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I couldnt hold my self any longer, tears started streaming down on my face, but I held my self. He changed alot.. thats not my bader!
beside the tears that already fell, I didnt want to look any weaker in front of him so I stood up and left with big steps, but deeeeeeep inside, there was some hope, a hope of him following me, stoping me from leaving and apologizing, before leaving the restaurant, i saw a figure behind me , trying to catch up with me, as it getting closer I realised that it was bader, although my heart relaxed seeing him still care, it even beat faster!! He is going to stop me now any second!!
....?
????!!
What the hell? He just passed me, YEAH He walked right beside me and passed me and left the restaurant.
I took backwards steps,very slow once due to the shocking attitude of bader's
my eyes kept searching for the toilet sign until I found it, and almost ran to it
I kept crying so hard that I was physically and mentally drained, I wanted to sleep and forget all what just happened.. even though nourra is 'sas elbala' but I expect everything from her, but shloun bader believed? how can he question my love and loyalty? mu bas 3shana! 3sha trbety w ahaly! ydre must7el t6la3 mny hal ghal6a!!
I dried my tears and put on a fake smile, and left the bathroom to the exit of the restaurant.
while heading to the car I was busy getting out my keys from that tiny bag, half way of walking I Lifted my head up realising something unusual
ouh my lord.
h-hhhh-him
its him, leaning on my car
bader: asef walla asef, adre ma astahel wa7da mthlech w ana swait wayd ghl6at eb 7yaty bs akbr ghal6a eny 9dgt elkalam elly sm3ta ma3ana klsh ma knt mqtne3 bs shgoulch ya jawa, mn elgheera w el7ub elzayd!
tears, HELL NO!! waterfalls are cascading down from my eyes but with a smile not a frown
jawa: bader enta kel ma ashoufk chena awal mra ashoufk jesmy kella yanfeth
his smiled stretched on his face and his eyes... stars? nop! something brighter but with love
jawa: haha madre shako bas 7sait bgoulk
bader: kelyoum la tadren w goulay okay?
I smiled while shyness covered my face, I realised that I need to leave or he will turn me into a super red tomato
I was approaching the driver door's as he was trying to block the way
jawa while hiding her smile: baaader bassss
bader: tst7en y3nee?
I ran to the other side, mastw3ab what was I trying to do
I entered the car mn el passenger seat w shega7t to the driver seat
I started making faces 7aggaa 'you weren't smart as I was'
he smiled and easily stretched his hand and opened the door
I was like SHLOUUUNN 6AAFATNEEE
bader: mswya feha 7arakaa y3ne
I made a puppy face 3shan akser kha6ra
bader: zain yuba hatha elbab w 9akarna
as he closed it, I rolled the window down
jawa: hehe yala bamshy, taby shay?
while looking deep in my eyes, and giving me that smile. yeah 'that smile' because I dont have the word to describe it nor the way it makes me feel
bader: salamtch bas.
jawa: haha enta ba3ad, yallaa byee
bader: ana ba3ad shnu?
I just smiled to him and left the parking lot
I saw him in the side mirror getting in his car, I think he is going to catch up with me l2na he was pretty close
its weird enna lma yeet I didnt notice his car, I must've been so nervous..
anyway, I plugged in the aux into my phone as I scrolled through my list
space bound by eminem.
we touch I feel the rush we clutch, it isn't much but its enough to make me wonder whats in store for us...
actually, I was driving slowly so bader can catch up with me..
so 6al3at mn llafat elma63am w I noticed his car just exiting the u-turn too..
I automatically smiled, 2 cars were between us
bas lma 6al3na mn 9oub elsalhiya area khafat elza7ma so he sped up and was right beside me, his
eyes were focused on me and he was totally ignoring the road, so I quickly picked my phone and called him
bader: hala eb hal 9out
jawa: lel7ien ma t7chait?=))
bader: 7afeth 9outch
I then remembered why I wanted to call him in the first place, his voice nasany kelshay!
jawa in a serious tone: bader shfeek shouf eldarb
bader: elshare3 fathy la t7aten
jawa: bader please chouf
I was looking at the road and I can feel his eyes on me
I was getting so nervous! if it would make ot easier to imagine, we were in 4th ring road
y3ne mala da3y ashra7 shloun za7ma, 7ta law shwya el6rej yamshy shwy b3den y9er za7ma 7ail kha9atn 3nd eljsour!
bader: shloun ashouf el6reej,w entay yamy? mynoun ana!
I wasnt happpyyy I wass worrieddddddd we were getting closer 7ag elza7ma, elshare3 kan wagf!
jawa: BAAAAAAAAAAADEEEEERRRRRR
6ou6 6ou6. ..
without thinking I opened the door and ran to his car or let say what left of his car
no tears fell till now, until I went to the passenger seat and saw his head resting on the wheels, I noticed some blood
tears started to fall, I ran back to the car to call the ambulance
cars are starting to stop and people started to circle around but everything was blurred, I couldnt care less about them
jawa: alo fe 7adth elda2ery elrab3 please bsr3aaa bmout
heavy tears are falling now!
211: haday ekhty wain blthab6?
jawa: jdam ma7a6at banzen 3dailyaa yalaaa elrayal gam ymouttttt
211: 7ather thwany w 3ndch ekhty, ma3asalama
I hung up and called ghezlan
jawa while crying: ghezlaannnnnn, bader da3amm
ghezlan: na3ammm wainnnn?
jawa: jdam ma7a6at elbanzeen, mallt 3dailya
ghezlan: dgaitty 3al es3aff?
jawa: ee-eee
ghezlan: jawa sm3ene, g3day blsyara! Calm down w ed3ay 7aga! Already elnas al7ien ytm3oun mala da3y wagfa bainhum brou7ch, w ma7ad ygdar ySwe shay, al7ien akalem 3abdlah w yayen bs gtlch g3day blsyara w ed3ay
Jawa: z-zain bye
I stayed in the car and I kept praying and my tears couldn't stop from falling down, I screamed so loud!!! It hurts it doess! I tried not to look but my eyes peek to that horrifying scene
I raised my hands and I kept pleading to god
Yarab tkhle bader y3esh
Yarab tgawma blsalama
yarabb yaaraabb
I heard the ambulance and I saw them running towards the two crashed cars
I saw them getting bader out and lying him on thaat board to transfer him to the ambulance, after checking on him
I ran to the paramedics
Jawa: law sama7at ra7 y3eshhh??? Please goul eee!
P guy: ela3mar eb eed alah bs...
what else the paramedic have to say? good or bad news? you will know that next week!
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Wednesday, July 9, 2014
CHAPTER41
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(( ONE MORE THING
something I didnt mention before because i thought it wasnt important but after reaching this point in the story I realized ITS IMPORTANT!
SHNU HATHA ELSHAY ELEMPORTANT?
nourra asasn shloun 3raft bader? lgetta eb following okhouha w swatla follow, okhouha mu close bas yg3doun eb dwanya wa7da.
THATS ALL, ENJOY<3))
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I felt my cheek getting warmer, I was really flattered to find someone would do this much to get to me♡
Even though, I think its not the right way, he should asked or took my Permission at least ! I would agree because my dad said it now okay to know each other...
Should I answer normally? Or tell him that he took a wrong step?
Umm, I think I will show him that it wasnt okay, but will let it slip and wont make a big deal out of it
After deciding with what should I answer, I entered WhatsApp and..
Jawa: laish masa2ltne, ymkn mar'tha takhth raqmi?
Bader: zoujty w ma3endi raqmha? Wain 9art hathi bala?
His wife? Great how am I supposed to replay to that, he is romantic and funny!!
Every bit, the time is revealing more of his personality and Im starting to fall harder and deeper for him
Jawa: hehe taw elnass:p
*Bader's typing* in the same time *heart beats increasing*
Bader: shakla balech 6wel, ana ne6art wayd tra;p
I have waited too, for so long so long, I badly want to tell him every feeling every heartache I felt, every tear fell for him, I wanted so bad but I couldnt
Jawa: hehe;p
bader: jawa, 3younich lama a6ale3ha magdar ashel 3ainy 3anha
I quickly closed my phone, I was speechless, my smile was so big and bright, I was about to enter whatsapp again and answer but my fathers voice brought back to reality..
baba: yalla jawa 7bebty we9lnaa, nzlay
I got out of the car, took my bag and headed to my room quickly, changed to a flow comfortable short cotton dress, took of my accessories, wore my flip flops, and headed to the beach outside
I sat on the swing, I was excited to talk to bader and I already decided what to answer..
jawa: shukran, men thouqk
bader quickly answering: abe a3rf 3anch kelshay, soulfele;p
jawa: m3a el7achi ra7 t3rfne i guess;p
bader: wainch al7ien?
I took a picture of the sea view in front on me and sent it
bader sent you an image
I opened the picture and it was the sea view too, but it was high and kinda far from the sea
jawa: nice view, bas laish shloun chthe mrtf3 3n elba7ar?
bader: balakonat darri foug'ha fe nafs dacha, a7eb ag3ad 3laiha;p
jawa: mako 7sharat?
bader: LOOL, laa maako zain shgam tsween?
jawa: elba7ar etha enga3ad jdama lazem aghane;p
bader: 9aa7 3laaich, w shnu tsm3een?
jawa: all of me -john legend
bader: 7elwa hal ghnya bas matsm3en 3arabi?
jawa: la kelsh bas ghneten qedam;p
bader: afa, 3yal shloun etha abe ahdelch ghnya?;p
jawa: trjemha englaizi:::
bader: KAAAAK, madre enty damch khfef walla kelshay mnch elwa7d ytqbalaa??
jawa: hahaaa
bader: w ba3ad shnu tsm3enn?
jawa: DAVID GUETTAA<3
bader: eldj maghairaaa?
jawa: way t3rffaaa??3ajeb 9aa7??
bader: ee bas yabelaa mzaj y3ne;p
jawa: eb kel elamzejaa eyaneenn, zain ent shtsma3?;p
bader: kelshayy, bas 3arabi a7eb nawal
w khathatna elswalef till 2 am, I was smiling the hall time...
jawa: yalla ana bnam al7ien, gn
bader: t9b7en 3alla alf khair, m3ana ma sheba3t mnch;p
jawa: w enta mn ahla elayam yaya enshala;p
days passed, I became closer to bader everyday and I feel really comfortable and happy and safe with him, its perfect and my expectations werent down, he cared and I loved that, he loved and I admired that, it was heaven<3
my grades were great, my hall life was great and perfect, bader made everything amazing <3
I was setting in caribou waiting for my next class with sara, i havent mentioned her lately because she travelled with her father for her aunt medical conditions
sara: shnu claasech ely wra?
jawa: english, bas 3shan muraja3a 7ag elemt7an w ana darstla 3adel already, nsakeb w nrou7 nakel?
sara: ana derast lah b3ad, yaalaaa
jawa: bas eb syarty!
sara: ee already elyoum okhouy gaa6ne, fa btrdene haam!
jawa: eb kaifch entay? 7mdaay rabchh 3ala 6reje w eb tdf3en flouss elbanzen::::
sara: enzain fech b+f?
jawa: yalaa ee meshtheetaaa! 360 wala raya?
sara: raya, mally khlg 360
jawa: yalla meshaina
we headed to my car, i send a message in my family group telling them that i will have lunch with sara in b+f raya
on our way, I was talking to sara about bader and about us, she was so so so so excited..
while that my phone buzzed,
jawa: sara shoufay mnu gam ydeg
sara checking the ID caller: badran, ouhouh w ndal3aa ba3add
jawa while her cheeks are pink: way chub, 36ene eltelephonee!
