CHAPTER20

bader: alsaalaam 3laikuumm

I was more than shocked, a7s ybyn mn my top ena glbi gam y6g 7aill!!9ar fene yaann hatha? Chan astw3b ena ehwa tqreban y9erle.
3shan che ya salam!!, well I know eena 3shan ychouf mnu elyy ana wagfa wyaaa! Walla mn his shity stared ay care ay ba6ekh,


w I will not explain elii 9ar blhospital ohwa ma sma3.. its his problem, his not my brother after all:) w guess what? Etha mara thanya ya saalam ra7 agoul 7g 3abdulla l2na klsh mala da3e. Okay gam abalgh bas ena I don't have anything to do with him!! Ghairr ena his the brother of my sister husband!


Jawa: 3laikum salam!, hamad hatha okhoo zouj ghezlaan! Bader.

Bader: haaala okhouy, tshrfna!

Hamad: eb m3rftk, kaif el7al?

Bader: mashe walla, yala ana ast'2then bas 7bait aslm!

Hamad: matg9er, ma3a salama!

And he left.. Wait! I think my heart left with him! Acting like I hardly know him, while the minute can't pass by without thinking of him? Is really hard!


Hamad: shakla khush wa7d, bas shako eyy yslm:::

Jawa: hehe eee walla shako::

Awrad yat w g3dna nt7rsh feha, len mayaww mesharri w fara7!b-f called us w r7na eltable.

6lbna soulfnaa tha7kna, 9wrna akeed::::! Lain mayaat the cake! mfaj2en fara7. Kamalat 22, 6ab3an e7na khefat eldam thab7tnaa katben happy 30's birthday =))...

Fara7: abaayy ma9aadg 7adkum ekyoutt :'(! A7bkuumm jaadd, waaitt shnu hathaaaa!!!
Shnu 30 heeywwww

Meshari: shtben ba3ad 9ghrnach=))

Fara7: meshari chubbb:)

Hamad: 7elwa mnk meshari=))

Awrad: kaaaaaak:::

Jawa: ma3laichh shaklch a9ghar, shaklch 26=))

Fara7: gam tbchune?:')!

And the teasing continues...we gave her the gifts! We paid b3den r7na elfilm!

6ab3an ana w awrad hdaaina elfilm g3dnaa w n7thf popcorn 3ala elnass!

#ebdaaa3.

6b3an 6l3t lq6a tkhrr333333, 9rkhna 9arkha ely 7saina khla9 game over ka yayelnaa eb y6rduna=)), bas ma7d 36ana wayh:::

Khala9 elfilm w 6l3na w mshaina le elsyaaraa w gam y36una m7athra ena shhal 9rakh w fe a7d y7thf popcorn::::


THE BEST PART COME bl6al3a:::


9ar 3ndna tradition n76 harlem shake w e7na radenn w n9rkh wallaa a7s elsyara trg9 mn baaraa::::, w9lunee elbait! I thanked them waydd, w dshait elbaait! Slmt 3allaa omi w obouy. Soulftt gtlhum shswainaa, gtlhum bader ya salam,

Dad: ay bader?

Jawa: okhooo 3abdulla

Mom&dad: ahh ya 7laila walla


I always tell my parent every detail, mu 3an shay bas a7b ena lma ykounon proud of me! Ykunun y3rfun klshay!mu y3rfun swalfe w ashya2 3ane ashya2!

w r7t darii I laid on my bed w sh7nt telfone, as always kla 6affe!

I took a long freezing shower and I went to bed! I picked my phone and unlocked it!

I checked dm mn barra! Mn el notification y3ne ma dshait accountii...

I read the name and froze!

THE_BADER_: ....

But how? My heart kept banginggg like crazy! My hands kept shaking!!

Ohh ok stw3bt, so its not for me, its for my bestfriend... , you didn't get it right? Well you see...


I have a great bestfriend, her name is sara,
I know her since grade4! I love her wayd, w ma tklmt 3andy previously blstory because blvocation we don't hang out that much! She have second cousins she spend most of her time with them just like me:p, bas wayd nsoulf whatsaap w I call her w she know everything about me and understand me as well..



So ana dasha account'ha w ehya dasha accounty:p.. So lma you9al elshay w ashoufa mn barra bas ybyn elmessege maybyn 7g which account.

My heart beats went back normal again, I let out a sigh of relief! Jad t9rg3t! Khft mswya follow blghaala6 aw shay!, I played my music and I locked my phone not bothering to read the messege, it was about some question in ask etc... Something not really important..

