Wednesday, August 21, 2013
CHAPTER25
Dad: jawa swulch 3mlya w ghyraw glbch.. you have been unconscious for 2 days *ghyboba* w el7mdlah you are now healthy w 97tch mafeha ay mushkla
He said with a wide smile but also worrying about how will I re-act ....
I was shocked! The organ that is inside me beating is not mine!! And how they could not tell me? The doctor said they will change my heart but I didnt thought that soon! Where is my old heart? Did bader left with it? Or he is moving in my new one?
A hot big tear ran down my cheeks
Jawa: laish ma gltuli?
I am happy. . But I was shocked I was happy cause im not sick anymore.. and that my heart is working just fine!
Khaled: jawa ahm shay anch al7ien zaina..tra nader a7ad yt3alj aw y6la3 mn hal marath eb hal s'hula! W e7na kna lagen galb 97e mn awal shay bas ma ngdar nkhr3ch! L2na faj2a dshena eb hal azma! W nadr3 etha bngoulch you will panic and panicking mara7 ysa3dch eb 3mletch bas ykhrb 3laich l2na elbeats y9erun asra3 w 7achi malch shghel feh.. la t3wren rasch ahm shay anch al7ien 97tch zaina tra kna ga3den 3ala a39abna na6rench tft7en shd3wa ma nstahel thak7a?::
I smiled the widest smile of the history of wide smile in the universe, , come on?shloun math7k?
Sloom: th7kat th7kaaat:::
Suddenly every one gamw eyun 3nd my bed yhnune 3alla slamtii w swalf w loyaa w flowers, 3ad I hate flowers bas elly yabuhm 3ajeben jaaaaad! Thats how I spent the night.. some nurse came....
Nurse: excuse me.. visitors are jot are not allowed now! The patient need to rest!
They all said goodbyes...
Mom: but I can stay right? Im her mother?
Nurse: no sorry you can come in the early morning..
I tried getting up from my bad to assure my mom that im okay! But of course I couldn't:) beside all the pain that rushed in my veins as I tried to get up, I was connected to stupid wires and medical devices. .. I hold my tears and forced a smile as I turned my face to my mother...
Jawa: mama please la t7aten ana mne many mt7rka w t3rfen noumi thgel entaw btyun w loya w khab9a! W ana still nayma!! Mama please please la t7aten w khu entay mu7a6tne bl9ba7 3shan ngoul khr6e w mu safe. 76etene eb royal 7yat 9dgene wayd safe w klshay! W a7lfch btyen w klman byye w swalf w I will be still sleeping
She smiled and said...
Mom: 7yaty enty! Khala9 ana al7ien brou7 bas deray balch 7ta el7mam etha btgoumin dosay 3al dugma w ohma eyoun! Moo bru7ch! W etha tben tmshen t7rken eldam eb jsmch tnadenhm ohma yshelon elwires w yaa3dunch
She got up as she kissed my forhead and left after saying goodbye..
As she left I cried my heart out! I dont know why but I did it I cried so hard that I started to feel pain in my heart but I didnt stopped crying...
I dried my tears as I pushed the button to call a nurse....she came:
Nurse: yes? Whats wrong?
Jawa: I want to walk..im tried of setting
She disconnected some wires w yabt el3kasa madre elchair tsndt 3laih w I started walking...
A7s my organs are moving mn el3war bas I ignored it w I started walking slowly.. I got out of my rooms and started walking in the halls..I peeked in the rooms..klaa old people or pregnant woman.. it suck being the youngest and the most sick person in here:)! Even in school I was always the strongest I used to play every sport! I was the achool manican! But now? Im afraid of going there! T3rfun ely klhum y6al3unch eb nathrat elly 7ram:(! Yes wai3. Ugh t3bt!
I went back to my room! And I called the nurse so she connect the wires again...
I laid in the bed but my heart is aching! Im in pain...
The nurse came and she connected the wires.. but rhe device started making sound *pep pep pep* numbers was increasing.. the nurse looked worried..
Ok gam akhtr3?
She called the doctor and the sound is getting lowder and faster!
I can feel my heart beating so hard! Its like his fighting!
I felt cold and numb.. shsalfa laykun ga3d amout?
The docotor came and before he check me say anything I blacked out...
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Monday, August 12, 2013
CHAPTER24
Ghezlan: j-jawa lazm trou7in ma3a eldoctor...
Jawa: ok, shfech sh9ayr?
I said but 2 nurses inturropted our conversation.. the came toward my bed, disconnected some wires and started pushing me! Ghezlan walked near my bed while explaining while leaving abdulla in the room:::
Ghezlan: jawa sm3ay la t7aten mara7 yswun shay bas check ups 3alla your heart ..la t7aten w etha khl9na awdech slider ::::
Jawa: Kak 3ad 7de mshtheta:(:::
The nurse: mom you cant go inside, you can wait here!
Ghezlan: ok, JAWA LA T7ATEN
She screamed before they got me into the room ,, honestly? Im not scared..at all. Im depressed! Yes I can smile I can laugh but im depressed! And not just now! Its been a while.. first of all bader.. now? My heart! And I mean it my heart! I have problems with my heart.. MY HEART IS NOT WORKING!!can you get it? And the doctors are waitng a healthy hearted person to die, so I can take ait:) great. Just great.