I took the phone and answered him
jawa: aloo
bader: halla eb hal 9out
jawa: halla feek
bader: shloun youmch bdoun ma a9abe7 3laich?
jawa: y3ne shwy ma9ekh
bader: mn gaddii anaa ely tfgdenii
jawa while her face is burning red: hehee
bader: ee 3ad abdullah kella ywahgne, yakhth sha7ne w ana ag3ad adwra el9ub7
jawa: khala9 hadyet 3ed miladk sha7an
bader: kaffi ely ysma3 9outch, akbar hadya!!
jawa while shaga el7alj: matga9err
bader: 3yal asma3 9out syarat, wainch rada elbait?
jawa: na6rtek ts2al, la ray7a atghada wya sara rfejtyy
bader: w law ana mu dag chan gltele?
jawa: akeedd!
bader: drbalch 3yaal, w la t2akhrain
jawa: ee bas eb nakel w enrdd
sara t2asehrlee ena khlay balech 3ala el6rej l2na you3ana w mally khlg nd3am w manakel b3den, I held my laugh hal ensana el3agelha eb ba6nhaa=))
bader: lama trden 6amnene
jawa: enshalla yalla ma3a elsalama
bader: 7afthch rabbi
I closed the phone and took a deep breath, his voice cause chills running down through my veins
sara: hach hach shrbay may la tmouten 3lainaa
jawa: ya thgeel damchh swairr
we arrived, and headed to the restaurant while talking..
w sat on the table, order our usual w kamlna swalfenaa
swair: t'hgain nourra shbtswe etha draat enkm mkh6ouben?
jawa: humm t9dgen mafakrt, bas matwaq3 shay y3ne 9ej kant t2alef tgoul eb yakh6bne madre shnu bas still ma7es'ha btswe shay, bas atwaq3 eb tethayg shway
sara: mayndara 3anha bas ana ma abl3aha, lma agoulch ma abla3ha y3ne wagfaa mneee mneee * w t2asher 3alla bala3emhaa*
jawa: oula kel hatha w ehya ma swatlch shay? ana shgoul 3yaal?::
sarra: ee t3rfen faz3a blmsha3er w kethaa::
we finished our meal, and went back to the car
sara: waaay waaay eltakyeeef ba6lay a3la shay bamoutt
jawa: jad khestt way
I turned on the radio, to be specific 99.7 and we went back home, we went to sara's home first
sara: t9adgen ma wdee anzel, khanrd baitkum
jawa: na3aamm? agoul tra ana kansalt elflous elbanzen ely mwa9letch baitkum fe bas skat, nzlay la tkhllenee ahawnn!
sara: way way klaitene eb gshourryy zain zain
jawa: 7elwa ba3ad hathy, mwa9ltnee len mne w akher shay btyye baitna
sara: way way zain zain yala chaw 7ubbi
jawa: 7abech bur9, llalalala:: chaw=))
I went home and I found nobody, so I went to my room took a shower, prayed and study a bit
after that I sat on my wooden chair and opened my phone, I found a text mn bader
bader: jawa, bacher lazm achoufch
jawa: la bader a7es ghala6
bader: shnu ghala6 ana kh6ebch w ana mar'tha elghala6 3laich, w mawthou3 muhm!
I felt that he was kinda upset maybe, so I didnt want to upset him more so..
jawa: okay wain?
bader: ma63am gathering, ely bl9al7yaa
jawa: khala9 okayy, enzain fe shay mthaygkk?
bader: la mafene shay, yala ana bnam ma3a elsalama
jawa: bye
I wonder whats wrong with him or whats he upset about?
those thoughts kept hunting me until I fell a sleep, even though I was worried about what was bader upset about,I was happy and excited to see him, like yaaaayyy<3
I woke up at 2:00pm since its friday, jumped off my bed and headed to the bathroom took shower, prayed and kept thinking what to wear, I was looking for something nice and simple
so I chose
I put on some coats of mascara and nude lipgloss, made my hair into a slicked ponytail, I told ghezlan and she was so excited!
I got a message from bader saying that he is going to be waiting me after 30 minutes, so I rode the car and I kept wondering whats wrong with him since last night? he havent send goodnight/morning or asked? he must have his reasons I guess
and as close Im getting my heart is beating faster, as soon as I entered the parking lot, he send me a text
bader:wainch?
jawa: blm9afe6
bader: ana we9alt w na6rch
jawa: ay 6awla?
bader: etha dshaity ra7 tchoufene
jawa: mm okay
I can tell that there is something is upsetting him and I must know what it is!
I parked my car, and headed to the restaurant, I took a deep breath and said "بسم الله" and entered the restaurant
I stood for a while searching for bader and his eyes met mine, I smiled and walked toward the table
jawa:salam
bader:w3lykm
I sat in the chair and looked at him , he had his head glued to his phone screen I kept quiet waiting for him to talk ..
out of nowhere he said some harsh words, those words killed my heart
bader"while lifting his head from his phone" : jawa, ana magdr akml weyach. ana ra7 af9kh elkh6oba
i was staring at him i didnt know what to say and before I say anything he said
bader: ee jawa ana magdr akml weyach ely sm3ta 3nch mu shwya.. w ana maby akml 7ayaty m3a wa7da sm3tha mu zaina bain elnas
no tear could fall beside that I was shocked and shattered to hear that I was trying to pull myself together to act strong in front of him even though i was burning from the inside, because what he said made no sense. my reputation and lifting my family's head up high is the most important things in my life and what killes the most i heard those harsh words from the person that i loved the most and cared for the most
jawa: ba-bader shgam ttklm 3na? ana ahm shay 3ndy sm3ty , fa ay 7achy ykh9 halmawthou3 ana mt2kda ena ghala6!
he laughed in a sarcasim way and I was shocked, its like a different person in front of me, not bader, not my bader
bader : wath7 wath7, 3ashan chethy wa9lny 7achy 3nch , wala wa7da zaina w tkhaf 3ala sm3tha shloun you9lne 7achy 3nha?
jawa : shouf bader ana la7ad el7een maska a39aby ana mt2kda ena halsalfa 100% feeha sou2 tafahum 3alaqal tgouly sh9ayer belthab6
he was talking in a sharp tone and a furious way
bader: entay fahma shaq9ed , wa7ed men elshabab yay ygoule derbalik menha gabel la tetdabs feha ana kent aklmha ou galy kalam ma yngal
i said some words without thinking to respond to his shocking words
jawa : bader, etha ent mat3rf tarbyat ahaly shloun 9ayra w mu watheq fene, abs6 daleel ena eklam ely gam tgoulla ghala6 ena ana 7abaitk le muda mu aqal men sntain w ma rthait aklmk! ent 9dmtny w madre shloun gedart t9deg hal 7ache bl asas!
bader 'while starting to realize': 7ta law fai9al ychthb, shloun 3rfch blasas ?
i froze in my place , ha? could it be? weird and scary thoughts kept rushing through my mind.
i closed my eyes and i clineched the table till my veins popped out
jawa : bader, ay fai9al
bader : shtben bsma balah?
jawa: bader, shsma?
bader: fai9al elflani.
it was noura's brother!
I knew it ! I knew that she had something to do with this, she did it ones and she did it again!
jawa 'leaving the table while tears are falling' ': alah la ywafgech ya nourra.
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(( ONE MORE THING
something I didnt mention before because i thought it wasnt important but after reaching this point in the story I realized ITS IMPORTANT!
SHNU HATHA ELSHAY ELEMPORTANT?
nourra asasn shloun 3raft bader? lgetta eb following okhouha w swatla follow, okhouha mu close bas yg3doun eb dwanya wa7da.
THATS ALL, ENJOY<3))
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I felt my cheek getting warmer, I was really flattered to find someone would do this much to get to me♡
Even though, I think its not the right way, he should asked or took my Permission at least ! I would agree because my dad said it now okay to know each other...
Should I answer normally? Or tell him that he took a wrong step?
Umm, I think I will show him that it wasnt okay, but will let it slip and wont make a big deal out of it
After deciding with what should I answer, I entered WhatsApp and..
Jawa: laish masa2ltne, ymkn mar'tha takhth raqmi?
Bader: zoujty w ma3endi raqmha? Wain 9art hathi bala?
His wife? Great how am I supposed to replay to that, he is romantic and funny!!
Every bit, the time is revealing more of his personality and Im starting to fall harder and deeper for him
Jawa: hehe taw elnass:p
*Bader's typing* in the same time *heart beats increasing*
Bader: shakla balech 6wel, ana ne6art wayd tra;p
I have waited too, for so long so long, I badly want to tell him every feeling every heartache I felt, every tear fell for him, I wanted so bad but I couldnt
Jawa: hehe;p
bader: jawa, 3younich lama a6ale3ha magdar ashel 3ainy 3anha
I quickly closed my phone, I was speechless, my smile was so big and bright, I was about to enter whatsapp again and answer but my fathers voice brought back to reality..
baba: yalla jawa 7bebty we9lnaa, nzlay
I got out of the car, took my bag and headed to my room quickly, changed to a flow comfortable short cotton dress, took of my accessories, wore my flip flops, and headed to the beach outside
I sat on the swing, I was excited to talk to bader and I already decided what to answer..
jawa: shukran, men thouqk
bader quickly answering: abe a3rf 3anch kelshay, soulfele;p
jawa: m3a el7achi ra7 t3rfne i guess;p
bader: wainch al7ien?
I took a picture of the sea view in front on me and sent it
bader sent you an image
I opened the picture and it was the sea view too, but it was high and kinda far from the sea
jawa: nice view, bas laish shloun chthe mrtf3 3n elba7ar?
bader: balakonat darri foug'ha fe nafs dacha, a7eb ag3ad 3laiha;p
jawa: mako 7sharat?
bader: LOOL, laa maako zain shgam tsween?
jawa: elba7ar etha enga3ad jdama lazem aghane;p
bader: 9aa7 3laaich, w shnu tsm3een?
jawa: all of me -john legend
bader: 7elwa hal ghnya bas matsm3en 3arabi?
jawa: la kelsh bas ghneten qedam;p
bader: afa, 3yal shloun etha abe ahdelch ghnya?;p
jawa: trjemha englaizi:::
bader: KAAAAK, madre enty damch khfef walla kelshay mnch elwa7d ytqbalaa??
jawa: hahaaa
bader: w ba3ad shnu tsm3enn?
jawa: DAVID GUETTAA<3
bader: eldj maghairaaa?
jawa: way t3rffaaa??3ajeb 9aa7??
bader: ee bas yabelaa mzaj y3ne;p
jawa: eb kel elamzejaa eyaneenn, zain ent shtsma3?;p
bader: kelshayy, bas 3arabi a7eb nawal
w khathatna elswalef till 2 am, I was smiling the hall time...
jawa: yalla ana bnam al7ien, gn
bader: t9b7en 3alla alf khair, m3ana ma sheba3t mnch;p
jawa: w enta mn ahla elayam yaya enshala;p
days passed, I became closer to bader everyday and I feel really comfortable and happy and safe with him, its perfect and my expectations werent down, he cared and I loved that, he loved and I admired that, it was heaven<3
my grades were great, my hall life was great and perfect, bader made everything amazing <3
I was setting in caribou waiting for my next class with sara, i havent mentioned her lately because she travelled with her father for her aunt medical conditions
sara: shnu claasech ely wra?
jawa: english, bas 3shan muraja3a 7ag elemt7an w ana darstla 3adel already, nsakeb w nrou7 nakel?
sara: ana derast lah b3ad, yaalaaa
jawa: bas eb syarty!
sara: ee already elyoum okhouy gaa6ne, fa btrdene haam!
jawa: eb kaifch entay? 7mdaay rabchh 3ala 6reje w eb tdf3en flouss elbanzen::::
sara: enzain fech b+f?
jawa: yalaa ee meshtheetaaa! 360 wala raya?
sara: raya, mally khlg 360
jawa: yalla meshaina
we headed to my car, i send a message in my family group telling them that i will have lunch with sara in b+f raya
on our way, I was talking to sara about bader and about us, she was so so so so excited..
while that my phone buzzed,
jawa: sara shoufay mnu gam ydeg
sara checking the ID caller: badran, ouhouh w ndal3aa ba3add
jawa while her cheeks are pink: way chub, 36ene eltelephonee!
I took the phone and answered him
jawa: aloo
bader: halla eb hal 9out
jawa: halla feek
bader: shloun youmch bdoun ma a9abe7 3laich?
jawa: y3ne shwy ma9ekh
bader: mn gaddii anaa ely tfgdenii
jawa while her face is burning red: hehee
bader: ee 3ad abdullah kella ywahgne, yakhth sha7ne w ana ag3ad adwra el9ub7
jawa: khala9 hadyet 3ed miladk sha7an
bader: kaffi ely ysma3 9outch, akbar hadya!!
jawa while shaga el7alj: matga9err
bader: 3yal asma3 9out syarat, wainch rada elbait?
jawa: na6rtek ts2al, la ray7a atghada wya sara rfejtyy
bader: w law ana mu dag chan gltele?
jawa: akeedd!
bader: drbalch 3yaal, w la t2akhrain
jawa: ee bas eb nakel w enrdd
sara t2asehrlee ena khlay balech 3ala el6rej l2na you3ana w mally khlg nd3am w manakel b3den, I held my laugh hal ensana el3agelha eb ba6nhaa=))
bader: lama trden 6amnene
jawa: enshalla yalla ma3a elsalama
bader: 7afthch rabbi
I closed the phone and took a deep breath, his voice cause chills running down through my veins
sara: hach hach shrbay may la tmouten 3lainaa
jawa: ya thgeel damchh swairr
we arrived, and headed to the restaurant while talking..
w sat on the table, order our usual w kamlna swalfenaa
swair: t'hgain nourra shbtswe etha draat enkm mkh6ouben?
jawa: humm t9dgen mafakrt, bas matwaq3 shay y3ne 9ej kant t2alef tgoul eb yakh6bne madre shnu bas still ma7es'ha btswe shay, bas atwaq3 eb tethayg shway
sara: mayndara 3anha bas ana ma abl3aha, lma agoulch ma abla3ha y3ne wagfaa mneee mneee * w t2asher 3alla bala3emhaa*
jawa: oula kel hatha w ehya ma swatlch shay? ana shgoul 3yaal?::
sarra: ee t3rfen faz3a blmsha3er w kethaa::
we finished our meal, and went back to the car
sara: waaay waaay eltakyeeef ba6lay a3la shay bamoutt
jawa: jad khestt way
I turned on the radio, to be specific 99.7 and we went back home, we went to sara's home first
sara: t9adgen ma wdee anzel, khanrd baitkum
jawa: na3aamm? agoul tra ana kansalt elflous elbanzen ely mwa9letch baitkum fe bas skat, nzlay la tkhllenee ahawnn!
sara: way way klaitene eb gshourryy zain zain
jawa: 7elwa ba3ad hathy, mwa9ltnee len mne w akher shay btyye baitna
sara: way way zain zain yala chaw 7ubbi
jawa: 7abech bur9, llalalala:: chaw=))
I went home and I found nobody, so I went to my room took a shower, prayed and study a bit
after that I sat on my wooden chair and opened my phone, I found a text mn bader
bader: jawa, bacher lazm achoufch
jawa: la bader a7es ghala6
bader: shnu ghala6 ana kh6ebch w ana mar'tha elghala6 3laich, w mawthou3 muhm!
