CHAPTER23

Ghezlan: kaaaaaaak! Shfe wayhch en9faaag:'( tra gam achthb 3laich! LOL!!gtlch t7bena;)!


Aha okay. Ra7 athba7 ghezlan:) shrge3 al7ien?? Even though ena 7dha 7mara 3alla hal 7rakaa! Bas a big sigh of relief got out of me...knowing that bader still could be mine in the future, even if it's weak chance..all what's matter is that at least I have a chance.


Jawa: abay shako a7ba way3a:'(! Bas ena n9dmtt y3ne klsh mu layg 3laih

Ghezlan: eee ana yeje mn bngal, khl9ay tra a3rfch adre anch t7bena AND DON'T DENNY IT! * screaming while leaving the room*

Whenever somebody talk about him or bring him up or even his name! I feel the weather become hotter I become more tensed, I don't know why..

Anyway I changed my clothes and slept with a headache.

My mother woke me up maybe after 1 hour of sleeping? W she noticed how drained and tired I looked.

Jawa: mama please daykha 3ade agheb? 7de t3bana w rasse y3wrne 7ail w already youm elethnain mako mwad asasya wayd!

Mom: khala9 okay 7bebty *while putting her hands on my forehead checking my body temperature* ,jawa chnch shwy 7ara! Al7ien namy w etha gmty shrbay shorba al7ien aswelch! W erta7y la thaylen!

I nodded, the fact of me getting more sleep and skipping school is more than great. So I don't mind being little sick to skip the school and sleeeeeeeep.

I woke up after 7 hours of sleeping, cursing my self for thinking its great to be little sick; because my body was on fire! My throats are killing me and my vision is blurry! I feel dizzy! I can't breath probably! My hands hardly search for my phone in the bed and found it! I miss-called my mom while breathing heavily! And that was the last thing I did before I block out....



I woke up my vision was blurry, it was getting clearer by the second...when it got clear enough I realised that I was in a hospital room! With my mother father ghezlan khaled and slaiman around my bed! Their worrying faces killed me! Knowing that I was the reason! I'm having a hard time trying to speak...

Jawa: mmmm * I mumbled something not understandable*::

All of them turned their faces to me, they were surprised and happy! They got up and got closer to my bed..

Mom: jawa! 7mdlah 3al salama 7bebty, y3wrch shay?

Dad: sht7sen feh jawa 7bebty t7chay?

Ghezlan: jawa t7chay shfech, fe shay y3wrch?

Khaled started making signs eb eeda, so you see once ohwa w rab3a fkraw ydshun nadde bl9aif 7ag t6w3! W ekhtaraw ysa3dun elnass ely matsm3! So 3lmuhm shwy 7rkat 3shan ytfhmun ma3a ely maysm3un! So ehwa 7sbala ana masma3 aw 9rt 9amkha!

Klman khaza ely tsthbl? Ena shloun eb tfham 7rktak? 7ta law 9rt 9mkha mu m3nata a3rf ellanguage malthum mn awal ma an9mkh:: jad hal enssan bada3!

I laughed weakly 3laih, maygdar mayth7kne 9ara7a:'(!

They all laughed with me lma chafoune ath7ak! But once again their faces didn't calm me down! Already ana laish mne sh9ayr fene?

Mom: jawa ana bnadelch eldoctor, he will ask you some questions!

My mom went and then appeared again with a doctor beside her!

Doctor: jawa, how are you feeling on the moment??

Jawa: idk doc, I feel little dizzy and I don't remember anything happened previosly, also I'm in pain! But I can't recognise which my part of my body is hurting me!

Doctor: ok jawa so let me tell you, the fact that you didn't got enough sleep and having a high temperature helped us, how? Well you see we saw that you have heart problems your heart beats are weak!! It means you have to take good care! If you run too much, if you didn't sleep , or any kind of fevers you get, can effect your heart! If we didn't find out about your heart! You could be in serious danger!


I was shocked, did he say that I have heart problems? I have enough weight on my heart! I don't need any physical pain!..and I'm too young! I don't want my rest of my life worrying and not able doing anything because my heart is weak! My family faces was really worrying about what he had to say, or how will I take it! My face was  expressionless face.. I mean how should I re-act:)?

Doctor: so jawwa, did you ever had a meal in the shake shak restaurant?

Whaaaat?shako hatha eb my heart:) laynrfzne al7ien la akfer fe shfe hatha.7mdlah w elshkr.

Jawa: yes?

Doctor: oh good, did see you that device which shakes when your meal is ready, I'm gonna give you a device! You can live your life almost normally, and when this device shake, it means we have a heart with good health so we can switch it with yours!

Oh ok gam ystkhf dama! Omg I can't believe it! they will switch my heart! And put inside me a heart that belongs to some dead person! That's so shocking! I feel like living in a movie! That's can't be happening to me! Why me! WHY!!!!!!!

Suddely tears ran down from my eyes, even crying hurts! I mean it a7s my heart y3wr shwy! why I have to live like this! Dying is way better!

Ghezlan: okay doc thankyou, you can leave now.

Then the doctor left and my family came closer to me, trying to comfort me! My hands was on my heart because of the pain was suffering!

My mother came beside me.. she hold my hand and she put hers on my heart reading some quraan to calm me, while whiping my tears! I felt really calm! I drifted to sleep...


I woke up after a while, hearing a really fimilair voice! After opening my eyes I realised that it was abdulla! He was talking to ghezlan, brou7ha kant blghurfa! Kan ygoulha ena 7mdlah 3ala salamte w mn hal 7ache! W they were talking about me, swait nafsi lel7ien nayma, I don't want to ruin the love birds moments. Abdulla is so 'san3' everytime a7ad y6e7 fena aw ayshay, awal wa7d eyy w yslm w ys2al! Walla khush wa7d.


why didn't bader come with him? last time he came for sloum! yes I forgot, he hates me! i guess? i was so pissed! while i was thinking my angry thoughts was intruppted from a knock on the door, my heart beats accelerated  ! maybe it's bader! i tried covering my smile because im suppose to be sleeping y3ne;p, the door knocker was...

a nurce:), ghezlan exused her self to abdulla and went to talk to her, okay enshala mat7ms akher shay andger? i open my eyes w 979aat! abdulla noticed w he started talking...

abdulla: ohhh 7mdlah 3al salama, matchofen shar, 3ad laish yaybench shaklch mafech shay nafs klmara m9rg3a;p

jawa: alaah yslmk, afaah ana m9rg3a:::

abdulla: kl hatha w mu m9rg3a?:: ee bader okhouy ygoulch 7mdlah 3al salama, maggdar eyy kan 3nda tdreb kora!

jawa: eeh alah yslmaa!

i hope my cheeks are not red! that felt great! the fact that he care.. just "7mdlah 3al salama" made me feel soooo great! ghezlan came with expressionless face in another language 'wayha m9fog'

jawa: shfech shgaltlch?

ghezlan: .....