My thoughts are slowly fading, when I realised that some devise covering my mouth , they are druging me so I dont feel the pain.. huh too late :p! I dont get it anyway... they are doing some check ups , laish mukhder?...
That the last question which was spinning in my mind before I loose control.. before I go to some kind of sleep where I loose my feelings.
I opened my eyes... I feel I feel mmm actually im not feeling anything! Its like im still druged, i can see figures around me but I can't define their identities, the vision is getting clearer.. the pain is getting more stronger ...
Mom
Dad
Khaled
Ghezlan
Sloom
Abdulla
Anwar *abdulla sister*
BADER
dalia
Awrad
Fara7
Meshari
Hamad
My other aunts and uncles...
All of them where here.. happy to see me opening my eyes.. that made me Me feel happy special and important. . And that I have great people that I should hold on into...
As the veiw got clearer, I saw their expressions on their faces, faces, it held happines faith...like their prayers has been answered, god I am the luckiest person alive...aafter seeing their faces around my bed waiting for me to speak? I had to smile even though all the pain I feel running in my blood...
A weak smile formed, and I can see how relief specialy my mom was!
Mom: al7mdlah!, jawa shlounch? Sht7sen fe?
I had a hard time speaking...
Jawa: mmm zaina bs fe shy uh shwy y3wr
Mom: yuma bnaytii sh3wrch!!
Abdulla: khalty la tkhafen hatha shay 6be3e! Mn elbanj l2na twa yrou7 mf3ula...
Jawa: eee ymkn.. asasn laish banj yuma? Ehwa y3ne bas check ups laish elbanj ?
They all looked at each other.. like they can speak without me hearing their conversation
Dad: ....
Monday, August 5, 2013
details YOU NEED to know to understand the story!
alot of people are confused! w its true our families wayd 7usaa w ma wth7t 3adel, i apologize about that xo!
first of all I'm not jawa, jawa is my second cousin w one of my best freinds! we are so close! w ana mu thakra nasfe blqe9a!
so we are 4 families, klna second cousins!
1: JAWA: she just turned 17 * in the middle *
2:AWRAD: almost 17 * in the middle *
3: DALIA: she is 19 *the oldest*
4: ME: I'm 15 *the youngest*
as i said ana mu thakra nafsi blqe9a!w the names are fake,,,dalia akbar wa7da w mu wayd y6l3un wyaha l2nha lahya wya eljam3a! bas ham n6la3 w nrou7 3nha w tyye 3ndna y3ne she is so close to them..
our familes are cousins, w very close! kla yswun ym3at ma3a ba3ath w almost every weekend nrou7 to the chalet w sa3at nsafer ma3a ba3ath!! jawa akthar shay close wya awrad l2na jawa akbar mn awrad only in 3 months! w also our brothers w sisters klhum 6agat ba3ath so ham ohma rabe3.
w as you can see, jawa ely ely t7cha 3an nafs'ha blstory! chna ehya ely gam tktb..w klshay ely ana gam aktba is real! kl elfeelings w hal 7ache! w that shows how close i am to jawa.
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first of all I'm not jawa, jawa is my second cousin w one of my best freinds! we are so close! w ana mu thakra nasfe blqe9a!
so we are 4 families, klna second cousins!
1: JAWA: she just turned 17 * in the middle *
2:AWRAD: almost 17 * in the middle *
3: DALIA: she is 19 *the oldest*
4: ME: I'm 15 *the youngest*
as i said ana mu thakra nafsi blqe9a!w the names are fake,,,dalia akbar wa7da w mu wayd y6l3un wyaha l2nha lahya wya eljam3a! bas ham n6la3 w nrou7 3nha w tyye 3ndna y3ne she is so close to them..
our familes are cousins, w very close! kla yswun ym3at ma3a ba3ath w almost every weekend nrou7 to the chalet w sa3at nsafer ma3a ba3ath!! jawa akthar shay close wya awrad l2na jawa akbar mn awrad only in 3 months! w also our brothers w sisters klhum 6agat ba3ath so ham ohma rabe3.
w as you can see, jawa ely ely t7cha 3an nafs'ha blstory! chna ehya ely gam tktb..w klshay ely ana gam aktba is real! kl elfeelings w hal 7ache! w that shows how close i am to jawa.
thankyou so much, ayshay mu fahmena just ask me http://ask.fm/LOVEINFECTION__ or dm xo!
CHAPTER23
Ghezlan: kaaaaaaak! Shfe wayhch en9faaag:'( tra gam achthb 3laich! LOL!!gtlch t7bena;)!
Aha okay. Ra7 athba7 ghezlan:) shrge3 al7ien?? Even though ena 7dha 7mara 3alla hal 7rakaa! Bas a big sigh of relief got out of me...knowing that bader still could be mine in the future, even if it's weak chance..all what's matter is that at least I have a chance.