I slept with the headphones still sceaming into my ears...


I woke up and its time for the stupid school!
It was 7:25 and I still didn't feel like waking up! Suddenly! An idea popped in my mind!

Ngzt mn elfrash w r7t 9oub eldresha, since ena dreshte eb wajhat elbait so elshams tkun qawya 3ala my window! L9gt wayhe 3alaa eldreshha 3shan a9er 7arra:'(, y3ne maretha w 7rakat che:: fhmtaw?::

Shakle kan yth7k shloun la9ga khdude:'( faj2a omi tdsh....

Mom: jawa yala gom......haw shgam tswen?0.0

Jawa: gam aswe nafse maretha:'(

Mom: goumay goumay bdlay wayd t2khrty::
3laich 7rkat :::

Jawa: WAAY if ok:(!

I went to the bathroom, did my business w I changed! Since ena tsb7t ams so sha3re 9ayr curly yshwg, so mala da3e aswe fe shay bas 3adltaa shwy!

I went down staires while wondering wain 7a6a jaan6te elmadrssa...

I kissed my mom forhead w 36tne floss.

Jawa: yumma bmr mac bs3ra walla

Mom: jawa chayfa elsa3a cham?

Jawah: yuma already t2khrt w bkhlune bl6abur 3al aqal akel w ana wagfa:')::

Mom: way way ok, jan6tch elmadrsa ya 7the blsyara mn elkhmess

Jawa: ee mako wajbat!

Mom: rou7ay rou7ay la t2khren zyada!

Jawa: byeeee

Mom: bye alah y7fthch


I went to mac, 6lbt w r7t elmadrsa! Bas w9lt walla estqbal malaki 3nd elbab:)...

Elnathra: JAWA rb6aaayyy sha3rrch wain yaya 7afla?

Bslmah khal adsh bab elmdrsa(:!!

Jawa: shab9te eng63t blsyara

Elnathra: rou7ay ekhthay mn mnak yala jdamy!

Jawa: kaa lgait lgait 3nde!

Elnathra: 3adlay 7rkatch jawa!

Mshait w 7rgt'ha.. Shgoulha ba3ad? Sjlt esmee 3nd elmt2khrat w klait while walking to the class!


Mrait yam 9aff sara w swait 7rkat 3abe6a:'(, walla astw3b ena 3ndhum mwajeh 7ather el7e99a...


Dshait el9aff wallaa...

Elbanat y9arkhun ena n9hum yth7kun w na9hum madre shsalfa shfehm hathel:/!!

Muthawwee: jaawaaa yaatt yala 36ouna kl el7alaw

Jawa: shsalfa?::

Maryam: haala bl7uubbb!, knaa mtrahnen 3ala 7alaw ena etha btgheben wala tyenn. W fzna:::

Jawa: ahaa:::


G3dna n9arkh w nghnee len yat abltnaa w el7e99a couldn't pass by any slower:) y3ne math akeed

The bell rang......

CHAPTER19

BADER.

bsrr3a wkhrt 3youni w lfait 3ala awrad, as if i don't care bas kant wayhe em39b 3ala awrad, i think he expected to see me! sm3taw shloun 7athrt'ha awrad  kant t9arkh w ehya tklmne?(:


aha(: so 3shan che awrad kant m3tfsa w twtrt! kant tbena nchouf ba3ath:) she's acting miss cupid:) matdre elii 9ar w asasn ma7b che! it feel cheap,,its not me!don't ask shnu elyy mu ana bas i mabe ashoufa khala9. 36ait awrad nathra ely awrech blbait khthait 5 kd from my bag w 76ait'ha 3alla elbooth table without looking at him, w mshait w ana shwy w athba7 awrad.




jad why? why all that happened to me? i was happy, simple! what is wrong living this way! why i couldn't continue leaving like this? ugh ugh.

tlaiit awrad & i started walking fast! i didn't know where to go, i was just walking w awrad kant sakta l2ni tadre law t7chat chan thb7t'haa. anyway...

already 9art 10! she called her driver, w rdaina elbait  the hall way i was quiet! w9lna baithum slmt 3alla omha w 93dna foug! ra7t el7mam b3dha radat with a smile

jawa; shfech *still m39ba, mu mn awrad bas ena bas m39ba*

awrad; twa klmt omch w 7nait 3shan tkhlech tnamen w rthat! adre anch m93ba w malch khlg trden elbait so glt tg3den mne!

i grinned the biggest grin ever! walla jad she made my day

jawa: abaayy a7bch!!