I felt that he was kinda upset maybe, so I didnt want to upset him more so..
jawa: okay wain?
bader: ma63am gathering, ely bl9al7yaa
jawa: khala9 okayy, enzain fe shay mthaygkk?
bader: la mafene shay, yala ana bnam ma3a elsalama
jawa: bye
I wonder whats wrong with him or whats he upset about?
those thoughts kept hunting me until I fell a sleep, even though I was worried about what was bader upset about,I was happy and excited to see him, like yaaaayyy<3
I woke up at 2:00pm since its friday, jumped off my bed and headed to the bathroom took shower, prayed and kept thinking what to wear, I was looking for something nice and simple
so I chose
I put on some coats of mascara and nude lipgloss, made my hair into a slicked ponytail, I told ghezlan and she was so excited!
I got a message from bader saying that he is going to be waiting me after 30 minutes, so I rode the car and I kept wondering whats wrong with him since last night? he havent send goodnight/morning or asked? he must have his reasons I guess
and as close Im getting my heart is beating faster, as soon as I entered the parking lot, he send me a text
bader:wainch?
jawa: blm9afe6
bader: ana we9alt w na6rch
jawa: ay 6awla?
bader: etha dshaity ra7 tchoufene
jawa: mm okay
I can tell that there is something is upsetting him and I must know what it is!
I parked my car, and headed to the restaurant, I took a deep breath and said "بسم الله" and entered the restaurant
I stood for a while searching for bader and his eyes met mine, I smiled and walked toward the table
jawa:salam
bader:w3lykm
I sat in the chair and looked at him , he had his head glued to his phone screen I kept quiet waiting for him to talk ..
out of nowhere he said some harsh words, those words killed my heart
bader"while lifting his head from his phone" : jawa, ana magdr akml weyach. ana ra7 af9kh elkh6oba
i was staring at him i didnt know what to say and before I say anything he said
bader: ee jawa ana magdr akml weyach ely sm3ta 3nch mu shwya.. w ana maby akml 7ayaty m3a wa7da sm3tha mu zaina bain elnas
no tear could fall beside that I was shocked and shattered to hear that I was trying to pull myself together to act strong in front of him even though i was burning from the inside, because what he said made no sense. my reputation and lifting my family's head up high is the most important things in my life and what killes the most i heard those harsh words from the person that i loved the most and cared for the most
jawa: ba-bader shgam ttklm 3na? ana ahm shay 3ndy sm3ty , fa ay 7achy ykh9 halmawthou3 ana mt2kda ena ghala6!
he laughed in a sarcasim way and I was shocked, its like a different person in front of me, not bader, not my bader
bader : wath7 wath7, 3ashan chethy wa9lny 7achy 3nch , wala wa7da zaina w tkhaf 3ala sm3tha shloun you9lne 7achy 3nha?
jawa : shouf bader ana la7ad el7een maska a39aby ana mt2kda ena halsalfa 100% feeha sou2 tafahum 3alaqal tgouly sh9ayer belthab6
he was talking in a sharp tone and a furious way
bader: entay fahma shaq9ed , wa7ed men elshabab yay ygoule derbalik menha gabel la tetdabs feha ana kent aklmha ou galy kalam ma yngal
i said some words without thinking to respond to his shocking words
jawa : bader, etha ent mat3rf tarbyat ahaly shloun 9ayra w mu watheq fene, abs6 daleel ena eklam ely gam tgoulla ghala6 ena ana 7abaitk le muda mu aqal men sntain w ma rthait aklmk! ent 9dmtny w madre shloun gedart t9deg hal 7ache bl asas!
bader 'while starting to realize': 7ta law fai9al ychthb, shloun 3rfch blasas ?
i froze in my place , ha? could it be? weird and scary thoughts kept rushing through my mind.
i closed my eyes and i clineched the table till my veins popped out
jawa : bader, ay fai9al
bader : shtben bsma balah?
jawa: bader, shsma?
bader: fai9al elflani.
it was noura's brother!
I knew it ! I knew that she had something to do with this, she did it ones and she did it again!
jawa 'leaving the table while tears are falling' ': alah la ywafgech ya nourra.
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Monday, June 30, 2014
CHAPTER40
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my world stopped, I cant explain what have I felt, but I was happy that I couldnt hide my smile and love, it was obvious, to everyone that I love him too
dad: mn gadna ya om 3abdullah law ebnasbkum w atmana hal shay, elray w elshour 3nd jawa
om 3abdullah: alah yhadkum hal tha7ka kelha w mu mwafqa??, ekhthuha mne emwafqa, 3adel jawa?
Im sure I was a tomato by now, that I couldnt raise my face, I was literally freezed
masma3 elaa yebab ommi!
I smiled even more and raised my head slowly, my eyes met bader who was setting in the end across the table, I suddenly felt the time just stopped, I couldn't feel anything nor anybody around us, I felt completed and I felt a connection that I never felt before! I saw the future in his eyes, I felt that he wasn't looking at me, I felt like he was looking through me, my thoughts quickly rushed through my mind and I realized that I was staring deeply at him and I quickly ended that amazing moment and went back to reality by looking down at my plate
dad: bas bader 3alla shar6
bader: amer 3ammi
dad: mayamer 3adwuk yal ghally, entta tkh6bha 3shan tet3rfoun 3alla ba3ath bas ma tetzawjounn ella lma tkharaj enshala! adre fek rayal w gad elms2ulya w 3shan chhthie rthait, bas lazm 3al aqal tkhle9 eljam3a.
my dad will always be my man who protects me from everything, even from the things that I love the most
bader: akeed 3ami mn ghair ma twa99i
dad: kaffuu walla, wane3ma eltrbya yabu abdullah
bo abdullah: tslam yal ghally hatha mn 6eb a9lek.
we kept talking, actually they kept talking and I couldn't utter a word, I was happy,shy, lost minded..
yet I could feel a pare of eyes are gazing at me, I knew to who they belong to..
every time I raise my eyes I see him gazing and smilling and I quickly look down, those eyes just have the power that I cant resist
the time passed so quickly, it was 11, and we were about to leave
bu abdullah: matenmalun walla, yalait hal yam3a dayma w matng633
my dad: ebsher yabu abdullah ma6albt shay
my mother: mashkoureen 3al est'thafa el7elwa
um abdullah: 7yakum 7yakum elsa3a elmbarkkaa!
we walked to the car, I didn't want to leave I didn't..
mama: jawa rou7ay choufay ghezlan galt btye m3ana elshalaih ehya w anwar
jawa: okay!
I couldn't be happier, I walked fast to the chalet and hopping to see bader
I entered the chalet and found no one,I was a bit disappointed .. I climbed the stairs and went to the girls room
I found ghezlan closing her bag and anwar was in the bathroom
ghezlan: ha 3rousatna, sh3ndch?
lalala, enough e7rajj for today
jawa: way chub, yalla ghezlan eb namshe, mentaw yayen?
ghezlan: embala ka khal te6la3 anwar w eljna6 zahba, naday elkhdama khatshelhum
jawa: enzain
I went downstairs to the kitchen to find the maid, I entered and I saw bader, he looked at me and smiled, also he looked like he was searching for something..
bader: ha shtsween mne, you3anaa?
jawa: la eb namshe, bas abe elkhdama 3shan eljan6a malt ghezlan tsa3dha fa tshelha le elsyara
I was nervous, talking fast and in a not understanding way
bader 6al waray, i looked behind me to see if someone was there..
jawa: shfek?
bader: la achouf mnu la7gch, haday haday
he is funny toooo, I couldn't hold my laugh
jawa: okay ana lazem arou7 bye
bader: la7tha jawa
my name, I really really love my name when he say it, jawaa.. its like magic!
jawa: hala?
bader: telphoni thaye3
i was a bit disappointed , I thought that he would say something else and wait minute, ana shako eb telfona?
i was a bit disappointed , I thought that he would say something else and wait minute, ana shako eb telfona?
bader while laughing: shfech tan7tay?
jawa: hehe la bas y3ne mastw3bt
bader: telfonch m3ach?
Im confused., if his phone is lost, what mine have to do with it?
jawa: ee?
bader while laughing: matenfa3 ma3ach elnaqzat, dgay 3alla telfone madre waina
jawa while laughing: ahhh okay, hakk telfone ent deg 3alla manade elkhdama
I gave him my phone hesitantly
bader while laughing: okay bas shfech khayfa mara7 akhale9 r9edch
jawa: haha a9lan ana fwater:::
I was smiling unconsciously, it was a feeling that I never felt nor experience, and I really loved it
bader typed his number, and I left the kitchen to search for the maid but a phone ring stopped me, it must be bader's phone
jawa while turning around: ohh bader gam asma3 telepho...
thats weird, his phone is in his pockets
bader: ouuhhhh kaho eb mkhbaty, macheftaa
I laughed took my phone and walked away
bader: maskuraa jawa
jawa while looking back: 3afwan, bye
bader: ma3salama
his words is like chosen flowers from a warm garden,my heart beated for every single word he said..
I went upstairs, to tell ghezlan that the maid was not there,I interned the room and i found both of anwar and ghezlan are ready
ghezlan: ha wain elkhdama?
jawa: ma lgait'ha, mu mushkella ana ashel eljan6aa
anwar: ee khadamna enrfzounnnn! ynamoun mbcher
I took the bag, and we went downstairs heading to my family's car, we interned the car
my mother: nawarat syartna anwar
ghezlan: haw w e7naa?
my dad: ee kelkum kulkm yubaa
after that, anwar and ghezlan were engrossed in their own conversation, my mother and father too, so I put on my headphones and played my music, just one last time -david guetta ft. taped Rai played on
I was thinking deeply about what happened earlier, my phone buzzed and and it was a whatsapp message
99******: tra telphoni kan m3ay 6oul elmudda bas swait hal 7raka 3shan akheth raqmch:p
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Im confused., if his phone is lost, what mine have to do with it?
jawa: ee?
bader while laughing: matenfa3 ma3ach elnaqzat, dgay 3alla telfone madre waina
jawa while laughing: ahhh okay, hakk telfone ent deg 3alla manade elkhdama
I gave him my phone hesitantly
bader while laughing: okay bas shfech khayfa mara7 akhale9 r9edch
jawa: haha a9lan ana fwater:::
I was smiling unconsciously, it was a feeling that I never felt nor experience, and I really loved it
bader typed his number, and I left the kitchen to search for the maid but a phone ring stopped me, it must be bader's phone
jawa while turning around: ohh bader gam asma3 telepho...
thats weird, his phone is in his pockets
bader: ouuhhhh kaho eb mkhbaty, macheftaa
I laughed took my phone and walked away
bader: maskuraa jawa
jawa while looking back: 3afwan, bye
bader: ma3salama
his words is like chosen flowers from a warm garden,my heart beated for every single word he said..
I went upstairs, to tell ghezlan that the maid was not there,I interned the room and i found both of anwar and ghezlan are ready
ghezlan: ha wain elkhdama?
jawa: ma lgait'ha, mu mushkella ana ashel eljan6aa
anwar: ee khadamna enrfzounnnn! ynamoun mbcher
I took the bag, and we went downstairs heading to my family's car, we interned the car
my mother: nawarat syartna anwar
ghezlan: haw w e7naa?
my dad: ee kelkum kulkm yubaa
after that, anwar and ghezlan were engrossed in their own conversation, my mother and father too, so I put on my headphones and played my music, just one last time -david guetta ft. taped Rai played on
I was thinking deeply about what happened earlier, my phone buzzed and and it was a whatsapp message
99******: tra telphoni kan m3ay 6oul elmudda bas swait hal 7raka 3shan akheth raqmch:p
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Tuesday, June 24, 2014
CHAPTER39
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I walked away while tears are falling, I could see him in the back side in my eyes he was still standing with a blank face, maybe trying to understand it all.. I didn't want to go, I want to admit my love that I have been hiding for so long.. That's when
Bader: jawa, jawa, jawa lala ne6ray
I will never forget these words.