Jawa: abay shako a7ba way3a:'(! Bas ena n9dmtt y3ne klsh mu layg 3laih
Ghezlan: eee ana yeje mn bngal, khl9ay tra a3rfch adre anch t7bena AND DON'T DENNY IT! * screaming while leaving the room*
Whenever somebody talk about him or bring him up or even his name! I feel the weather become hotter I become more tensed, I don't know why..
Anyway I changed my clothes and slept with a headache.
My mother woke me up maybe after 1 hour of sleeping? W she noticed how drained and tired I looked.
Jawa: mama please daykha 3ade agheb? 7de t3bana w rasse y3wrne 7ail w already youm elethnain mako mwad asasya wayd!
Mom: khala9 okay 7bebty *while putting her hands on my forehead checking my body temperature* ,jawa chnch shwy 7ara! Al7ien namy w etha gmty shrbay shorba al7ien aswelch! W erta7y la thaylen!
I nodded, the fact of me getting more sleep and skipping school is more than great. So I don't mind being little sick to skip the school and sleeeeeeeep.
I woke up after 7 hours of sleeping, cursing my self for thinking its great to be little sick; because my body was on fire! My throats are killing me and my vision is blurry! I feel dizzy! I can't breath probably! My hands hardly search for my phone in the bed and found it! I miss-called my mom while breathing heavily! And that was the last thing I did before I block out....
I woke up my vision was blurry, it was getting clearer by the second...when it got clear enough I realised that I was in a hospital room! With my mother father ghezlan khaled and slaiman around my bed! Their worrying faces killed me! Knowing that I was the reason! I'm having a hard time trying to speak...
Jawa: mmmm * I mumbled something not understandable*::
All of them turned their faces to me, they were surprised and happy! They got up and got closer to my bed..
Mom: jawa! 7mdlah 3al salama 7bebty, y3wrch shay?
Dad: sht7sen feh jawa 7bebty t7chay?
Ghezlan: jawa t7chay shfech, fe shay y3wrch?
Khaled started making signs eb eeda, so you see once ohwa w rab3a fkraw ydshun nadde bl9aif 7ag t6w3! W ekhtaraw ysa3dun elnass ely matsm3! So 3lmuhm shwy 7rkat 3shan ytfhmun ma3a ely maysm3un! So ehwa 7sbala ana masma3 aw 9rt 9amkha!
Klman khaza ely tsthbl? Ena shloun eb tfham 7rktak? 7ta law 9rt 9mkha mu m3nata a3rf ellanguage malthum mn awal ma an9mkh:: jad hal enssan bada3!
I laughed weakly 3laih, maygdar mayth7kne 9ara7a:'(!
They all laughed with me lma chafoune ath7ak! But once again their faces didn't calm me down! Already ana laish mne sh9ayr fene?
Mom: jawa ana bnadelch eldoctor, he will ask you some questions!
My mom went and then appeared again with a doctor beside her!
Doctor: jawa, how are you feeling on the moment??
Jawa: idk doc, I feel little dizzy and I don't remember anything happened previosly, also I'm in pain! But I can't recognise which my part of my body is hurting me!
Doctor: ok jawa so let me tell you, the fact that you didn't got enough sleep and having a high temperature helped us, how? Well you see we saw that you have heart problems your heart beats are weak!! It means you have to take good care! If you run too much, if you didn't sleep , or any kind of fevers you get, can effect your heart! If we didn't find out about your heart! You could be in serious danger!
I was shocked, did he say that I have heart problems? I have enough weight on my heart! I don't need any physical pain!..and I'm too young! I don't want my rest of my life worrying and not able doing anything because my heart is weak! My family faces was really worrying about what he had to say, or how will I take it! My face was expressionless face.. I mean how should I re-act:)?
Doctor: so jawwa, did you ever had a meal in the shake shak restaurant?
Whaaaat?shako hatha eb my heart:) laynrfzne al7ien la akfer fe shfe hatha.7mdlah w elshkr.
Jawa: yes?
Doctor: oh good, did see you that device which shakes when your meal is ready, I'm gonna give you a device! You can live your life almost normally, and when this device shake, it means we have a heart with good health so we can switch it with yours!
Oh ok gam ystkhf dama! Omg I can't believe it! they will switch my heart! And put inside me a heart that belongs to some dead person! That's so shocking! I feel like living in a movie! That's can't be happening to me! Why me! WHY!!!!!!!
Suddely tears ran down from my eyes, even crying hurts! I mean it a7s my heart y3wr shwy! why I have to live like this! Dying is way better!
Ghezlan: okay doc thankyou, you can leave now.
Then the doctor left and my family came closer to me, trying to comfort me! My hands was on my heart because of the pain was suffering!
My mother came beside me.. she hold my hand and she put hers on my heart reading some quraan to calm me, while whiping my tears! I felt really calm! I drifted to sleep...