awrad: ugh adre

jawa: ham mu kaffoo=))

\we spent the night talking, but we didn't bring BADER'S name! i'm not nitm to talk about him!

we woke up, i was hungry i suggested ena nrou77 the breakfast club

khthait legging mn awrad w loose white top and a black scarf that got flowers and skulls, i tied my hair in a ponytail, awrad wore a sundress and let her hair down! we are ready to go!


r7na mnak! kan shwy z7ma! g3dna w soulfna w klaina, actually i had fun! tmshaina w b3den rj3na elbait. om w obou awrad safraw el9ub7 ra7w dubai for 2 days! kan elbait fathee! faj2a gmna n6al3 ba3ath w nth7ak ena 3rfna shnu n7b nswe lma nkun brou7na!! r7t dar okhouha ayeeb khuthat saikal w ra7at darha tshghel elstereo, lbsna ashya2 tth7k ena khljnaa!, w 76aainaaaa...

                   THE HARLEM SHAKE!!!

3laina el9out 7da w swena video record w 76aina elights ely tshb w t6fee w g3dna narg9 w ngaz w nynnnn walla jad kla nswe che lma nkun brou7na!!w n9arkh w nrg9 w n6g rasna bl6oufaa *l7d ys2all*::: faj2a tb6l elbab it was...



'
BADER.

la atghshmar atghshmar=)), ath7ak ma3akum:: anyway it was awrad's brother 7amad!

hamad: jawa shfech 3ala khuth'te kel mayetyy ktheteha::

jawa: el7mdlah zain ent shlounk

hamad:chub chub=)), awrad w jawa tra elyoum ana w fara7 w mshari *ekhtha w ekhouha* eb n6la3 so zhbaw che 3alla el9, 7zjna film ykhr3.

w 6l3 7ta gbl la ysma3 shnu engoul:):::, ee w did i mention ena awrad t9erle so 3shan che ana kla eb baithum w m6y7a wyaa ahlhaa.


6b3an ba3adha tsd7naaa mn elta3ab w g3dna nl3ab fifa eb playstation malt okhouha!


l3bnaa w stansna it was 7:30! qrrna njhzz! i called my mother w gtlhaa w galt ena bdam wya ekhwanha w kht'ha ngdar nt2khar! i wore this:

 

 

 

and awrad wore this:

 

 

i waved my hair and she tied it up into slicked ponytail. and we was ready to go!


farah dar3maat...

farah: yalaaa na6renkum blsyaaraaa, laish che mhlgeen? *while laughing*

awrad: fara7 9arlna snaa nbdl akher shay halagaa??athb7ch???

farah: atghshmar shklch ekyout jawa=))

jawa:kaaakkk kafch!=))

9krna ellights w gflna bab elbait l2na mako a7d!, rkbna meshari's smoke silver G- CLASS!
shghlna fm w g3dna nghne w nsthbl w 7amad shwy mnshol shwy, kl maybe y36ss ylff 3laainnaa w y36s 3laina:"(, lawaa3 chabddnaaa! enfjrt elsyara mn el9rakh!


w9lna 360!

mesharii: hamad awrad jawa, rou7aw 7jzaw 6awla eb b+f ana w fara7 n6l3 tthaker elcinema w nyelkum!...

we parted away!

awrad: brou7 7mam, jawa tyen wyay?

jawa: la mabe! khl9ay ebsr3a w t33aly!

awrad: okay!

....


gam nmshe ana w 7amad w gam at76lm 3laih ehwa s3abeelaaa elly bsyarra:::!


w9lna b+f! w 7jzna w 36enahm raqam farah 3shan ydgun 3laina etha ya dorna! awal ma 6l3naa chan achouf....





BADER.




and this time? mn 9jii! w 7de m6nshtaa khywlee! 9j i love him wayd bas khaywle!,, he was shooting the dirtiest look ever! wait wait? laykun faham ghalaa6! its look like !!

wgfna ana w 7amad nafrenhum eyoun!,, when suddenly i heard a familiar voice behind me, it was.......

CHAPTER18

BADER:SHFEKK T9ARKHHH CHE?

ABDULLA: LA TST3B6 3LAY , CHFT WAYH JAWWA?MN BA3AD MA L7GT'HA BARA ELGHRFA WAYHA M3TFSS SHMSWEE SHGAAYLLL?? MATB6L 7RAKAATTKKK?