I slowed my pace but not looking back nor stopping
Bader screaming hardly: JAWA
I stopped. against my well, its like a strong force.
more heavy tears are falling, he stopped in his place and i stood in mine, i still could see him behind me, trying to approach me but its like another force is stopping him
bader: j-jaawa enty matgdren trou7ien, ana 9arle 3 sneen a7bch, mu a3rfch A7BCH. jawa ana ghala6t w b-bas kella eb sbtch, ee ana kalamt l2na 7awalt ansach bas. w nourra? ehya ehya tsoulf wyay bas ma7ebha walla w-alla ma7ebha, jawa enty mu fahma ana abech!
he looked frustrated, he walked away toward the sea.
tears couldnt stop, I was touched.. i believe him of course i do of course! i just cant imagine that for this long i was paining over someone who is also paining, from me!
without feeling, without thinking i walked toward the sea approaching bader, until i reached his back, he still didnt notice i was there
jawa: bader, ana 7bait ensan wa7d, ent w lazelt ent w bt'thel ent.
he turned around surprised, but I walked a way, i was holding a smile that i never held, my heart was pumping so hard and my tummy was having those butterflies
I was walking toward the chalet and trying to look normal, so they wont ask me any questions, I started climbing the stairs, thats when i heard something made me drop another tear, but a happy tear, a tear after pain and lost..
bader screaming with a smile I can feel through his voice: 3alla senat alah w rsoulla enshalaaa.
I stopped again, its like he have this power that paralyze me
i smiled and hardly climbed the stairs, I entered the chalet and sat on the first chair I saw
ghezlan: haw shfech m7arbtna t3aly g3day mnii
jawa: ah-hah ee okay bas brou7 7mam
I pushed my self and dragged my leg toward the bathroom, I heard the door chalet was opening and i assumed that it was bader, so I fastened my heavy steps, i closed the bathroom and sat on the floor
that was too much to take for a one day, I was not able to pretend that I'm fine or okay, my heart was beating so hard and I was sweating.. could this be happeping, I mean I didnt believe in happy endings, maybe its not an ending maybe its a beginning to a bad ending? could it be? no NO stop thinking that way and live for your moment jawa, your dream your hopes.. could it be, could it
i rested my head on the door, I could hear bader voice in the living room talking and my heart started sinking, that deep voice will always capture me, I didnt know what to do or how I was going to get out of the bathroom with bader setting in the living room, suddenly something buzzed and I was freaked out..
i realized it was my phone ringing, it was ghezlan
ghezlan: wainch jawa?
jawa: ha? bl7mam
ghezlan: shfe 9outch chnch bachya?
no no no no no, she cant be asking me that while bader is setting around her, lets hope he havent heard.
jawa: bl7mam y3ne a9arekh yala bye
madre shako, bas mshaat elsalfa::
I got up and looked in the mirror, fixed my expressions and hair of course, unlocked the door and went out
I walked to the living room with my eyes on the floor not daring to lift them up, I sat next to ghezlan and anwar, I started listening to my dad's and bader conversation about his third year in collage, and job and stuff
3ami bu abdulla: la enshala hatha el9gher yshtghel 3nde blshareka, lazm a7ad yamsek elshghel..ba3ad t3aref okhouh 3abdulla eb loyat elbank mu yam shay
my dad : 3adel 3adel, ha bader shrayk eb shghl elshareka?
bader: ee 3ami wayd ary7a7, 7etta law elwa7ed yfaker yswe mshrou3 ykoun elmwthou3 sahel 3laih w 3nda wakt
when he talks? everyone just had to shut up and listen to his words, the way he speak? just killed me.
my dad: ouh walla shghel 3adel, mwafag 7bebe enshala
bader: matga9er 3ammi
my mother: jawa 7bebty goumay douray bl7elw damch a9ghar wa7da
khalty om abdulla: la 7bebty g3day entay thayftnaa, anwar entay goumay
jawa: lala khalty ana agoum, shd3waa mu musheklla
anwar in low voice: 3abally ba3ad
i gave her a look ina ra7 athb7ch later and took the sweet plate, qadamt 7ag obouy then 3ami..
3ammi: eb 3ersch enshalla
I blushed, so hard
i gave bader next, my hands was shaking while he was smiling, noticing that i was, that i was stressed?
bader whispering: tabchen ha?
I held my smile, ignored him and walked back to my place after serving the sweet
khalty: ee 3ad e7na 7ajzenha 7ag je3datna
oh god, does she mean bader, im sure my face was a tomato by now and i could hear ghezlan and anwar laughing silently, im gonna kill those two stooges:)
khalty while smiling : ee ya um khaled, hathe nagwat bader, bentch jawa
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I walked away while tears are falling, I could see him in the back side in my eyes he was still standing with a blank face, maybe trying to understand it all.. I didn't want to go, I want to admit my love that I have been hiding for so long.. That's when
Bader: jawa, jawa, jawa lala ne6ray
I will never forget these words.
I slowed my pace but not looking back nor stopping
Bader screaming hardly: JAWA
I stopped. against my well, its like a strong force.
more heavy tears are falling, he stopped in his place and i stood in mine, i still could see him behind me, trying to approach me but its like another force is stopping him
bader: j-jaawa enty matgdren trou7ien, ana 9arle 3 sneen a7bch, mu a3rfch A7BCH. jawa ana ghala6t w b-bas kella eb sbtch, ee ana kalamt l2na 7awalt ansach bas. w nourra? ehya ehya tsoulf wyay bas ma7ebha walla w-alla ma7ebha, jawa enty mu fahma ana abech!
he looked frustrated, he walked away toward the sea.
tears couldnt stop, I was touched.. i believe him of course i do of course! i just cant imagine that for this long i was paining over someone who is also paining, from me!
without feeling, without thinking i walked toward the sea approaching bader, until i reached his back, he still didnt notice i was there
jawa: bader, ana 7bait ensan wa7d, ent w lazelt ent w bt'thel ent.
he turned around surprised, but I walked a way, i was holding a smile that i never held, my heart was pumping so hard and my tummy was having those butterflies
I was walking toward the chalet and trying to look normal, so they wont ask me any questions, I started climbing the stairs, thats when i heard something made me drop another tear, but a happy tear, a tear after pain and lost..
bader screaming with a smile I can feel through his voice: 3alla senat alah w rsoulla enshalaaa.
I stopped again, its like he have this power that paralyze me
i smiled and hardly climbed the stairs, I entered the chalet and sat on the first chair I saw
ghezlan: haw shfech m7arbtna t3aly g3day mnii
jawa: ah-hah ee okay bas brou7 7mam
I pushed my self and dragged my leg toward the bathroom, I heard the door chalet was opening and i assumed that it was bader, so I fastened my heavy steps, i closed the bathroom and sat on the floor
that was too much to take for a one day, I was not able to pretend that I'm fine or okay, my heart was beating so hard and I was sweating.. could this be happeping, I mean I didnt believe in happy endings, maybe its not an ending maybe its a beginning to a bad ending? could it be? no NO stop thinking that way and live for your moment jawa, your dream your hopes.. could it be, could it
i rested my head on the door, I could hear bader voice in the living room talking and my heart started sinking, that deep voice will always capture me, I didnt know what to do or how I was going to get out of the bathroom with bader setting in the living room, suddenly something buzzed and I was freaked out..
i realized it was my phone ringing, it was ghezlan
ghezlan: wainch jawa?
jawa: ha? bl7mam
ghezlan: shfe 9outch chnch bachya?
no no no no no, she cant be asking me that while bader is setting around her, lets hope he havent heard.
jawa: bl7mam y3ne a9arekh yala bye
madre shako, bas mshaat elsalfa::
I got up and looked in the mirror, fixed my expressions and hair of course, unlocked the door and went out
I walked to the living room with my eyes on the floor not daring to lift them up, I sat next to ghezlan and anwar, I started listening to my dad's and bader conversation about his third year in collage, and job and stuff
3ami bu abdulla: la enshala hatha el9gher yshtghel 3nde blshareka, lazm a7ad yamsek elshghel..ba3ad t3aref okhouh 3abdulla eb loyat elbank mu yam shay
my dad : 3adel 3adel, ha bader shrayk eb shghl elshareka?
bader: ee 3ami wayd ary7a7, 7etta law elwa7ed yfaker yswe mshrou3 ykoun elmwthou3 sahel 3laih w 3nda wakt
when he talks? everyone just had to shut up and listen to his words, the way he speak? just killed me.
my dad: ouh walla shghel 3adel, mwafag 7bebe enshala
bader: matga9er 3ammi
my mother: jawa 7bebty goumay douray bl7elw damch a9ghar wa7da
khalty om abdulla: la 7bebty g3day entay thayftnaa, anwar entay goumay
jawa: lala khalty ana agoum, shd3waa mu musheklla
anwar in low voice: 3abally ba3ad
i gave her a look ina ra7 athb7ch later and took the sweet plate, qadamt 7ag obouy then 3ami..
3ammi: eb 3ersch enshalla
I blushed, so hard
i gave bader next, my hands was shaking while he was smiling, noticing that i was, that i was stressed?
bader whispering: tabchen ha?
I held my smile, ignored him and walked back to my place after serving the sweet
khalty: ee 3ad e7na 7ajzenha 7ag je3datna
oh god, does she mean bader, im sure my face was a tomato by now and i could hear ghezlan and anwar laughing silently, im gonna kill those two stooges:)
my mother: ya7ath men bnasbkum ya om 3abduulah, bas khalay elwalad yngii 3ala ra7taa
khalty while smiling : ee ya um khaled, hathe nagwat bader, bentch jawa
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Saturday, March 15, 2014
CHAPTER38
HEEELLOOOO
so so so sorry for being late, but I'm a summer blog with summer memories and i would like to keep my signature, so here is the post and there are many posts are coming in the way<3
read the previous post so you can remember the events 3ADEL
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nourra.
did the people on earth just finish? she is my brother friend's sister? omg every time I see her face I remember her never ending fakeness.
I hate her and I cant help it, I'm a real person unlike her:)
but I have to act, just for my brother. him and only him.
jawa *biggest fake smile ever*: ohh nourrra :D!!
nourra: a7laaa 9edfaaa jad, enty ekht rfej fa9ol ely kla ysoulf 3anhaaa
I ignored the weird thing she just said and continued the conversation..
jawa: haha guess so, shlounch?
I couldnt listen to what she was saying, I was busy imagining the best way to torture her, I held my laugh.. I imagined really funny things
nourra: ha shraych?
jawa: haa ee ok ok
*matdre shsalfa 6ab3an bas maknt abe atfashal*
we were walking between spain's old streets while talking, well she was talking and I was pretending to listen, her brother was acting akwardly weird, i didn't like that...
nourra: hahahaaay waay okhouy thaareeef, saa7 jawaaa?
jawa*straight face* : ha ha ha ee?
slaiman was laughing too, but I knew 3alla my face mo 3shan her stupid brother::::
slaiman: ha ng3ad blgahwa, khush 6alla 3al ba7ar
nourra: ee ta3abt please
fai9al: yala mshaina
I was busy imitating her w ehya tgoul *t3aaaabt* ,knt 3bara 3an yahel::!
we walked to the cafe..
nourra: e7na eb ng3ad eb 6awla brou7, bnsoulf swalf banat hahahaaa
9ra7a damha wayd khfef haha hoho hehehe..
we sat in the table, and she brought her chair closer to mine
nourra: jawa mat9dgen! chfty bader ely gtlch knt aklma bs kan yl3ab?
my heart skipped a beat..
jawa: madre ee chna
nourra: 6ala3 khushhh wa7d, t2sfleee w gall ena I'm the one w ra7 ytzwajne w gal ena 7awal ynsani bas magedarr, sooo cuteeee 9aaaaaa7!
I did my best trying to act normal, I forced my tears back.. she is the one? could it be? she is the one he was talking about in the letter? but nourra lied once and maybe she is lying again, she was suspicious and I really didn't know if she was honest or lying.
jawa: alaah yhnech denya w a5raa, bas esm7ele shloun eb ytzawaj wa7da kan yl3ab 3laiha? aw shloun enty terthain?
nourra: aa-ah la y3ne mu y3ne entay fahamty ghala6, elmuhm mashkuraa w enty ba3ad enshala tet'hnain..