I woke up after a while, hearing a really fimilair voice! After opening my eyes I realised that it was abdulla! He was talking to ghezlan, brou7ha kant blghurfa! Kan ygoulha ena 7mdlah 3ala salamte w mn hal 7ache! W they were talking about me, swait nafsi lel7ien nayma, I don't want to ruin the love birds moments. Abdulla is so 'san3' everytime a7ad y6e7 fena aw ayshay, awal wa7d eyy w yslm w ys2al! Walla khush wa7d.
why didn't bader come with him? last time he came for sloum! yes I forgot, he hates me! i guess? i was so pissed! while i was thinking my angry thoughts was intruppted from a knock on the door, my heart beats accelerated ! maybe it's bader! i tried covering my smile because im suppose to be sleeping y3ne;p, the door knocker was...
a nurce:), ghezlan exused her self to abdulla and went to talk to her, okay enshala mat7ms akher shay andger? i open my eyes w 979aat! abdulla noticed w he started talking...
abdulla: ohhh 7mdlah 3al salama, matchofen shar, 3ad laish yaybench shaklch mafech shay nafs klmara m9rg3a;p
jawa: alaah yslmk, afaah ana m9rg3a:::
abdulla: kl hatha w mu m9rg3a?:: ee bader okhouy ygoulch 7mdlah 3al salama, maggdar eyy kan 3nda tdreb kora!
jawa: eeh alah yslmaa!
i hope my cheeks are not red! that felt great! the fact that he care.. just "7mdlah 3al salama" made me feel soooo great! ghezlan came with expressionless face in another language 'wayha m9fog'
jawa: shfech shgaltlch?
ghezlan: .....
Aha okay. Ra7 athba7 ghezlan:) shrge3 al7ien?? Even though ena 7dha 7mara 3alla hal 7rakaa! Bas a big sigh of relief got out of me...knowing that bader still could be mine in the future, even if it's weak chance..all what's matter is that at least I have a chance.
Jawa: abay shako a7ba way3a:'(! Bas ena n9dmtt y3ne klsh mu layg 3laih
Ghezlan: eee ana yeje mn bngal, khl9ay tra a3rfch adre anch t7bena AND DON'T DENNY IT! * screaming while leaving the room*
Whenever somebody talk about him or bring him up or even his name! I feel the weather become hotter I become more tensed, I don't know why..
Anyway I changed my clothes and slept with a headache.
My mother woke me up maybe after 1 hour of sleeping? W she noticed how drained and tired I looked.
Jawa: mama please daykha 3ade agheb? 7de t3bana w rasse y3wrne 7ail w already youm elethnain mako mwad asasya wayd!
Mom: khala9 okay 7bebty *while putting her hands on my forehead checking my body temperature* ,jawa chnch shwy 7ara! Al7ien namy w etha gmty shrbay shorba al7ien aswelch! W erta7y la thaylen!
I nodded, the fact of me getting more sleep and skipping school is more than great. So I don't mind being little sick to skip the school and sleeeeeeeep.
I woke up after 7 hours of sleeping, cursing my self for thinking its great to be little sick; because my body was on fire! My throats are killing me and my vision is blurry! I feel dizzy! I can't breath probably! My hands hardly search for my phone in the bed and found it! I miss-called my mom while breathing heavily! And that was the last thing I did before I block out....
I woke up my vision was blurry, it was getting clearer by the second...when it got clear enough I realised that I was in a hospital room! With my mother father ghezlan khaled and slaiman around my bed! Their worrying faces killed me! Knowing that I was the reason! I'm having a hard time trying to speak...
Jawa: mmmm * I mumbled something not understandable*::
All of them turned their faces to me, they were surprised and happy! They got up and got closer to my bed..
Mom: jawa! 7mdlah 3al salama 7bebty, y3wrch shay?
Dad: sht7sen feh jawa 7bebty t7chay?
Ghezlan: jawa t7chay shfech, fe shay y3wrch?
Khaled started making signs eb eeda, so you see once ohwa w rab3a fkraw ydshun nadde bl9aif 7ag t6w3! W ekhtaraw ysa3dun elnass ely matsm3! So 3lmuhm shwy 7rkat 3shan ytfhmun ma3a ely maysm3un! So ehwa 7sbala ana masma3 aw 9rt 9amkha!
Klman khaza ely tsthbl? Ena shloun eb tfham 7rktak? 7ta law 9rt 9mkha mu m3nata a3rf ellanguage malthum mn awal ma an9mkh:: jad hal enssan bada3!
I laughed weakly 3laih, maygdar mayth7kne 9ara7a:'(!
They all laughed with me lma chafoune ath7ak! But once again their faces didn't calm me down! Already ana laish mne sh9ayr fene?
Mom: jawa ana bnadelch eldoctor, he will ask you some questions!
My mom went and then appeared again with a doctor beside her!
Doctor: jawa, how are you feeling on the moment??
Jawa: idk doc, I feel little dizzy and I don't remember anything happened previosly, also I'm in pain! But I can't recognise which my part of my body is hurting me!
Doctor: ok jawa so let me tell you, the fact that you didn't got enough sleep and having a high temperature helped us, how? Well you see we saw that you have heart problems your heart beats are weak!! It means you have to take good care! If you run too much, if you didn't sleep , or any kind of fevers you get, can effect your heart! If we didn't find out about your heart! You could be in serious danger!
I was shocked, did he say that I have heart problems? I have enough weight on my heart! I don't need any physical pain!..and I'm too young! I don't want my rest of my life worrying and not able doing anything because my heart is weak! My family faces was really worrying about what he had to say, or how will I take it! My face was expressionless face.. I mean how should I re-act:)?