*NO SIGN FOR BADER'S VOICE*

ABDULLA: TRAA BT'THY3NEE ENT! HATHELA BANAT 3AWAYEL MMA3NNDHUM KHRABE6KK BAS KHALA999 YAKHE E7TRM NAFSK!!

BADER: BAS ANA *ABDULLA INTERRUPT*

ABDULLA: MABE ASMA33 SHTGOUL ELMUHM WAKHER 3ANHA!

I heard bader's footsteps sound fade away..that was a shock?  how did  abdulla notice? he is a very caring person , alah yhanne ghezlan feh!

i wanted to hear what bader wanted to say... what he might say? mala shghel fene? gam yl3ab 3alay w yswe nafsa y7bne? y7bne? I wish:( but i don't think so...i think he is player,,, yesyes!

but he is caring.... whatever! even if he does love me i can't do nothing about it ,but i know he doesn't!


sloom's voice interrupted my thoughts...


sloom: jawa shfech ga3da 3nd elbab?

jawa: haa?la bas gam a9kra w agfla bas mayngfl hehehe

sloom; jawwwa t3aly shwy abe aklmch

*my beats accelerated 7AIIILLLLL*
\
jawa: halla?

sloom: jawa shfech ma7sch 3alla ba3thch?

jawa: hmm la shako bas enaa wayd a7atek w chee

sloom: akeed? kane jdamch mafene shay!

jawa:eeh 7mdlah ,adre bas ham akhaff y3ne jad ely 9ar mu shwyaa

*i hate lying i hate it i hate it, i really was also worrying about sloom and he is all better! but the main control on my mind is bader issues!..*

sloom: el7mdlaah,,yala thlfay elbait bnam anaa=))

jawa: ok 7yak maswait shay bas ga3da 3ndk youm kamel bye:)!

sloom: byee bsboosaaa

jawa:bye:::


i left his room and walked through the empty hallways ,thinking of bader! 6la3t walla ma lgait elsayg! dgait 3laih

jawa: shibo waink?

shibo: mama ana chouf enti ana al7ien yje khal mukn mal entaa*


i entered the car and went home! all the way, i was thinking but i wasn't in reality i was day dreaming...i made sensories in my mind i felt pathetic,, i snapped out of it when i reached home!

slmt 3alla omi w obouy s2lune shloun okhouy soulft shwy w 93dt anam,, i was exhusted, but only if i could sleep! and i knew that i couldn't

i kept thinking...today was really painfull! i thought seeing bader would bring happy butterflies but i was sooooo wrong! what was bader going to say? i slept with my thoughts filling the room, i am tired of sleeping after tears i miss my big smile and long real laughs i really want them back!!

 

"CON LOS TERRORISTAS"

 

my phone started ringing, waking me up! it must be awrad(: m7d yg3dne mn elnoum ghairhaaa! and i was right


jawa: laish ma7ad yg3dne mn elnoum ghairch, ay a7ad yg3dne law kfc ana rathya bas LAAISH ENTYY

awrad: 7a9lch 3add, 9outch narrr!=)) enzain sm3ay! elyoum akoo expo eb arth elm3arth! ismaa kootna expo. ygoulon 7elw w ymd7unna khanrou7?

jawa: ee mzman mu ray7a expo w wayd rfejaty nazlen, khal nt6mash!

awrad: klmay omch w rday 3alay wassap

jawa: ok bye!


i felt energy roaming inside me! i went the bathroom , did my business and filled my tub with cold water! i prayed 3alla mayntrss!

i plunged in the cold water playing my favourite album NOTHING NUT THE BEAT -DAVID GUETTA  and put my red beats!

i seriously was thinking of nothing except david guetta blasting songs in my ears! i love thaaattt feeling<3!

anyway khl9t my bath. w nzlt t7t slmt 3alaa omi w obouy!!


jawa: halla bliiee t7baaa kl asbaaabiii:'(:::

dad: jawwa 7ta khdamt jerannaa 3rft anch gam tm9l7inn alah yhadaachh

mom: *laughing* 9a7 elnoum!

jawa: afaaaaaa2222=)), 9a7 eb dench maami:$

mom: mami? walla anch m9l7aa:::

jawa: khala9 zain m9l7a sm3aw, 3ade ana w awrad nrou7 ma3rath arth elm3arth! nt6amash ham wayd rfejaty nazlen boothat PLEASE:(

mom: w okhouch? thdena w trou7in m3rath? may9er jawa

dad: la maykhalef khleha, ams 6oul elyoum kant 3ndahh youm magdrna nrou7!

mom:zain khala9!