I told her what i really think, its not bader or that i hate her.. i acted and said based on the situation generally, ehya kalamt w ksarat theqat ahalha, wely kalmha kan y3lab 3laiha, did that sound right? or its just me? im sure in that point i was right honestly.
she kept showing me bbm conversation between her and bader as she said, and i kept smiling.. shgoulha y3ne?
minutes were hardly passing by,untill my amazing cousin called..i smiled & quickly answered the phone
fahad; ha nfkch w nmrch wala nkhlech t67sen?
jawa: haha fahad ee
fahad: shnu ee?
jawa: fahad mayth7k
fahad: shaklch mstansa, nkhlech akthar shwy *laughing*
jawa: laaaaaaaaa fahad
fahad: yala bl6rej e7na okay?
i turned my face and looked at sloum w gave him stare, ena ok now ymruni, he shook his head ena okay la tmouten::
jawa: we 7safa 3ad mstansa wyaa nourra
fahad laughed and closed the phone, 15 minutes or less and her was in the cafe parking with my other cousins
jawa: yala bye mashya ana
i didn't even wait for her response, i jumped in the car and i just felt enaa * IMM IN SPAIN BABEE*
we spent the night in the port and marbella, it was more than magical..
the days in spain were similiar to each other but each one of them was special, no attachments no drama just family, cousins and fun
*last day in spain*
i closed my eyes refusing to close my bag and go downstairs, i was refusing to leave because i know my heart will stay here.
i wore my shoulder cut light blue top with ripped leggings and silver necklace, and went down stairs
jawa: 9ba7 elkhair
mama: 9ba7 elnoor, ha stanstay ams eb 7afltkum?
ahh davids guetta concert, no words can explain, and no feelings can be shared.
jawa *while jumping on the chair*: YUMMAA A7LA YOUM MAGDAR ATKLM SHKTHR KAN 7ELW LAW AGREG LEN AMOUT YUMA BABCHE LAMAN ATHAKAR YUMMA YUMA
slaiman: bas 9kaity rasna kaffi el7afla w aghaneych elmuz3eja amsssss!
mama: khalha mestansa, khu mara wa7da mako ghairha
jawa: yumma shqa9dch, mrtain w thlath w arba3 laish laa
baba: 9ba7km 7annaa, 9kaktw jna6km?
jawa: ana eeee w khaynzlunhm elkhadam l2na ba6la3 w bastansle akher thanyaa
baba: shahar w ne9 w mashb3tay?
jawa: yubba mnu yshba3 goule ent, mnu yshba3?
slaiman: eeee wala ybteha rayt jawwa.
*fahads calling*
fahad: eb ntmasha akher tamshya gabel ma nesh7an elsyara, btyen?
jawa:la7tha as2al omi, mama 3ade arou7 m3ahm ntmasha akher yum, please?
mama: s2lay obouch tadren may7b wayd nrou7 mt2khar 7ag elma6ar!
baba: mu mushkla rou7ay bas la ttet2khrain
jawa: a7bekm, aloo fahad sm3t. yala murney w bsr3a
fahad: murney mureny etha..
* i closed the phone on his ugly voice*
i ate my corn flakes while waiting them to come..
*fahad calling*
fahad: yala e7na braa
jawa: okay kanii, bye mama bye baba
fahad: w etha 9krtay eltlfo...
* i hung up again*
I'm just a stubborn girl=))!
i head to the door and went outside, i saw my cousins in the car and fahad was driving, while walking to car door he quickly moved the car, their laughter was so LOUDD
jawa: hewww t3alllwww w ushhhh fashaaltuna tra frejnaa class mu mthlkm haailaagggg
7amanie* one of my cousins* : yala yala emshay yal class=))
i walked again to the car and rode in, i changed the song to one of my favourites..crank it up -david guetta
khaled: mu kaffy 7afltch elmz3ja eli mwdytna 7agha, la7gtna eb hal aghane elzeft!! ghayray nabe 3raggi
jawa: 6a3 6a3 w tgoulin mu hailag
fahad: ana eb hal nuq6a wyaha, hailag=))
we kept fighting yet enjoying our last ride in those heart stopping, breath taking streets...
i wish those moments would last forever, but its special and valuable because its unrepeatable.
...
*in the plane*
I had my headphones on, and just kept remembering our days in spain, and kept hoping that it would be the same next year.
after 8 hours or so, we finally arrived KUWAAIITTT<3
we collected our bags and shibo, our driver was waiting for us, wesaid ourgoodbyes and every family divided in its own way..
*HOME SWEET HOME*
as soon as we reached our house, i quickly ran to my G-CLASSS and hugged it, sloum took a picture while laughing and sent it in the family group.. he will pay the price, but the picture was cute actually=))
we opened the lights and ghezlan was there with her husband, the house was decorated and their was dinner on the table
ghzlan: 7AMDLAHH 3ALL SALA..
i didn't give her a chance to continue, i went and jumped on her and hugged her so hardddddd
jawa; I MISS YOUUUUUUUUU SOOOOOO MUCHHHHHHHH
*slaiman took another picture and sent it in the group, i will kill him*=))
abdula said while looking at ghezlan and smiling: ha shway shway 3la ghezlan, shayla elbchr malllyy
all of us were shocked, yet happyyyy we couldntttt believe itttttt!
but my moms yebab made it real! ba6at athounaaa:)::
mama: waaaay b9eeeerrr yaddaaaaaaa,a7laaa khaabaaarrrrrr
baba: mabrookkk w enshala btsmuna 3layy
slaiman: yuba shnu hatha la 3alay
khaled: lalalalala 3lay ana bchrkm
abdula telling ghezlan: hatha w ehwa lel7ien ma6al3 w matdrun etha 9bay wala bent=))
jawa: 6ab3an etha bent ma nwajeh ay mushkla, 3ad enshala te6l3 7elwa 3ala 3amt"ha
slaiman: khalatha ya 7athe, entay kafoo bnt ekht=))
khaled: zain khan kamel swalf hal 6awla, yu3an ana.. ghezlan fahma ba6ne enty=))
ghezlan: mayabela fehm, klla yu3an ent=))
* and the night was just an amzing family night*
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after three months
ghezlan stomach was getting bigger, i started the collage and i was studying hard and my grades were good, yet I enjoyed the collage life with my friends and cousins,and bader? i still remember every detail of him and smile, and also remember that letter and my heart starts aching, but even though my life was perfect and i wouldn't exchange it for any other life.
but one day, all of that changed, in one confession and one response to that confession
usually your heart is broken by the people that you love but who despoints you,
but my heart was broken by my own hands by my own choise..
it was a normal Friday, i woke up i went to the bathroom and did my business including a freezing refreshing shower, i prayed and combed my hair because i was expecting plans since its weekend, anyway i went down stairs and saw my father and mother reading the news paper.
i kissed both my mothers and fathers head and headed to the kitchen, I took an orange juice and went to the living room
mama: jawa elyoum om abdulla 3azmtna 3alla shailahum, tyen okaay?
my heart skipped a beat, will bader be there? but why do i even care when he is in love with nourra, nourra aw ghayrha, he dont and will not ever love me
mama: jawa aklmch ana, lel7ien nayma?
jawa: way yuma y3ne ne6ray astw3b elklaam okay okay benam?
mama: la eb neg3ad le blail b3den benam eb shalihna 3shan ham bacher 3yal 3amch beyunn
jawa: khush yala a9a79e7 w a93ad aswe jan6ty
mama: 6a3 hatha a9a79e7, ana mswya jan6ty ana w obouch w ekhwanch mzhbenha, benbadel al7ien w ne6la3 w khalech et9797eeenn
jawa: kane gemt yuma gemt 979aaa7tt khala9=))
I was hardly climbing the stairs, and after a long way i arrived to my room and shouted for manni, to bring my bag
I throw the shorts, tops, beach dresses, swimming suits and other stuff on the bed, i changed to a yellow open shoulder dress, and did a ponytail, wore my white ruber ted baker shoes flats, sprayed some perfume and left the room so the maid can put my stuff in the bag.
jawa: ana khal9alttt
mama: rkaby elsyara kana yayen
i made sure that I didn't forget my phone and headphones,
our bags were in the back, the rest of my family showed up and we headed to chalet
we arrived, i took one last look at myy self and entered the chalet..
i saw khalty om abdulla eb wayhe with ghezlan and anwar, they seem close now, *anwar is abdula's and bader's sister if you forgot*
khalty: hala hala walla eb chanety elmustqblyaa
im sure my face was blue, not white not red, BUT BLUEE
i looked at ghezlan and anwar and they were silently laughing
jawa: he he h
i didnt know what else to say...
khalty: shlounch 7bebtyy? shloun eljam3a wyach?
jawa: klshay tmam el7mdlah
ga3adt yam anwar w ghezlan on the far corner, while my rest family showed up w salemw
baba: ela wain bo abdulla?
um abdulla: kaho bas ra7 ehwa w el3yal yshtrolna 9bour 3shan nashwe 7ag elghadaa
el3yal.. does she mean bader too? omg jawa snap out of it!!!
baba: 3adel, hatha elakel el7elw, 3ad laish klaftw 3ala nafskm chan gltlouna, om khaled t3aref khush samach* ely ybe3 smach madre y9eda madre elmuhm shay bl semach* ywa9el le elbait w kla fresh
mama: eee wallaa, yhabel shughlaaa
um abdulla: khush shay 36ene raqmaa wala e7na 7ag elshaleh n7b nshwe elsmach
while on our side
ghezlan: chftyy wayhch lma khalty galtlch=)), shd3wa 9dagty wya wayhch? anwar anwar qaldaay wayhaa=))
anwar was imitating me and they started laughing and i fakely laughed along
jawa: 3yal chfty karshtch, shkburhaa
ghezlan: 3al aqal louni 7elw
jawa: shako al7ien lounch?
anwar: ee wala ghezlan shako lounch?
ghezlan: anwar mfrouth enty on my side:)
jawa: 3ade 3ade hormonat el7aamal=))
anwar: KAAK=))
ghezlan: zain shraykm nakhth lena macdolnad w nmer starbucks w markaz sultan dam byaklun smacch?
jawa: ba3ad? matben shay thany? yakhe glna taklen 3an shakh9ain bas wath3ch 7alyan gam taklen 3na klna=))
ghezlan: lel7ien th3efa wala la? khala9 chub
anwar:1-0 jawa=))
jawa: haha -.- elmuhm entw rou7aw w yeboule mac chicken without mayo, ana maly khlg ayye
anwar: mn gal e7na nabech, bnsoulf swalf bnat kbar a9lan=))
jawa: ana bljam3a tra, 7sesune ane bljam3aaa, jam3a wala jam3a, laish a7sne routha?:'(
ghezlan: enthrbay bas yala e7na mashen
they left, me and my mother and khalty left, my dad went to the mosque,
khalty: 7bebty jawa tmshay bra 3al ba7ar eljaw yhabel
jawa: la khal..
omi gave me a stare, ena 6l3ay eb t7achene eb mwthu3
jawa: wala agoulch khalty eljaw eyanen batmsha shwy
great, just great, they all see me a kid.
i went outside and put my headphones on, played my david guetta list and sat on the swinging chair
i took my flat off and dug my feet in the sand, i started pushing the swing by my feet..the salty wind was amazing, i took a deep breath and let it out as i push harder and fly higher in the swing..
until it suddenly stopped, i turn around and i found bader holding the swing
yes bader, i wasnt dreaming let me explain it even though i cant, my heart jumped, i was scared that my heart showed from underneath my clothes, my tongue was tight, i couldn't say a thing, my eyes tried to speak, but i covered them with my ego and pride..
bader: ahlan jawa, taw ma nawar elshalaih
you have to act normal, as you don't know about what nourra said, as you didn't read that letter,even though i knew about the nouura thingy, it wasnt my business, he is just a kinda family relative, so yeah act super normal, its not like he know your unreaveled love toward him..
jawa: ahh bader, hala
bader: shfech mkhtr3aa? asef etha khr3tch
omg he is so... so... i just cant find the word..
jawa: hehe la ee ena maknt 7assa fe a7d
bader: ee asef, 3ade ag3ad blderfa ely yamch, wala ma7juza:p?
i was afraid that it was a dream, because i always dream of this, being together talking about random stuff, with the sea view
jawa: mm shalaihkm magdar agoulk la
bader: jawa eb ekht9ar ana yay akalemch eb mawthou3
my eyes slowly was revealing the cover and wanted to speak wanted to tell what i was hiding for so long and i was hardly forcing it,
jawa: 3sa ma shar?
bader: mashar enshala bas sem3ene jawa, jawa tathkren awal mra gltch a7bch dm, makent al3ab wala achatheb w kent adre anch ekht zoujat okhouy, kna ana w abdulla nshufch wyaha, w salfat elletter ely kant blhadya? kent a7awel akhali elmwthu3 aqal e7raj baina dam e7na ahala, mage9 3laich ana kalamt bnat, bas makaltmhm ela ba3ad ma 7baitch, laish? 3shan ansach! jawa adre enty 9ghera bas ana a7cbh w abe atzjwch jawa, ana ra7 akoun as3ad ensan law wafqtay
my eyes finally revealed the love, tears too he was shocked, i wanted to tell him how much i love him, but i guess he knew, it felt great i felt alive by hearing those words... i was the happiest person, yet i was the saddest.. my tears? they fell, because all of what he was saying is just a lie, he loves nourra and i read it in my own eyes, i know, i just know!
bader: jawa 3younch tgoul wayd, jawa ana..
while heavy tears are falling: w nourra ya bader w nourra? rou7 tzwjha ehya "your one"
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so so so sorry for being late, but I'm a summer blog with summer memories and i would like to keep my signature, so here is the post and there are many posts are coming in the way<3
read the previous post so you can remember the events 3ADEL
THIS POST IS DEDICATED TO @Asooma_E @Dalxli @Mblogger710
AND SPECIALLY DEDICATED TO MY BEST GIRLS @alawadhi_j @deemaalduaij.
enjoy the post<3
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nourra.
did the people on earth just finish? she is my brother friend's sister? omg every time I see her face I remember her never ending fakeness.
