb nathrat elly 7ram:(! Yes wai3. Ugh t3bt!

I went back to my room! And I called the nurse so she connect the wires again...

I laid in the bed but my heart is aching! Im in pain...


The nurse came and she connected the wires.. but rhe device started making sound *pep pep pep* numbers was increasing.. the nurse looked worried..

Ok gam akhtr3?

She called the doctor and the sound is getting lowder and faster!

I can feel my heart beating so hard! Its like his fighting!

I felt cold and numb.. shsalfa laykun ga3d amout?

The docotor came and before he check me say anything I blacked out...



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