jawa:AA7BKUUMMM *while running up the stairs to tell awrad and get ready*

i waved my hair and wore this:

i called our driver 3shan yg6ne 3nd awrad, nzlt t7t 7g omi w obouy 3shan akhth fluss

jawa: shukraaaan byeee
dad&mom: ma3asalama alah y7afthch

rkbt elsyaraaa..

jawa: shibo 99.7
shibo: ok mama


i arrived at awrad's, 6l3tle w we hit the road to the expo!

w9lnaa 6;30 makan wayd z7ma tmshena slmt 3ala rfejaty sa3dnahumm w b3na wyahum! ga3dna nmtshaa ana w awrad w 9ar shwy az7amm!

awrad faj2a wayha gam yglb alwann, rtkbtt madre shfeha! t6al3ne w tth7ak madre shalftha

awrad: jawa abii redbull khanrou7 hal booth

jawa: okay, enty rou7ay brou7 7mamm

awrad: LAA, wyaa ba3ath!

jawa: haw shfech twch ray7a, ana shwy w yaytlch!

awrad: uhh okay

i went to the bathroom w gam afker ena haw shfeha awradd!!

i went to the bathroom w knt twne b6la3 chan tdg awrad

awrad: JAAWWAA TBEENN SHAAYY TSHRBEENA *9outha shwy 3alee*

jawa: shfech t9arkhen ynety?

awrad:masamaa333 okayy ra7 a6lblchh rebull mthlee , byyeee jaaaaawaaa

(:?::?:?:?:?) wayhe kan che blthaaab666!!!

r7t lha elbooth i felt a7d gam ykhz mn elbooth, 7grt ma lfait y3ne aked 9bay mala da3e alf!

swaw eldrink w khl9aw abe akhth eldrinkk wallaa the seller y6la3....

CHAPTER17

ABDULLA.

i quickly stand up and tried to shake sloom's bed to wake him up while gesturing abdullaa. (zouj ekhty)

abdulla; alsaalam 3laikum
jawa: 3laikm elsalam hala abdulla shlounk, asfa 7sballe elakl klyoum eyoun 3ala hal 7aza;p
abdulla: LOL shd3wa t2sfen a9lan th7kt;p
jawa: hehe, 7yak estreee7
abdulla: la fashla ma nbe n2the slaiman bas yayen nt7md lah blsalama

wayhe 9ar *N2the*? ena ehwa w mnu? because he was alone , its look like fhm qa9de...

abdulla: ana w bader okhouy ;p

*bader came in holding a key and beautiful flowers*

bader: alsalam 3laikum
jawa: 3laikum elsalam
bader: abdulla hatha elward
abdulla:yalla jawa , el7mdlah 3alla salamta w hatha elward bmuunasbt salmta
jawa: mashkur matg9er

sloom ft7 3younna w stw3b:)::

slaiman: ohh hala blnseeb , 7yaak eg3ad eg3ad
abdulla: la walla ma nbe nthaygkk
slaiman: agoulk streee7:::


g3daw in a side of the bed and I'm in the other side w gamw ysoulfon 3an elmubarat w ashya2 w che w bader still mnfs(:! , faj3a telfone rann:) w 6ab3an telefone kan bl6awla ely bain bader w abdulla w elranna klsh ma tsa3d "harlem shake" gmt bsrr3a...

abdulla: bader 3a6 jawa telfonha
bader handed me the phone and accidentally he took a glance at the ID caller w chna mu 3ajba , law ma7ba chan dst eb ba6na. anyway i took the phone and went outside to answer the caller that i didn't check who it was...

jawa:aloo
fahad: halla jawjaw
jawa: khair(:
fahad: mu kafo a7d yslm 3laich , elmuhm bacher ur cousins 7athrthum mswen bbq eb baitna 3ala bu ena 7deqtna kbera so t3aly
jawa: zain la tbche
fahad, thelfay , w la tnsen tyeben rfejtch awrad , y3ne etha tbe she is welcomed
jawa: ahhh shaklkk 7baitha=))
fahad: shako shako? thelfay 
jawa: bye=))

i hope 9j may7bha l2na she already loves a stupid guy with her own problems and broken heart.


i went inside w gam ysoulfon w hatha mnfs(: i will kill him , laish 9ayr che.

anyway we talked about everything 3ad bltv 76aw mbart qwya w gam ysoulfon 3anha , both abdulla and bader was surprised ena a7b elkorra;p abdulla said something made me  blush :::

abdulla: oh bader yalla lgait a7d yl3ab wyaak 3shan tfknee

bader laughed and didn't even looked at me , that pissssssssed me.