I hate her and I cant help it, I'm a real person unlike her:)
but I have to act, just for my brother. him and only him.
jawa *biggest fake smile ever*: ohh nourrra :D!!
nourra: a7laaa 9edfaaa jad, enty ekht rfej fa9ol ely kla ysoulf 3anhaaa
I ignored the weird thing she just said and continued the conversation..
jawa: haha guess so, shlounch?
I couldnt listen to what she was saying, I was busy imagining the best way to torture her, I held my laugh.. I imagined really funny things
nourra: ha shraych?
jawa: haa ee ok ok
*matdre shsalfa 6ab3an bas maknt abe atfashal*
we were walking between spain's old streets while talking, well she was talking and I was pretending to listen, her brother was acting akwardly weird, i didn't like that...
nourra: hahahaaay waay okhouy thaareeef, saa7 jawaaa?
jawa*straight face* : ha ha ha ee?
slaiman was laughing too, but I knew 3alla my face mo 3shan her stupid brother::::
slaiman: ha ng3ad blgahwa, khush 6alla 3al ba7ar
nourra: ee ta3abt please
fai9al: yala mshaina
I was busy imitating her w ehya tgoul *t3aaaabt* ,knt 3bara 3an yahel::!
we walked to the cafe..
nourra: e7na eb ng3ad eb 6awla brou7, bnsoulf swalf banat hahahaaa
9ra7a damha wayd khfef haha hoho hehehe..
we sat in the table, and she brought her chair closer to mine
nourra: jawa mat9dgen! chfty bader ely gtlch knt aklma bs kan yl3ab?
my heart skipped a beat..
jawa: madre ee chna
nourra: 6ala3 khushhh wa7d, t2sfleee w gall ena I'm the one w ra7 ytzwajne w gal ena 7awal ynsani bas magedarr, sooo cuteeee 9aaaaaa7!
I did my best trying to act normal, I forced my tears back.. she is the one? could it be? she is the one he was talking about in the letter? but nourra lied once and maybe she is lying again, she was suspicious and I really didn't know if she was honest or lying.
jawa: alaah yhnech denya w a5raa, bas esm7ele shloun eb ytzawaj wa7da kan yl3ab 3laiha? aw shloun enty terthain?
nourra: aa-ah la y3ne mu y3ne entay fahamty ghala6, elmuhm mashkuraa w enty ba3ad enshala tet'hnain..
I told her what i really think, its not bader or that i hate her.. i acted and said based on the situation generally, ehya kalamt w ksarat theqat ahalha, wely kalmha kan y3lab 3laiha, did that sound right? or its just me? im sure in that point i was right honestly.
she kept showing me bbm conversation between her and bader as she said, and i kept smiling.. shgoulha y3ne?
minutes were hardly passing by,untill my amazing cousin called..i smiled & quickly answered the phone
fahad; ha nfkch w nmrch wala nkhlech t67sen?
jawa: haha fahad ee
fahad: shnu ee?
jawa: fahad mayth7k
fahad: shaklch mstansa, nkhlech akthar shwy *laughing*
jawa: laaaaaaaaa fahad
fahad: yala bl6rej e7na okay?
i turned my face and looked at sloum w gave him stare, ena ok now ymruni, he shook his head ena okay la tmouten::
jawa: we 7safa 3ad mstansa wyaa nourra
fahad laughed and closed the phone, 15 minutes or less and her was in the cafe parking with my other cousins
jawa: yala bye mashya ana
i didn't even wait for her response, i jumped in the car and i just felt enaa * IMM IN SPAIN BABEE*
we spent the night in the port and marbella, it was more than magical..
the days in spain were similiar to each other but each one of them was special, no attachments no drama just family, cousins and fun
*last day in spain*
i closed my eyes refusing to close my bag and go downstairs, i was refusing to leave because i know my heart will stay here.
i wore my shoulder cut light blue top with ripped leggings and silver necklace, and went down stairs
jawa: 9ba7 elkhair
mama: 9ba7 elnoor, ha stanstay ams eb 7afltkum?
ahh davids guetta concert, no words can explain, and no feelings can be shared.
jawa *while jumping on the chair*: YUMMAA A7LA YOUM MAGDAR ATKLM SHKTHR KAN 7ELW LAW AGREG LEN AMOUT YUMA BABCHE LAMAN ATHAKAR YUMMA YUMA
slaiman: bas 9kaity rasna kaffi el7afla w aghaneych elmuz3eja amsssss!
mama: khalha mestansa, khu mara wa7da mako ghairha
jawa: yumma shqa9dch, mrtain w thlath w arba3 laish laa
baba: 9ba7km 7annaa, 9kaktw jna6km?
jawa: ana eeee w khaynzlunhm elkhadam l2na ba6la3 w bastansle akher thanyaa
baba: shahar w ne9 w mashb3tay?
jawa: yubba mnu yshba3 goule ent, mnu yshba3?
slaiman: eeee wala ybteha rayt jawwa.
*fahads calling*
fahad: eb ntmasha akher tamshya gabel ma nesh7an elsyara, btyen?
jawa:la7tha as2al omi, mama 3ade arou7 m3ahm ntmasha akher yum, please?
mama: s2lay obouch tadren may7b wayd nrou7 mt2khar 7ag elma6ar!
baba: mu mushkla rou7ay bas la ttet2khrain
jawa: a7bekm, aloo fahad sm3t. yala murney w bsr3a
fahad: murney mureny etha..
* i closed the phone on his ugly voice*
i ate my corn flakes while waiting them to come..
*fahad calling*
fahad: yala e7na braa
jawa: okay kanii, bye mama bye baba
fahad: w etha 9krtay eltlfo...
* i hung up again*
I'm just a stubborn girl=))!
i head to the door and went outside, i saw my cousins in the car and fahad was driving, while walking to car door he quickly moved the car, their laughter was so LOUDD
jawa: hewww t3alllwww w ushhhh fashaaltuna tra frejnaa class mu mthlkm haailaagggg
7amanie* one of my cousins* : yala yala emshay yal class=))
i walked again to the car and rode in, i changed the song to one of my favourites..crank it up -david guetta
khaled: mu kaffy 7afltch elmz3ja eli mwdytna 7agha, la7gtna eb hal aghane elzeft!! ghayray nabe 3raggi
jawa: 6a3 6a3 w tgoulin mu hailag
fahad: ana eb hal nuq6a wyaha, hailag=))
we kept fighting yet enjoying our last ride in those heart stopping, breath taking streets...
i wish those moments would last forever, but its special and valuable because its unrepeatable.
...
*in the plane*
I had my headphones on, and just kept remembering our days in spain, and kept hoping that it would be the same next year.
after 8 hours or so, we finally arrived KUWAAIITTT<3
we collected our bags and shibo, our driver was waiting for us, wesaid ourgoodbyes and every family divided in its own way..
*HOME SWEET HOME*
as soon as we reached our house, i quickly ran to my G-CLASSS and hugged it, sloum took a picture while laughing and sent it in the family group.. he will pay the price, but the picture was cute actually=))
we opened the lights and ghezlan was there with her husband, the house was decorated and their was dinner on the table
ghzlan: 7AMDLAHH 3ALL SALA..
i didn't give her a chance to continue, i went and jumped on her and hugged her so hardddddd
jawa; I MISS YOUUUUUUUUU SOOOOOO MUCHHHHHHHH
*slaiman took another picture and sent it in the group, i will kill him*=))
abdula said while looking at ghezlan and smiling: ha shway shway 3la ghezlan, shayla elbchr malllyy
all of us were shocked, yet happyyyy we couldntttt believe itttttt!
but my moms yebab made it real! ba6at athounaaa:)::
mama: waaaay b9eeeerrr yaddaaaaaaa,a7laaa khaabaaarrrrrr
baba: mabrookkk w enshala btsmuna 3layy
slaiman: yuba shnu hatha la 3alay
khaled: lalalalala 3lay ana bchrkm
abdula telling ghezlan: hatha w ehwa lel7ien ma6al3 w matdrun etha 9bay wala bent=))
jawa: 6ab3an etha bent ma nwajeh ay mushkla, 3ad enshala te6l3 7elwa 3ala 3amt"ha
slaiman: khalatha ya 7athe, entay kafoo bnt ekht=))
khaled: zain khan kamel swalf hal 6awla, yu3an ana.. ghezlan fahma ba6ne enty=))
ghezlan: mayabela fehm, klla yu3an ent=))
* and the night was just an amzing family night*
---
after three months
ghezlan stomach was getting bigger, i started the collage and i was studying hard and my grades were good, yet I enjoyed the collage life with my friends and cousins,and bader? i still remember every detail of him and smile, and also remember that letter and my heart starts aching, but even though my life was perfect and i wouldn't exchange it for any other life.
but one day, all of that changed, in one confession and one response to that confession
usually your heart is broken by the people that you love but who despoints you,
but my heart was broken by my own hands by my own choise..
it was a normal Friday, i woke up i went to the bathroom and did my business including a freezing refreshing shower, i prayed and combed my hair because i was expecting plans since its weekend, anyway i went down stairs and saw my father and mother reading the news paper.
i kissed both my mothers and fathers head and headed to the kitchen, I took an orange juice and went to the living room
mama: jawa elyoum om abdulla 3azmtna 3alla shailahum, tyen okaay?
my heart skipped a beat, will bader be there? but why do i even care when he is in love with nourra, nourra aw ghayrha, he dont and will not ever love me
mama: jawa aklmch ana, lel7ien nayma?
jawa: way yuma y3ne ne6ray astw3b elklaam okay okay benam?
mama: la eb neg3ad le blail b3den benam eb shalihna 3shan ham bacher 3yal 3amch beyunn
jawa: khush yala a9a79e7 w a93ad aswe jan6ty
mama: 6a3 hatha a9a79e7, ana mswya jan6ty ana w obouch w ekhwanch mzhbenha, benbadel al7ien w ne6la3 w khalech et9797eeenn
jawa: kane gemt yuma gemt 979aaa7tt khala9=))
I was hardly climbing the stairs, and after a long way i arrived to my room and shouted for manni, to bring my bag
I throw the shorts, tops, beach dresses, swimming suits and other stuff on the bed, i changed to a yellow open shoulder dress, and did a ponytail, wore my white ruber ted baker shoes flats, sprayed some perfume and left the room so the maid can put my stuff in the bag.
jawa: ana khal9alttt
mama: rkaby elsyara kana yayen
i made sure that I didn't forget my phone and headphones,
our bags were in the back, the rest of my family showed up and we headed to chalet
we arrived, i took one last look at myy self and entered the chalet..
i saw khalty om abdulla eb wayhe with ghezlan and anwar, they seem close now, *anwar is abdula's and bader's sister if you forgot*
khalty: hala hala walla eb chanety elmustqblyaa
im sure my face was blue, not white not red, BUT BLUEE
i looked at ghezlan and anwar and they were silently laughing
jawa: he he h
i didnt know what else to say...
khalty: shlounch 7bebtyy? shloun eljam3a wyach?
jawa: klshay tmam el7mdlah
ga3adt yam anwar w ghezlan on the far corner, while my rest family showed up w salemw
baba: ela wain bo abdulla?
um abdulla: kaho bas ra7 ehwa w el3yal yshtrolna 9bour 3shan nashwe 7ag elghadaa
el3yal.. does she mean bader too? omg jawa snap out of it!!!
baba: 3adel, hatha elakel el7elw, 3ad laish klaftw 3ala nafskm chan gltlouna, om khaled t3aref khush samach* ely ybe3 smach madre y9eda madre elmuhm shay bl semach* ywa9el le elbait w kla fresh
mama: eee wallaa, yhabel shughlaaa
um abdulla: khush shay 36ene raqmaa wala e7na 7ag elshaleh n7b nshwe elsmach
while on our side
ghezlan: chftyy wayhch lma khalty galtlch=)), shd3wa 9dagty wya wayhch? anwar anwar qaldaay wayhaa=))
anwar was imitating me and they started laughing and i fakely laughed along
jawa: 3yal chfty karshtch, shkburhaa
ghezlan: 3al aqal louni 7elw
jawa: shako al7ien lounch?
anwar: ee wala ghezlan shako lounch?
ghezlan: anwar mfrouth enty on my side:)
jawa: 3ade 3ade hormonat el7aamal=))
anwar: KAAK=))
ghezlan: zain shraykm nakhth lena macdolnad w nmer starbucks w markaz sultan dam byaklun smacch?
jawa: ba3ad? matben shay thany? yakhe glna taklen 3an shakh9ain bas wath3ch 7alyan gam taklen 3na klna=))
ghezlan: lel7ien th3efa wala la? khala9 chub
anwar:1-0 jawa=))
jawa: haha -.- elmuhm entw rou7aw w yeboule mac chicken without mayo, ana maly khlg ayye
anwar: mn gal e7na nabech, bnsoulf swalf bnat kbar a9lan=))
jawa: ana bljam3a tra, 7sesune ane bljam3aaa, jam3a wala jam3a, laish a7sne routha?:'(
ghezlan: enthrbay bas yala e7na mashen
they left, me and my mother and khalty left, my dad went to the mosque,
khalty: 7bebty jawa tmshay bra 3al ba7ar eljaw yhabel
jawa: la khal..