Doctor: so jawwa, did you ever had a meal in the shake shak restaurant?
Whaaaat?shako hatha eb my heart:) laynrfzne al7ien la akfer fe shfe hatha.7mdlah w elshkr.
Jawa: yes?
Doctor: oh good, did see you that device which shakes when your meal is ready, I'm gonna give you a device! You can live your life almost normally, and when this device shake, it means we have a heart with good health so we can switch it with yours!
Oh ok gam ystkhf dama! Omg I can't believe it! they will switch my heart! And put inside me a heart that belongs to some dead person! That's so shocking! I feel like living in a movie! That's can't be happening to me! Why me! WHY!!!!!!!
Suddely tears ran down from my eyes, even crying hurts! I mean it a7s my heart y3wr shwy! why I have to live like this! Dying is way better!
Ghezlan: okay doc thankyou, you can leave now.
Then the doctor left and my family came closer to me, trying to comfort me! My hands was on my heart because of the pain was suffering!
My mother came beside me.. she hold my hand and she put hers on my heart reading some quraan to calm me, while whiping my tears! I felt really calm! I drifted to sleep...
I woke up after a while, hearing a really fimilair voice! After opening my eyes I realised that it was abdulla! He was talking to ghezlan, brou7ha kant blghurfa! Kan ygoulha ena 7mdlah 3ala salamte w mn hal 7ache! W they were talking about me, swait nafsi lel7ien nayma, I don't want to ruin the love birds moments. Abdulla is so 'san3' everytime a7ad y6e7 fena aw ayshay, awal wa7d eyy w yslm w ys2al! Walla khush wa7d.
why didn't bader come with him? last time he came for sloum! yes I forgot, he hates me! i guess? i was so pissed! while i was thinking my angry thoughts was intruppted from a knock on the door, my heart beats accelerated ! maybe it's bader! i tried covering my smile because im suppose to be sleeping y3ne;p, the door knocker was...
a nurce:), ghezlan exused her self to abdulla and went to talk to her, okay enshala mat7ms akher shay andger? i open my eyes w 979aat! abdulla noticed w he started talking...
abdulla: ohhh 7mdlah 3al salama, matchofen shar, 3ad laish yaybench shaklch mafech shay nafs klmara m9rg3a;p
jawa: alaah yslmk, afaah ana m9rg3a:::
abdulla: kl hatha w mu m9rg3a?:: ee bader okhouy ygoulch 7mdlah 3al salama, maggdar eyy kan 3nda tdreb kora!
jawa: eeh alah yslmaa!
i hope my cheeks are not red! that felt great! the fact that he care.. just "7mdlah 3al salama" made me feel soooo great! ghezlan came with expressionless face in another language 'wayha m9fog'
jawa: shfech shgaltlch?
ghezlan: .....
Sunday, August 4, 2013
CHAPTER22
sara: Jawa bagolech shy.. ana khashait 3alaich kheft a6ee7 men 3ainech wallah lana enty khush bent ....
jawa: golaayyy khara3tennyyy shfeechh:)?
Sara: ana aklm wa7d.. jawa sm3y mu qa9dy akhesh 3alaich bas maby a6e7 men 3ainech w you know him b3d..
owkaaaai that was not comming, wait laykun bader? no I don't think think so enaa ehya tadre..
jawa: laykouunn youseff??
sara: Sara: eeeh jawa wallah cutteeee kesar kha6ry w enty tadreen eny a7baa....
so you youseff is a guy she follow in twitter, and he was famous in twitter world such as bader.
sara: jawa i already rejetced him 3 times, bas ehwa kla ygoul! w lma agoulla la ygoulii okay i will wait len tgoulin yes, w you know ana mu nafs hal banat ely yklmun 10000 w ydzun 9war w dala3 w 7rakt khaysa!w i love him y3ne! w he love me too i guess....
i took a deep breath, knowing what to say! but also knowing that it won't work!
jawa: sara..enty tdren hal shay ghala6 w enty knty ma tfkren che! 9dgene fkray 3adel! hal shay mu mn 9al7ch,, e shdrach 9j?enty mu che sara please fkray 3adel every step you take will change everything!3ndch sum3a t7afthen 3laiha bala ehwa yg9 3laich w ywre rab3a or anything like that! shnu bfedch b3den?
sara: 9a7 ok bas ana a7ba w mswetla follow mzman maybe 2 years?!w kla mu7trm w b3den lma soulaf shwy w yab el6ary kla agoula la w latyeb el6ary ana mu che ehwa ygoul I will wait! w tdren ana ra7 afker 3adel mu ghbya!aw mn hal myanan ely 9j bay3enha!
jawa: kaifch i told you,, but remember no matter what...i will always be in your side! bas fkray 3adel!
my mom called...
mom: jawa get ready shwy w eyelch elsayg
Saraa khm6at eltelfone mnee!...
Sara: halla khalty shlounch
Sara: khalty khalay jawa tnam 3ndna please!please
Sara: 3ade el9ub7 n6la3 mbcher w nmr baitkum tbdl w tnzlee nrou7 elmdrsa!
Sara:ok ok mshkurraaa a7bch khalty!