awrad called me and i went out to answer her(: mayth7k shfehum 3lay elyoum:'(

awrad: jawa jawa jawa
jawa:  HA
awrad: way3a t7chay 3adel
jawa: ya rou7 rou77iiiii ya ba3de kleee
awrad: kaaaaaaaakkkkk::::

i was shocked i almost dropped the phone , he was standing infront of the door , he shot the dirtiest look ever....

bader: walla mu kafoo.

and then he walked through the hall way ... tears found it way down to my cheek... i never cried that fast but this time? its different! but the question is why did he acted that way why? why ? why? i think i get it...

maybe because he saw the ID caller when fahad (my cousin) called, fahad mara kan makhth telfonee w yst3b6 chan yghyer esma eb my phone w smaa nafsa" 7beebb galbii" maybe when i talked to awrad and said "ya rou7 rou7ii ya ba3d klii" faham ghala6? i don't know but all i know that i have to do something about it but i can't. 

i saw him walking toward the room again w kan m3a9b jad! bdun mafaker i ran toward him

jawa: BADER BADERRR

he looked at me , passed me and entered the room , that was not a shock , that was like knifes slicing my heart! i never tried to talked to him i never done anything to him , and  when i try to show him that he was wrong ena faham ghala6!, he ignores me. my phone rang... it was my brother sloom

sloom: ha jawa wainch shklch thy3ty =))
jawa:ee kane yaya
sloom: shfech 9outch mu 6be3e gam tbchenn?

oh my god my brother is talking in front abdulla and bader , talk about embarrassment(:!!

jawa: kaka kane dasha elghurfa byee

i dried my tears w bsrr3a dshait elghurfa, i found  abdulla staring at bader with angry features!

abdulla: yalla e7na nst2thenn
sloom: ma tg9run w y36ekm el3afya , ma3a elsalama.

they walked out

sloom: jawa 9kray elbab ez3aj barra.

gmtt b9ker elbab and i overheard aconversation  between bader and abdulla

abdulla: ENT MATST7II 3ALLA WAAYHKK?? ..........


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CHAPTER16

Bader: jawaa *mtn7*

Jawa: hala?? , mshkurr wayd!

Bader: uhh 3fwaan ma swait shay, athach? Swalch shay?

Jawa: laa ma swaa shay , yala lazm arou7 ana bye

Bader: take care.

I was about to walk when I heard ' take care' my heart stopped, I smiled to my self and I walked again.


I paid my stuff and left the market, I went inside the car and told the driver to go home. I kept thinking and thinking and thinking...it was a coincidence ? Or he read my tweet? But we don't follow each other any more , since I blocked him! Hmm it must be a coincidence....but deep down I wish it wasn't , and the way he stared at his hands when I touched it? Y3ne I didn't mean it bas knt khayfa y6gagegun!akh anyway it was a GREAT coincidence... Or not

I went home laid on my bed and checked twitter.. Specifically his twitter. Bader's twitter...and I got really mad I felt like screaming breaking my phone and killing that witch. Probably you are wondering(: some stupid girl was replaying his tweets with questions w tstkhf damha:) NARFZTNE shtbeenn he is mine!! *chill jawa* wait wait is that jealousy? Nono it must be...hmm... Yes its jealousy(:! God how much I hate loving him. I was SOSOSO mad. I tweeted ' nitm(:'
I put my face on my pillow and kept screaming way way jad tnrfz. And I slept.


Next day I woke up with a massive headache. I took some panadol pills and went to the bathroom , then I got ready 3shan arou7 7g my brother in the hospital. I wore sleeveless white dress, with Armani
Denim jacket and silver flats, tied my hair into a slicked ponytail and I was ready to go!

I tweeted to 'bucks jabirya' then I went to the car and headed to starbucks , kan fathe yshwg! I ordered my usual and I sat waiting my order. My eyes was glued to the screen when someone passed me ,he was so close and his silver scent perfume filled my nostrils with happiness<3 I love this perfume jad! I lifted my head to see ........


BADER:') yes yess my bader. He saw me but he act like he didn't, his expression was.. I don't know something like *m39b and z3lan*::: my heart beats accelerated! Why is he *m93b and z3lan* I wish I could ask him!
Maybe I was the reason? Maybe he just find out about 'the block thingy' anyway he ordered and waited in the far corner:) the farest place from me. I was in another world worrying about what was up with him , that I didn't noticed my drink was done! I took it and went to car ,,all the way to the car I felt someone gazing on me ,I hope it was him.
I went inside the car and the driver headed to the hospital.