omi gave me a stare, ena 6l3ay eb t7achene eb mwthu3
jawa: wala agoulch khalty eljaw eyanen batmsha shwy
great, just great, they all see me a kid.
i went outside and put my headphones on, played my david guetta list and sat on the swinging chair
i took my flat off and dug my feet in the sand, i started pushing the swing by my feet..the salty wind was amazing, i took a deep breath and let it out as i push harder and fly higher in the swing..
until it suddenly stopped, i turn around and i found bader holding the swing
yes bader, i wasnt dreaming let me explain it even though i cant, my heart jumped, i was scared that my heart showed from underneath my clothes, my tongue was tight, i couldn't say a thing, my eyes tried to speak, but i covered them with my ego and pride..
bader: ahlan jawa, taw ma nawar elshalaih
you have to act normal, as you don't know about what nourra said, as you didn't read that letter,even though i knew about the nouura thingy, it wasnt my business, he is just a kinda family relative, so yeah act super normal, its not like he know your unreaveled love toward him..
jawa: ahh bader, hala
bader: shfech mkhtr3aa? asef etha khr3tch
omg he is so... so... i just cant find the word..
jawa: hehe la ee ena maknt 7assa fe a7d
bader: ee asef, 3ade ag3ad blderfa ely yamch, wala ma7juza:p?
i was afraid that it was a dream, because i always dream of this, being together talking about random stuff, with the sea view
jawa: mm shalaihkm magdar agoulk la
bader: jawa eb ekht9ar ana yay akalemch eb mawthou3
my eyes slowly was revealing the cover and wanted to speak wanted to tell what i was hiding for so long and i was hardly forcing it,
jawa: 3sa ma shar?
bader: mashar enshala bas sem3ene jawa, jawa tathkren awal mra gltch a7bch dm, makent al3ab wala achatheb w kent adre anch ekht zoujat okhouy, kna ana w abdulla nshufch wyaha, w salfat elletter ely kant blhadya? kent a7awel akhali elmwthu3 aqal e7raj baina dam e7na ahala, mage9 3laich ana kalamt bnat, bas makaltmhm ela ba3ad ma 7baitch, laish? 3shan ansach! jawa adre enty 9ghera bas ana a7cbh w abe atzjwch jawa, ana ra7 akoun as3ad ensan law wafqtay
my eyes finally revealed the love, tears too he was shocked, i wanted to tell him how much i love him, but i guess he knew, it felt great i felt alive by hearing those words... i was the happiest person, yet i was the saddest.. my tears? they fell, because all of what he was saying is just a lie, he loves nourra and i read it in my own eyes, i know, i just know!
bader: jawa 3younch tgoul wayd, jawa ana..
while heavy tears are falling: w nourra ya bader w nourra? rou7 tzwjha ehya "your one"
....
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Tuesday, March 4, 2014
CHAPTER37
this post is dedicated to @fahda_nk @mkal7x_ @alawadhi_j MY FAVOURITE ONCE<3!!
jad so sorry for being late, w i will try to post more W I LOVE YOU, ENJOY W TELL ME WHAT DO YOU THINK <3!
days were passing by.. we were so busy for ghezlans wedding, and after that we are going to travel since its summer...
i still didnt saw bader after the letter i got, but he has not fualt..he thought he will be make me happy and more comfortable,, little did he know right?
anyway, tommorow is ghezlan's wedding, she's so nervous and scared but that is normal..
*the day of the wedding*
we woke up around 8 am, athoub * her best friend* picked us up and we went to n-bar, to make our nails..
all the staff there were happy for ghezlan,
while making our nails we were talking, trying to make ghezlan less nervous and let her see the bright side..
ghezlan: abdulla khush wa7d w wayd 6ayb w rayal, bas ana mt9rg3a 3al fekra..new life? new level..change
athoub: change is good
ghezlan: I hate it
we kept talking and after doing our nails we headed to smash burger, since its in the deera...so its close to alraya -where the wedding will be-
we arrived at the hotel about 3 oclock and the hair and make up dressser were waiting,
I was the first one to go, then athoub then ghezlan...
I chose something simple that fits my age.. slick ponytail with wavy endings, for the make up? coats of mascara with matte red lipstick beside the basics.. wearing this..
athoub chose for the loose waves, that goes great with the smocky aye-shadow and nude lips with coats of mascara .. while wearing this..
and our special bride was undescribable, she looked simple yet elegent and beautiful♡
her hair:
wearing this dior dress, that my father bought for her as a wedding gift..♡
*phone rings*
me: hala
mama; yalla its time
me; ok yalla bye
...
me; ghezlan yalla lazm tnzlen..
ghezlan: mabe khala9 hawant
me: ghezlan tra its so normal to be afraid, it wouldnt be normal etha maknty khayfa! klman is afraid of change but its a good one, yalla new life in head of you and you will love it! w me mom dad brothers cousins friends, always gonna be on your side tra we are still going to be there!
ghezlan: ok im ready
athoub smiled to me, she was prouud of what i had to say...
we entered the alevator, and guess what? athoub was making photos for snapchat =))! hal bnya fathya jad magdar aw9ef shkthr! we laughed, made a funny face and she took the photo, save it, post it, and the alevator opened in time
ghezlan took a breath and stood infront of the big gates, 3adalna nafnufha we took a last look at her and she was p e r f e c t ..we steped aside so when the gates are open, all the spotlight we be on her..
*gates open*
الف الصلاة و السلام عليك يا حبيب الله محمد
the song started, my tears too, but i maneged to hold them, she went blind from the flashes, me and athoub was infront of her giving her reasuring smile while she was walking down the aisle ,we knew she was afraid, but its just one of a kind moment in life, i was so happy <3!
when she finally reached the *koshha* all my family w cousins w mom w her friends started dancing infront of her and clapping, took pictures and stuff
when it was time for the men to come, my heart was racing so fast
i remmeberd.. bader is going to be here
god, god, god, god...
i was standing down the stairs beside the kosha with my mother and athoub, alone. while abdula's mother and anwar (his sister) was standing in the same place but the opposite side..
* الف الصلاة و السلام عليك يا حبيب الله محمد*
the gate was open, my heart stopped by then...
i managed to sit my ayes on my hansome father, brother and the 39aba cousins<3! they looked hansomer than ever, i was so proud of them.. they was shy too, tough situation , all womens staring at them:::
i moved my ayes randomly while clapping, and it met bader...
i moved my ayes so fast.. i was afraid that anyone would notice my heart beating... it was that hard!
when they finally arrived to the kosha, abddulla climbed up the stairs and kissed ghezlan's forhead
my father and his father my brothers and cousins and his cousins started saying mbrok and stuff
i was really nervous, i mean please..being that close to him and acting like we are happy family is so hard, the heart carried so much pain and sarrow coldness and fear and acting like nothing is wrong is an impossible thing to do yet i had to do it...
after taking photos, my father danced with his princces it was epic...
*the day after at the airport*
-starbucks-
fahad:jawa g3day mne 3alla mayswun ahalna elcheck in, tben tshrben shay?
jawa: bnaaaaaaam
the rest of the 39aba joined us, they were talking and i was half sleep..
slaiman*mybro*: oh hatha fa9ul gam ydg, 3ad 7athe 7elw mthab6 wya ana bkun eb asbanya! eb tagzeerrrr
fahad: ohh fai9al qadem, salem 3laih..
after minutes..
slaiman: jawa t9dgen ygoul 3nda ekht kubrch mnnaak btyye wya! 3ad e7na mn awal nou9al mn bacher bchoufa, t3aly slmay g3dday m3a elbnt shwy b3dain rou7ay m3ahum
jawa: uf uf zain khlne anaam:'(
...
our parents joined us, w they kept talking about the trip and the things they want to do there, till it was the time for our flight...
we entered the plane and me and fahad as always, was almost racing for the window seat and i won::!
fahad: ana khlaitch tfuzen maly khlg 7anetch..
jawa: haha ee y9er khair'
fahad: g3day khl9ena 3a6lty elnass b6ouf..
we sat and we started talking about adventures we should do this time, w i was super excited for david concert, that i started telling him what i wanted to wear and he was like *ana shako*.. after that we slept
fahad: goumay goumay goumay goumay goumay g o u m a y
jawa: humm zaaaaaaain...
we got out of the plane, i went to the bathroom.. flait sha3re put some summer light make up on sprayed some perfume and spain? HERE I C O M E
we picked our bag aand rode the cars, since we are alot with the bags and stuff.. no car would fit us jad!
we cruised around those amazing streets, the sunshine on the beach... <3!
we were so tired so we went home, cleaned the house! unpacked, had a light dinner and slept..
i woke up, and i opened the balcony.. ahhh sea breeze<3
i went down to find my family having breakfast in the garden, salamt w ga3adt w swalf w loyaa..
jasssem * one of my cousins* : yala e7na bru7 elport ntmsha shwy, tyen jawa!
jawa: akeeeeed
slaiman: hew ams gaylch blm6ar btyen wyay, slmay 3ala elbnt b3dain rou7ay wyahm! fashla na6rtch
fahad: ee 9a7 may9er.. e7na nmrch 3gb
jawa: ufff uff zain..
i went upstairs chose a yellow summer dress, with colorful sandels, light make up.. 3adalt my waves and i went down stairs..
slaiman: yala mshaina?
jawa: yala..
ba6alna elkashf akeed, shakira spanish songs blowing the speackers and we arived to marbella.. it was where we supposed to meat..
i was holding my phone and walking next to my brother while talking..
slaiman: kaffo fa9ol
...: ohhhh jawaaaa hiiii!!
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days were passing by.. we were so busy for ghezlans wedding, and after that we are going to travel since its summer...
i still didnt saw bader after the letter i got, but he has not fualt..he thought he will be make me happy and more comfortable,, little did he know right?
anyway, tommorow is ghezlan's wedding, she's so nervous and scared but that is normal..
*the day of the wedding*
we woke up around 8 am, athoub * her best friend* picked us up and we went to n-bar, to make our nails..
all the staff there were happy for ghezlan,
while making our nails we were talking, trying to make ghezlan less nervous and let her see the bright side..
ghezlan: abdulla khush wa7d w wayd 6ayb w rayal, bas ana mt9rg3a 3al fekra..new life? new level..change
athoub: change is good
ghezlan: I hate it
we kept talking and after doing our nails we headed to smash burger, since its in the deera...so its close to alraya -where the wedding will be-
we arrived at the hotel about 3 oclock and the hair and make up dressser were waiting,
I was the first one to go, then athoub then ghezlan...
I chose something simple that fits my age.. slick ponytail with wavy endings, for the make up? coats of mascara with matte red lipstick beside the basics.. wearing this..
athoub chose for the loose waves, that goes great with the smocky aye-shadow and nude lips with coats of mascara .. while wearing this..
and our special bride was undescribable, she looked simple yet elegent and beautiful♡
her hair:
wearing this dior dress, that my father bought for her as a wedding gift..♡
*phone rings*
me: hala
mama; yalla its time
me; ok yalla bye
...
me; ghezlan yalla lazm tnzlen..
ghezlan: mabe khala9 hawant
me: ghezlan tra its so normal to be afraid, it wouldnt be normal etha maknty khayfa! klman is afraid of change but its a good one, yalla new life in head of you and you will love it! w me mom dad brothers cousins friends, always gonna be on your side tra we are still going to be there!
ghezlan: ok im ready
athoub smiled to me, she was prouud of what i had to say...
we entered the alevator, and guess what? athoub was making photos for snapchat =))! hal bnya fathya jad magdar aw9ef shkthr! we laughed, made a funny face and she took the photo, save it, post it, and the alevator opened in time
ghezlan took a breath and stood infront of the big gates, 3adalna nafnufha we took a last look at her and she was p e r f e c t ..we steped aside so when the gates are open, all the spotlight we be on her..
*gates open*
الف الصلاة و السلام عليك يا حبيب الله محمد
the song started, my tears too, but i maneged to hold them, she went blind from the flashes, me and athoub was infront of her giving her reasuring smile while she was walking down the aisle ,we knew she was afraid, but its just one of a kind moment in life, i was so happy <3!
when she finally reached the *koshha* all my family w cousins w mom w her friends started dancing infront of her and clapping, took pictures and stuff
when it was time for the men to come, my heart was racing so fast
i remmeberd.. bader is going to be here
god, god, god, god...
i was standing down the stairs beside the kosha with my mother and athoub, alone. while abdula's mother and anwar (his sister) was standing in the same place but the opposite side..
* الف الصلاة و السلام عليك يا حبيب الله محمد*
the gate was open, my heart stopped by then...
i managed to sit my ayes on my hansome father, brother and the 39aba cousins<3! they looked hansomer than ever, i was so proud of them.. they was shy too, tough situation , all womens staring at them:::
i moved my ayes randomly while clapping, and it met bader...
i moved my ayes so fast.. i was afraid that anyone would notice my heart beating... it was that hard!
when they finally arrived to the kosha, abddulla climbed up the stairs and kissed ghezlan's forhead
my father and his father my brothers and cousins and his cousins started saying mbrok and stuff
i was really nervous, i mean please..being that close to him and acting like we are happy family is so hard, the heart carried so much pain and sarrow coldness and fear and acting like nothing is wrong is an impossible thing to do yet i had to do it...
after taking photos, my father danced with his princces it was epic...