Wayha yth7k w ehya mshta6a:'(! Nar. So yes bnam 3ndhm..
We stayed all night talking about that yousef, she should me convo's w how he begged her! I know talking to her more about leaving this won't work! I know her too well! So being beside her and watching every step she take is better I guess, after all I love her <3
We started shooting funny pics w mn hal 7ache we effected it w 9arww ekyoutt:'(! Shfna scary movie, 6ab3an lazm shay ykhrb:):: I got a phone call from ghezlan..
Ghezlan: ana glt btrden!must7el tnamen 3nd wa7da mn rfejatch w tnamon 9j kla sahar::
Jawa: daga tgoulin che?:) bs3ra shnu tben bkhl9 elfilm w enty tsoulfen:)?
Ghezlan: ee zain l2na omi dgat 3alay w galtle ena enty 3nd sara, e7na ba3ad shwy bnmrch damch mu nayma ana w abdulla! W etha fech nouma kmleha blbait bas y3ne mayswa tnamen 1 hour its already 5!
Jawa: zain la tbchen, etha w9ltaw dgay! *and I hung up:::::*
We continued the movie then ghezlan called me telling me she is downstairs waiting!
I said goodbye w nzlt w I entered the car! Slmt 3ala abdulla w 36ait ghezlan a7la 6af!::
W9lna abdulla elbait we thanked him w ra7, as you know ohma lel7ien bas malchen! So y6l3un w klshay bas may3eshun ma3a ba3ath..
I entered the house it was really quiet, I headed to my room w I laid in my bed thinking of what happened today! My thoughts was interrupted as usual by ghezlan:)..
Ghezlan: way jad 3abdala is so ekyout:( yala mta ntzwaj:(
Jawa: alah ytmm, shtben al7ien:)::?
And btw ghezlan kla tgouli ena a7sch enty w bader etha ktbtaw eb tzwjun aw ena you have a crush on him w ekyout bas I denay it, actually its true I don't think its a crush! I think its way more than that!and I'm really afraid of the later pain...w already ehya gam tghsmar!
Ghezlan: elmuhm tkhyly abdulla galle bader 7ab wa7da esmha talia! Ygoul ena 7adha ekyout petit w sh3rha 6weel w nou3ha elshy w ena mn 9ja ybe bs3ra ydsh eljam3a w ykhl9 3shan ytzjwha!
My heart stopped, I swear my heart skipped a beat! I felt chills run down my spein ! Even though 7awlat my best ena my face doesn't show any shocked, broken expressions! It showed.. But I was nothing compared of what I really felt....
jawa: golaayyy khara3tennyyy shfeechh:)?
Sara: ana aklm wa7d.. jawa sm3y mu qa9dy akhesh 3alaich bas maby a6e7 men 3ainech w you know him b3d..
owkaaaai that was not comming, wait laykun bader? no I don't think think so enaa ehya tadre..
jawa: laykouunn youseff??
sara: Sara: eeeh jawa wallah cutteeee kesar kha6ry w enty tadreen eny a7baa....
so you youseff is a guy she follow in twitter, and he was famous in twitter world such as bader.
sara: jawa i already rejetced him 3 times, bas ehwa kla ygoul! w lma agoulla la ygoulii okay i will wait len tgoulin yes, w you know ana mu nafs hal banat ely yklmun 10000 w ydzun 9war w dala3 w 7rakt khaysa!w i love him y3ne! w he love me too i guess....
i took a deep breath, knowing what to say! but also knowing that it won't work!
jawa: sara..enty tdren hal shay ghala6 w enty knty ma tfkren che! 9dgene fkray 3adel! hal shay mu mn 9al7ch,, e shdrach 9j?enty mu che sara please fkray 3adel every step you take will change everything!3ndch sum3a t7afthen 3laiha bala ehwa yg9 3laich w ywre rab3a or anything like that! shnu bfedch b3den?
sara: 9a7 ok bas ana a7ba w mswetla follow mzman maybe 2 years?!w kla mu7trm w b3den lma soulaf shwy w yab el6ary kla agoula la w latyeb el6ary ana mu che ehwa ygoul I will wait! w tdren ana ra7 afker 3adel mu ghbya!aw mn hal myanan ely 9j bay3enha!
jawa: kaifch i told you,, but remember no matter what...i will always be in your side! bas fkray 3adel!
my mom called...
mom: jawa get ready shwy w eyelch elsayg
Saraa khm6at eltelfone mnee!...
Sara: halla khalty shlounch
Sara: khalty khalay jawa tnam 3ndna please!please
Sara: 3ade el9ub7 n6la3 mbcher w nmr baitkum tbdl w tnzlee nrou7 elmdrsa!
Sara:ok ok mshkurraaa a7bch khalty!
Wayha yth7k w ehya mshta6a:'(! Nar. So yes bnam 3ndhm..
We stayed all night talking about that yousef, she should me convo's w how he begged her! I know talking to her more about leaving this won't work! I know her too well! So being beside her and watching every step she take is better I guess, after all I love her <3
We started shooting funny pics w mn hal 7ache we effected it w 9arww ekyoutt:'(! Shfna scary movie, 6ab3an lazm shay ykhrb:):: I got a phone call from ghezlan..