I went there I walked to the room but I didn't feel it , all I was thinking about is why bader acted like this? Why did he shot dirty stares as if I murdered his only love in life:)!


I entered the room and I saw my brother laying in the bed watching TV.

Slaiman: haalaa jawjawww taw ma thlmt elghurfaa

Jawah: blshna?(: bsmlah elra7man elra7em khal ag3ad b3den ebda t6nz(:!

Slaiman: atghshmar atghshmar ... hala bl7ub

Jawa: hala wala:::

We kept talking laughing then we watched a match it was between new castle and Manchester city, 6ab3an man. City fazaw 3-1.

 I was having fun with my brother bas my heart wasn't smiling.. I mean how could I smile?how could I!! Jad I just want to know why! Is it me? If it was what did i do?

Anyway so ra7 3laina elwakt w e7na nchouf mubaryatt w nsoulf so 9ar el3a9er , its usually the time for lunch , they bring this all healthy food for patient! But sloum was sleeping so....

*knock knock*

Jawa: don't bring food , the patient is sleeping he doesn't want to eat.

Omg fashla. It wasn't the sister bringing the food, it was.........

CHAPTER15

Jawa.

My eyes was gleaming from happy tears..I smiled the biggest smile in the history of the biggest smile of smiles ever :):::

He opened his eye after an accident and surgery and a coma.. And the first word he uttered is my name? That is something worth remembering forever<3
everybody know's that I was always the first In my brother's list.

Jawa:ameerrr * I went closer to him*
sloom: mm bs knt bchouf wainch

HEEEEE ISSSS SO DAAAMNNNN CUTTTE!
If he wasn't my brother.. I would certainly marry him:')<3

He scanned his eyes on us..he saw mom and smiled wildly... Then the doctor came

He told us how lucky he is and he should only drink fluids..for the next 24 hours and ask him a few questions and he left.

We kept talking telling him how does he feel and my father asked 3an esm his friend ely kan ysoug.. My brother was alerted by my father's question...

Sloom: uhhmm laish?

Dad:shnu laish ,chft 7altk ely ent feha! Bqait trou7 mn chees ahlk! mn wlda hatha?

Sloom: yuba 9j ehwa ghala6 bas ana ryaal w ma aftha7 rb3e law shnu , mu yahal e7na.

Dad: adre fek rayal , bas y3ne lazm aklm obouh ana.. May9er nkhle blshware3 che yd3m khalg alah w ehwa mt63a6e.

Khaled: yuba la ma3laik ohma khathaw elqthya w galw bedakhluna jena2ya w nyaba w 7ala fa khala9 they will take care of him.

Dad: khala9 ok

Jawa: yala ya jema3a ana ast2then..brd 7de t3bana

Sloom: bacher t3aly embcherr 3shan ra7 akun wlhan 3laichh

Jawa: twaath3ee ya akhee thy3ta bas khala9:'(!

Dad:jawa elbab yusa3 Jamal twklay=))

Jawa:aafaaaaa:(

Khaled: enqashee3eee=))

Sloom: thqe6uha thqe6uha=)) chfty matlgen a7d mthlee=))

Jawa: kaaaaaak yalaa bye::


The driver was waiting me..I was really tired but I know I wasn't going to sleep, I mean how can I ?the thought of Bader never leave my mind, even though I blocked him! The situation only got worst, and the hardest part is he didn't even noticed ,I don't want him to talk to me or anything but he didn't noticed that I was gone.

So I was making my way out of the hospital it was really quiet.. I went inside the car and I call mom, she went home back earlier because she had a massive headache. Anyway... I told her that I was going to the jam3ya, I wanted some stuff.

I went to the jam3ya .. Actually I went to markaz sultan. So r7t el6abeq ely t7t w kan 7ail fathe, knt mt9rg3a 7ail! Suddenly I heard someone whistle , I suddenly turned around to find a guy flirting:), great that's what I need(:!..my palm was sweating my heart beats got really faster... I was repeating ' bismlah' 'bismlah' he was chasing me w klsa3 ygrb so bsr3a abi a93ad wala bldray y6la3 eb wayhe bader. Yes my bader. I was more than shocked!..but He wasn't Surprised at all, maybe because I mean nothing to him!

Bader:ahlan jawa shlounch?