*the day after at the airport*
-starbucks-
fahad:jawa g3day mne 3alla mayswun ahalna elcheck in, tben tshrben shay?
jawa: bnaaaaaaam
the rest of the 39aba joined us, they were talking and i was half sleep..
slaiman*mybro*: oh hatha fa9ul gam ydg, 3ad 7athe 7elw mthab6 wya ana bkun eb asbanya! eb tagzeerrrr
fahad: ohh fai9al qadem, salem 3laih..
after minutes..
slaiman: jawa t9dgen ygoul 3nda ekht kubrch mnnaak btyye wya! 3ad e7na mn awal nou9al mn bacher bchoufa, t3aly slmay g3dday m3a elbnt shwy b3dain rou7ay m3ahum
jawa: uf uf zain khlne anaam:'(
...
our parents joined us, w they kept talking about the trip and the things they want to do there, till it was the time for our flight...
we entered the plane and me and fahad as always, was almost racing for the window seat and i won::!
fahad: ana khlaitch tfuzen maly khlg 7anetch..
jawa: haha ee y9er khair'
fahad: g3day khl9ena 3a6lty elnass b6ouf..
we sat and we started talking about adventures we should do this time, w i was super excited for david concert, that i started telling him what i wanted to wear and he was like *ana shako*.. after that we slept
fahad: goumay goumay goumay goumay goumay g o u m a y
jawa: humm zaaaaaaain...
we got out of the plane, i went to the bathroom.. flait sha3re put some summer light make up on sprayed some perfume and spain? HERE I C O M E
we picked our bag aand rode the cars, since we are alot with the bags and stuff.. no car would fit us jad!
we cruised around those amazing streets, the sunshine on the beach... <3!
we were so tired so we went home, cleaned the house! unpacked, had a light dinner and slept..
i woke up, and i opened the balcony.. ahhh sea breeze<3
i went down to find my family having breakfast in the garden, salamt w ga3adt w swalf w loyaa..
jasssem * one of my cousins* : yala e7na bru7 elport ntmsha shwy, tyen jawa!
jawa: akeeeeed
slaiman: hew ams gaylch blm6ar btyen wyay, slmay 3ala elbnt b3dain rou7ay wyahm! fashla na6rtch
fahad: ee 9a7 may9er.. e7na nmrch 3gb
jawa: ufff uff zain..
i went upstairs chose a yellow summer dress, with colorful sandels, light make up.. 3adalt my waves and i went down stairs..
slaiman: yala mshaina?
jawa: yala..
ba6alna elkashf akeed, shakira spanish songs blowing the speackers and we arived to marbella.. it was where we supposed to meat..
i was holding my phone and walking next to my brother while talking..
slaiman: kaffo fa9ol
...: ohhhh jawaaaa hiiii!!
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Tuesday, December 10, 2013
CHAPTER36
Hey guys,sorry for being late jad I had alot of issues to deal with! Anyway enjoy the post and u love you♡
this post dedicated to all the ones who waited so long for the chapter
and special dedication goes for my beauty♡ @mkal7x
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all of the people was freaked out and was staring, dalia en9fag wayha!
Then suddenly khaled started beating a guy from the same table so hard that all of his face veins were out!
I dont know how but the place was crowded with people and there undeniable curiosity !
We got from the table fast and we kept hearing khaled voice! Shouting!
We was about to walk when one of my cousins, in the same table that khaled was setting in..
7amanie approached us: jawa, khaled ygoul bsr3a rdaw your room!, ana aw9lkm!
Dalia: sh9ayr? Shnu 9ayr! I could.. actually everybody could see those worried ayes..they were enough prove..of her love toward khaled
7amanie: wa7d kan bl6awla, mu khush wa7d yngal 3anna le3eb..g3d yt7cha 3nkm maydre ankm t9erulna fa khaled gam 3laih
Dalia nazlt ras'ha, I laughed w awrad chnha mzhrya l2na these are my mother side cousins fa matdre shsalfa::
7amanie walked us to the room, we thanked him, we were deadly tired so we went to sleep, I didnt actually. .
All day I could forget what happened earlier for seconds, but now being alone in the dark! I cant stop remembering, breaking, thinking
And the most hurtful thing is that I had His heart, but I lost it..
A tear fell from my aye as I fail, fail from getting him out from my mind! And heart..
I woke up that day, I found awrad staring at me..
Jawa: mmm shfech?
Awrad: gulay sh9ayr?
Jawa: ahh shnu ma 9ar?
Awrad: bader?
Jawa: fe ghaira?
Awrad t7chay...
Jawa: tathkren lma gtlch bnru7 baithum ana w ghezlan? W mswenle Amazing night! At last they gave me gifts, klman 36ane even bader!yes bader 36ane beautiful tifanny lock and a letter!
I kept quiet then I got the letter that I hid under my pellow, yes i take it everywhere I hand it to awrad.
When she first started reading, a smile hung up on her face!.. but that didn't last long!
She was in a shock and I can see that she is avoiding removing her ayes from the paper so they wouldn't meet mine..
Slowly She came and sat next to me..
Awrad: don't worry I will be on ur side and I will be the shoulder that you cry on w I will not tell u it's okay w nothing happened I will not lie, for my self im Shocked .. so what about u? But don't worry life will move on..
I couldn't hold my tears, she side hugged me and I slept in her arms, and the words *move on* kept revolving in my mind.....
We spent those three days amazingly..
I entered our house with my tired face and holding my bag..
I haven't found anyone, I remembered that ghezlan's wedding is after 3 weeks and she need to get everything ready...
I went to the bathroom took a relaxing bath and after that I prayed and and slept..
I woke up the next morning at 7 o'clock because I slept early! Everyone was Sleeping so I went took a refreshing bath and wore my jogging clothes and went out, I switched on my music and I started running! Letting all the energy out!
I went back home! I found my father up! Slmt 3laihh..
Dad: jawa 7bebty sway jan6tch 7g elsufar! 3rs ekhtch enshala ma bugala shay!
Jawa: enshala!
I went up stairs and took a shower, I got out my bag and called the maid 3shan tnathefhaa! I played my music and I started picking what I want to take..after 2 hours I chatted with fahad my cousin, he told me that there is a really big dust storm coming! I checked the window and the sky was orange! Wow, weather elkuwait? Maytha7ek.
I called mom to check on her and ghezlan because they were out shopping and stuff!
I called my mother..
Mom: hala jawa
Jawa: yuma yala rdaw! The sky is orange w btyye dust storm!
mom: jawa ana t7t bl9ala, ekhtch ely 6al3a w lat7aten!
I hung up the phone and directly called ghezlan..
Jawa: ha dude wainch?
Ghezlan: kane on the forth ring road!
Jawa: dshaity elsurra? Ghezlan: not yet!
Jawa: eljaw ykhr3 derbalch w yebay mac please :D
ghezlan: zain bye!
After that, I called sara my friend and we was talking about this summer, and the best way to spend it!
*2 hours passed by*
Jawa: yumma ghezlan t2khrt!
Mom: ee dgay 3laiha
I called her and her phone was switched off, the weather was getting worser and my mind started making the worst scenario of how this day will continue... Jawa: yumma mughlagh tlfonha! Yma khnru7 mac please ndwrha mnak!
Mom: Bsr3a bdlay!
I took a hoodie and a crocs and went down stairs..
Khaled: ana ana arou7 g3daw!
Both me and my mother ignored him and went out!
My mom started the ingine and fear was concurring our hearts..
We drove to mac in this bad weather! We found no one..
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all of the people was freaked out and was staring, dalia en9fag wayha!
Then suddenly khaled started beating a guy from the same table so hard that all of his face veins were out!
I dont know how but the place was crowded with people and there undeniable curiosity !
We got from the table fast and we kept hearing khaled voice! Shouting!
We was about to walk when one of my cousins, in the same table that khaled was setting in..
7amanie approached us: jawa, khaled ygoul bsr3a rdaw your room!, ana aw9lkm!
Dalia: sh9ayr? Shnu 9ayr! I could.. actually everybody could see those worried ayes..they were enough prove..of her love toward khaled
7amanie: wa7d kan bl6awla, mu khush wa7d yngal 3anna le3eb..g3d yt7cha 3nkm maydre ankm t9erulna fa khaled gam 3laih
Dalia nazlt ras'ha, I laughed w awrad chnha mzhrya l2na these are my mother side cousins fa matdre shsalfa::
7amanie walked us to the room, we thanked him, we were deadly tired so we went to sleep, I didnt actually. .
All day I could forget what happened earlier for seconds, but now being alone in the dark! I cant stop remembering, breaking, thinking
And the most hurtful thing is that I had His heart, but I lost it..
A tear fell from my aye as I fail, fail from getting him out from my mind! And heart..
I woke up that day, I found awrad staring at me..
Jawa: mmm shfech?
Awrad: gulay sh9ayr?
Jawa: ahh shnu ma 9ar?
Awrad: bader?
Jawa: fe ghaira?
Awrad t7chay...
Jawa: tathkren lma gtlch bnru7 baithum ana w ghezlan? W mswenle Amazing night! At last they gave me gifts, klman 36ane even bader!yes bader 36ane beautiful tifanny lock and a letter!
I kept quiet then I got the letter that I hid under my pellow, yes i take it everywhere I hand it to awrad.
When she first started reading, a smile hung up on her face!.. but that didn't last long!
She was in a shock and I can see that she is avoiding removing her ayes from the paper so they wouldn't meet mine..
Slowly She came and sat next to me..
Awrad: don't worry I will be on ur side and I will be the shoulder that you cry on w I will not tell u it's okay w nothing happened I will not lie, for my self im Shocked .. so what about u? But don't worry life will move on..
I couldn't hold my tears, she side hugged me and I slept in her arms, and the words *move on* kept revolving in my mind.....
We spent those three days amazingly..
I entered our house with my tired face and holding my bag..
I haven't found anyone, I remembered that ghezlan's wedding is after 3 weeks and she need to get everything ready...
I went to the bathroom took a relaxing bath and after that I prayed and and slept..
I woke up the next morning at 7 o'clock because I slept early! Everyone was Sleeping so I went took a refreshing bath and wore my jogging clothes and went out, I switched on my music and I started running! Letting all the energy out!
I went back home! I found my father up! Slmt 3laihh..
Dad: jawa 7bebty sway jan6tch 7g elsufar! 3rs ekhtch enshala ma bugala shay!
Jawa: enshala!
I went up stairs and took a shower, I got out my bag and called the maid 3shan tnathefhaa! I played my music and I started picking what I want to take..after 2 hours I chatted with fahad my cousin, he told me that there is a really big dust storm coming! I checked the window and the sky was orange! Wow, weather elkuwait? Maytha7ek.
I called mom to check on her and ghezlan because they were out shopping and stuff!
I called my mother..
Mom: hala jawa
Jawa: yuma yala rdaw! The sky is orange w btyye dust storm!
mom: jawa ana t7t bl9ala, ekhtch ely 6al3a w lat7aten!
I hung up the phone and directly called ghezlan..
Jawa: ha dude wainch?
Ghezlan: kane on the forth ring road!
Jawa: dshaity elsurra? Ghezlan: not yet!
Jawa: eljaw ykhr3 derbalch w yebay mac please :D
ghezlan: zain bye!
After that, I called sara my friend and we was talking about this summer, and the best way to spend it!
*2 hours passed by*
Jawa: yumma ghezlan t2khrt!
Mom: ee dgay 3laiha
I called her and her phone was switched off, the weather was getting worser and my mind started making the worst scenario of how this day will continue... Jawa: yumma mughlagh tlfonha! Yma khnru7 mac please ndwrha mnak!
Mom: Bsr3a bdlay!
I took a hoodie and a crocs and went down stairs..
Khaled: ana ana arou7 g3daw!
Both me and my mother ignored him and went out!
My mom started the ingine and fear was concurring our hearts..
We drove to mac in this bad weather! We found no one..
Us! Thats when I knew that there is something happened to ghezlan!
Jawa: l7gay eles3af yuma!
Mom: bsmlah!
We followed the car and it was heading back to mac way! Our hearts was pounding..
We was passing mac and still following the ambulance!
Thats when!
Jawa: YUMA SHUFAY ELMERCEDES 3ND MAC DRIVE THRU!..
my mom drove fast to the u turn and went straight to mac!
We stopped the car in middle the street! And we checked! And it was ghezlan!!!!!!
Tears was falling, happy tears! I got out of the car and went to hug her!
She was ordering in her car and when she saw me, tn7t! W th7kt=))
My mom went back home and I entered ghezlan's car!
I was crying and hugging her and she was laughing..
Ghezlan: kla mnch khletne a6lb ghala6=))
I told her what happened and she didn't stopped laughing:: We went home with our meals and enjoyed the night...
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