Ghezlan: ana glt btrden!must7el tnamen 3nd wa7da mn rfejatch w tnamon 9j kla sahar::
Jawa: daga tgoulin che?:) bs3ra shnu tben bkhl9 elfilm w enty tsoulfen:)?
Ghezlan: ee zain l2na omi dgat 3alay w galtle ena enty 3nd sara, e7na ba3ad shwy bnmrch damch mu nayma ana w abdulla! W etha fech nouma kmleha blbait bas y3ne mayswa tnamen 1 hour its already 5!
Jawa: zain la tbchen, etha w9ltaw dgay! *and I hung up:::::*
We continued the movie then ghezlan called me telling me she is downstairs waiting!
I said goodbye w nzlt w I entered the car! Slmt 3ala abdulla w 36ait ghezlan a7la 6af!::
W9lna abdulla elbait we thanked him w ra7, as you know ohma lel7ien bas malchen! So y6l3un w klshay bas may3eshun ma3a ba3ath..
I entered the house it was really quiet, I headed to my room w I laid in my bed thinking of what happened today! My thoughts was interrupted as usual by ghezlan:)..
Ghezlan: way jad 3abdala is so ekyout:( yala mta ntzwaj:(
Jawa: alah ytmm, shtben al7ien:)::?
And btw ghezlan kla tgouli ena a7sch enty w bader etha ktbtaw eb tzwjun aw ena you have a crush on him w ekyout bas I denay it, actually its true I don't think its a crush! I think its way more than that!and I'm really afraid of the later pain...w already ehya gam tghsmar!
Ghezlan: elmuhm tkhyly abdulla galle bader 7ab wa7da esmha talia! Ygoul ena 7adha ekyout petit w sh3rha 6weel w nou3ha elshy w ena mn 9ja ybe bs3ra ydsh eljam3a w ykhl9 3shan ytzjwha!
My heart stopped, I swear my heart skipped a beat! I felt chills run down my spein ! Even though 7awlat my best ena my face doesn't show any shocked, broken expressions! It showed.. But I was nothing compared of what I really felt....
Friday, August 2, 2013
CHAPTER21
Gmt bsr3a w r7t 9aff sara.
Gtlha sh9ar blweekend w g3dna nsoulf w klshay len yat ablthuum w 6rdtnee:::
Brou7 9affe walla achouf rfejaty yz7lgun blmamar w kmlt wyahumm, walla myaanaan::: zfuna w bas lfat wayha elabla 9arkhna=)) 6ab3an ma 3ndha shakh9ya maradt zftna::
Rdait elbaitt slmt 3ala ahle w tghdait.. 93dt darre w I called wa7da eb 9affe esmha marwa, ehya m9rya bas 7alt'ha elmadya mu shay! so ana asa3dha w kl month a36eha amount of money, bas tswele wajebaty w elporjects:'(!
Jawa: halaa marwa, elyoum wajeb elmath 7ele bwrga w ana alzga, w project el7asub ma3laich amer!
Marwa: okiih, 3ayza 7agaa tanya gawwwa?
Jawa: la shukran!
Marwa: ma3a alsalamah!
Ok tra ana 6ayba walla bas elwajebat wayd w klsh mala da3e aswe wajebat, adrs a7snle. Mn elwajebat, w omi tadre y3ne:::
I hung the phone and I laid in my bed...I kept thinking and thinking,,many question kept revolving in my mind and i guess you know what kind of question and who is this all about..! i decided to put the drama away and stop thinking .nzltt al3ab PlayStation wyaa okhouy! i went to his room w lgaita mnsd7 w masekk his phone...
jawa: khaled fathee?
khaled: ee sh3ndch?
jawa: yallla khanl3ab playstation!
khaled: okay elyada elthanya blyarara, nzlay w la7gch
jawa: okay!
i went down stairs shghlt elPS w ! i chose my team and he chose his team...
khaled: shfech mshhta6a mara7 tfuzen 9dgene=))
jawa: ntfham b3ad elgame:)::
6ab3an elenf3alatt w e7na nl3ab naryya!, akher shay khl9 elgame t3adul
jawa; kaaakkkk w tgoul mara7 tfouzin=))
khaled: ee ma fztay t3adull y3ne
jawa: okayyy bas ana est7wath akthar kaife ana fayza:"(:::
khaled threw a pillow on me w 93add, i went to my room and I decided to call saraa...
sara: haaa
jawa: mako salfa:::
sara: as usual:)::
jawa: zain chub, elyoum sh3ndch?
sara: shatha w dalia *her cousins* byoun, t3alyyyy?
jawa: zain, byee
sara: yebay aflam tkhr3, bye!