Ok that wasn't coming. Shgoul shrd OMG I can't speak ,I can utter the word 'zaina' but I couldn't do it infront of him...I just kept looking him in a shocked Expression

Bader:mmmm khair fe shay? Shfek la7g elbnya? Twakal okhouy!

The guy: w eb 9ftk mnu tdafe3 3anha ana kaife malk shghel ent ely ts'haaal.

Bader:yal 6ayb tra ana wld 3amha, gam a7achek bl6eba gtlk ethlf la eyelk shay mu zain

The guy: khayf mnk? La tswele feha grandizer w many mwkher!

Bader:MA TST777I 33333ALA WAYHK ENT? *shouting*

Bader kan b6g el9bay bsr3a mskt eda l2na adre etha 9ar 6ag magdar afachehum w manbe mashakel w mkhafer!

The guy left almost running bas kan gam ysb eb 9out 3alle.. Bader marad 3laih he was shocked, he was looking at my hand w ana maknt mstw3ba ena bas khayfa.... Bader said after ma tana7 for a minute maybe?:::

Bader.:.........

CHAPTER14

Okhouch w rab3a mt3a6en w mswen 7adth.

that was not coming!... i felt numb i couldn't even cry! my brother? MINE? he wouldn't do such thing! is he alright? is he going to live?or die! NONO..there wasn't even thoughts in my mind...i just stared at them emotionless! my face went pale! after minutes finally i came out with a word..

jawa:shdrakum?

khaled: twa eladela eljena2ya dagaw

so its a certain.. I fell on the ground crying! My dad came to me and carried me and lay me on the coach on his thigh and kept tapping on my back to calm me down

Dad:hathe mshakel el7yat t9er ma3a elshbab w klman yghl6 w enshala okhouch ygoum blsaalamaaa w tn7l elqthya!la tbchen jawa yala lazm nrou7la elmustshfaa ..I calmed down little bit..

Jawa: ngdar nchouffaa???

Dad: ee 7bebty yala bdlay 

I went to my room I changes into leggings an american eagle hoodie on top of my white tank top I already wearing.. I tied my hair in a messy ponytail. I went down stairs...

Kanaw na6rene blsyara we went to the hospital my mom kant td3e 6ol el6rej w khaled y7awl yhdehaa.. I went to the hospital w s2lna wain el3nya w r7na..bas kan fe ryaal mghter w mask awrag ...

*he was talking to my father*

The man: enta waled slaiman elx 

Dad: ee na3am , mn 7athrtk?

The man: ana mn eladelya eljna2ya w 3nde akhbar w tfa9el 7g el7adetha hathe

The sat on the chairs and the man started looking in his papers...

The man: 6ab3an wldk kan ga3ed 

blpassenger seat w ma3rof hatha akthar mkaan kha6er blsyara w y2de 7g e9abat qwyaa w fe 7alat elmoutt

Dad: la 7awla wala qwta ela blaah

the man: bas wldk m7thouth..6ab3an bajji elashkha9 ely kanw blsyara 9art fehm shlkhat b9e6a fgdrna nstjwbhum w nf79hum w kann ely ysoug ehwa elwa7ed ely mt3a6e w hatha t7awl ela elnyaba... W wldk f79naa mafe ay mada mamnou3a.

My dad face lit up! 

Dad: alah ybshrk blkhairr matg9er

The man: w blnesba 7g 7alta el97ya.. 6ab3an bl7adth dash ely kan ysoug eb shaba.. Lakn eb sur3at 120 f9art heltharba qawya fa 6ag rassa! bas el6aga yat 3nd man6aqat elanfff,enksar 6ab3an w 9ar nzeef bas kharji!fa faqad wa3ya lakn 7alta wayd zaina w be6al3una ba3ad sa3tain

Obouy sejad sajdat shukur! Ma aluma! Kan mtwaq3 wlda ya mayt aw sjn! My tears fell but they were happy tears... shkrt rabbe w omi 6ab3an 3younhaa naahar elneel =)) khaled was happy SO happy..

So we waited those 2 hours and it felt like years.. We finally saw the doors open.. And 2 nurces pushing the bed.. The bed that my brother was sleeping on!

They pushed him to his room, my father swaa elawrag w klshay! So we followed the nurces w 76ouh blroom.. we stayed around him for maybe 3 hours?We was quiet We was praying for him! ...ghezlan finally came! kan 3ndha emt7an!ma gelnalha ela lma khl9t..3shan ma twtar w aked mara7 tgdar t7l !!

He finally opened his eyes.. My mother eyes teared again we all gathered around him he kept quiet for minutes then he spoke. His first word was......