.....
r7t as2al obouy lgeta naym, klmt omi w galt okay bas la t6wlen, bdlt w r7t dar ghezlan khthait cham film ykhr3 w 6l3t, I called sarra as2lt'ha etha tbe stabucks, galtle 6lbha! I played I can only imagine -david guetta ft. chris brown 'lilwayne. I reached starbucks without noticing,,klsh maly khlg anzl!so we went to the drive thru..i picked my order w g6ne elsayg sara's house!
dshait and i found sara and her cousin's...
sara: finaallyyy yettaay, 36ene elstarbucks maleeyy:::
jawa: om karsh:::
shatha & dalia: hiiii jawaaa, mzman mu chayfeench
jawaa: ee 7da I miss you jad!, choufaw yebt hal aflaamm
sara: hatha based on a true story, akhaf mabe!
shatha: chub w 76eee
dalia: akhaffff:(
jawa: chub enty elthanya:)
....
6b3ann 9rakh w mhzla len qrrna n9k elfilm 3shan mala da3e we freak out zyada!, we started playing truth or dare! soulfna w 6af elwaktt! ebsrr3a!
shatha: yalla dalia elsayg yaa, 3shan ag6kum baitkumm la nt2aakhaar!
dalia: yalla byee see you! xox
jawal: byee
ana w sarra bgaina, g3datt twrenee pics eb insta w g3dna nsoulf len magaltlee...
sara: jawa ana bgoulch shay knt khashta bas mu mn a long time, la t39ben please sm3ay first
jawa: goulay sh9ayer?
sara:....
Gtlha sh9ar blweekend w g3dna nsoulf w klshay len yat ablthuum w 6rdtnee:::
Brou7 9affe walla achouf rfejaty yz7lgun blmamar w kmlt wyahumm, walla myaanaan::: zfuna w bas lfat wayha elabla 9arkhna=)) 6ab3an ma 3ndha shakh9ya maradt zftna::
Rdait elbaitt slmt 3ala ahle w tghdait.. 93dt darre w I called wa7da eb 9affe esmha marwa, ehya m9rya bas 7alt'ha elmadya mu shay! so ana asa3dha w kl month a36eha amount of money, bas tswele wajebaty w elporjects:'(!
Jawa: halaa marwa, elyoum wajeb elmath 7ele bwrga w ana alzga, w project el7asub ma3laich amer!
Marwa: okiih, 3ayza 7agaa tanya gawwwa?
Jawa: la shukran!
Marwa: ma3a alsalamah!
Ok tra ana 6ayba walla bas elwajebat wayd w klsh mala da3e aswe wajebat, adrs a7snle. Mn elwajebat, w omi tadre y3ne:::
I hung the phone and I laid in my bed...I kept thinking and thinking,,many question kept revolving in my mind and i guess you know what kind of question and who is this all about..! i decided to put the drama away and stop thinking .nzltt al3ab PlayStation wyaa okhouy! i went to his room w lgaita mnsd7 w masekk his phone...
jawa: khaled fathee?
khaled: ee sh3ndch?
jawa: yallla khanl3ab playstation!
khaled: okay elyada elthanya blyarara, nzlay w la7gch
jawa: okay!
i went down stairs shghlt elPS w ! i chose my team and he chose his team...
khaled: shfech mshhta6a mara7 tfuzen 9dgene=))
jawa: ntfham b3ad elgame:)::
6ab3an elenf3alatt w e7na nl3ab naryya!, akher shay khl9 elgame t3adul
jawa; kaaakkkk w tgoul mara7 tfouzin=))
khaled: ee ma fztay t3adull y3ne
jawa: okayyy bas ana est7wath akthar kaife ana fayza:"(:::
khaled threw a pillow on me w 93add, i went to my room and I decided to call saraa...
sara: haaa
jawa: mako salfa:::
sara: as usual:)::
jawa: zain chub, elyoum sh3ndch?
sara: shatha w dalia *her cousins* byoun, t3alyyyy?
jawa: zain, byee
sara: yebay aflam tkhr3, bye!
.....
r7t as2al obouy lgeta naym, klmt omi w galt okay bas la t6wlen, bdlt w r7t dar ghezlan khthait cham film ykhr3 w 6l3t, I called sarra as2lt'ha etha tbe stabucks, galtle 6lbha! I played I can only imagine -david guetta ft. chris brown 'lilwayne. I reached starbucks without noticing,,klsh maly khlg anzl!so we went to the drive thru..i picked my order w g6ne elsayg sara's house!
dshait and i found sara and her cousin's...
sara: finaallyyy yettaay, 36ene elstarbucks maleeyy:::
jawa: om karsh:::
shatha & dalia: hiiii jawaaa, mzman mu chayfeench
jawaa: ee 7da I miss you jad!, choufaw yebt hal aflaamm
sara: hatha based on a true story, akhaf mabe!
shatha: chub w 76eee
dalia: akhaffff:(
jawa: chub enty elthanya:)
....
6b3ann 9rakh w mhzla len qrrna n9k elfilm 3shan mala da3e we freak out zyada!, we started playing truth or dare! soulfna w 6af elwaktt! ebsrr3a!
shatha: yalla dalia elsayg yaa, 3shan ag6kum baitkumm la nt2aakhaar!
dalia: yalla byee see you! xox
jawal: byee
ana w sarra bgaina, g3datt twrenee pics eb insta w g3dna nsoulf len magaltlee...
sara: jawa ana bgoulch shay knt khashta bas mu mn a long time, la t39ben please sm3ay first
jawa: goulay sh9ayer?
sara:....
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