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I couldnt hold my self any longer, tears started streaming down on my face, but I held my self. He changed alot.. thats not my bader!
beside the tears that already fell, I didnt want to look any weaker in front of him so I stood up and left with big steps, but deeeeeeep inside, there was some hope, a hope of him following me, stoping me from leaving and apologizing, before leaving the restaurant, i saw a figure behind me , trying to catch up with me, as it getting closer I realised that it was bader, although my heart relaxed seeing him still care, it even beat faster!! He is going to stop me now any second!!
....?
????!!
What the hell? He just passed me, YEAH He walked right beside me and passed me and left the restaurant.
I took backwards steps,very slow once due to the shocking attitude of bader's
my eyes kept searching for the toilet sign until I found it, and almost ran to it
I kept crying so hard that I was physically and mentally drained, I wanted to sleep and forget all what just happened.. even though nourra is 'sas elbala' but I expect everything from her, but shloun bader believed? how can he question my love and loyalty? mu bas 3shana! 3sha trbety w ahaly! ydre must7el t6la3 mny hal ghal6a!!
I dried my tears and put on a fake smile, and left the bathroom to the exit of the restaurant.
while heading to the car I was busy getting out my keys from that tiny bag, half way of walking I Lifted my head up realising something unusual
ouh my lord.
h-hhhh-him
its him, leaning on my car
bader: asef walla asef, adre ma astahel wa7da mthlech w ana swait wayd ghl6at eb 7yaty bs akbr ghal6a eny 9dgt elkalam elly sm3ta ma3ana klsh ma knt mqtne3 bs shgoulch ya jawa, mn elgheera w el7ub elzayd!
tears, HELL NO!! waterfalls are cascading down from my eyes but with a smile not a frown
jawa: bader enta kel ma ashoufk chena awal mra ashoufk jesmy kella yanfeth
his smiled stretched on his face and his eyes... stars? nop! something brighter but with love
jawa: haha madre shako bas 7sait bgoulk
bader: kelyoum la tadren w goulay okay?
I smiled while shyness covered my face, I realised that I need to leave or he will turn me into a super red tomato
I was approaching the driver door's as he was trying to block the way
jawa while hiding her smile: baaader bassss
bader: tst7en y3nee?
I ran to the other side, mastw3ab what was I trying to do
I entered the car mn el passenger seat w shega7t to the driver seat
I started making faces 7aggaa 'you weren't smart as I was'
he smiled and easily stretched his hand and opened the door
I was like SHLOUUUNN 6AAFATNEEE
bader: mswya feha 7arakaa y3ne
I made a puppy face 3shan akser kha6ra
bader: zain yuba hatha elbab w 9akarna
as he closed it, I rolled the window down
jawa: hehe yala bamshy, taby shay?
while looking deep in my eyes, and giving me that smile. yeah 'that smile' because I dont have the word to describe it nor the way it makes me feel
bader: salamtch bas.
jawa: haha enta ba3ad, yallaa byee
bader: ana ba3ad shnu?
I just smiled to him and left the parking lot
I saw him in the side mirror getting in his car, I think he is going to catch up with me l2na he was pretty close
its weird enna lma yeet I didnt notice his car, I must've been so nervous..
anyway, I plugged in the aux into my phone as I scrolled through my list
space bound by eminem.
we touch I feel the rush we clutch, it isn't much but its enough to make me wonder whats in store for us...
actually, I was driving slowly so bader can catch up with me..
so 6al3at mn llafat elma63am w I noticed his car just exiting the u-turn too..
I automatically smiled, 2 cars were between us
bas lma 6al3na mn 9oub elsalhiya area khafat elza7ma so he sped up and was right beside me, his
eyes were focused on me and he was totally ignoring the road, so I quickly picked my phone and called him
bader: hala eb hal 9out
jawa: lel7ien ma t7chait?=))
bader: 7afeth 9outch
I then remembered why I wanted to call him in the first place, his voice nasany kelshay!
jawa in a serious tone: bader shfeek shouf eldarb
bader: elshare3 fathy la t7aten
jawa: bader please chouf
I was looking at the road and I can feel his eyes on me
I was getting so nervous! if it would make ot easier to imagine, we were in 4th ring road
y3ne mala da3y ashra7 shloun za7ma, 7ta law shwya el6rej yamshy shwy b3den y9er za7ma 7ail kha9atn 3nd eljsour!
bader: shloun ashouf el6reej,w entay yamy? mynoun ana!
I wasnt happpyyy I wass worrieddddddd we were getting closer 7ag elza7ma, elshare3 kan wagf!
jawa: BAAAAAAAAAAADEEEEERRRRRR
6ou6 6ou6. ..
without thinking I opened the door and ran to his car or let say what left of his car
no tears fell till now, until I went to the passenger seat and saw his head resting on the wheels, I noticed some blood
tears started to fall, I ran back to the car to call the ambulance
cars are starting to stop and people started to circle around but everything was blurred, I couldnt care less about them
jawa: alo fe 7adth elda2ery elrab3 please bsr3aaa bmout
heavy tears are falling now!
211: haday ekhty wain blthab6?
jawa: jdam ma7a6at banzen 3dailyaa yalaaa elrayal gam ymouttttt
211: 7ather thwany w 3ndch ekhty, ma3asalama
I hung up and called ghezlan
jawa while crying: ghezlaannnnnn, bader da3amm
ghezlan: na3ammm wainnnn?
jawa: jdam ma7a6at elbanzeen, mallt 3dailya
ghezlan: dgaitty 3al es3aff?
jawa: ee-eee
ghezlan: jawa sm3ene, g3day blsyara! Calm down w ed3ay 7aga! Already elnas al7ien ytm3oun mala da3y wagfa bainhum brou7ch, w ma7ad ygdar ySwe shay, al7ien akalem 3abdlah w yayen bs gtlch g3day blsyara w ed3ay
Jawa: z-zain bye
I stayed in the car and I kept praying and my tears couldn't stop from falling down, I screamed so loud!!! It hurts it doess! I tried not to look but my eyes peek to that horrifying scene
I raised my hands and I kept pleading to god
Yarab tkhle bader y3esh
Yarab tgawma blsalama
yarabb yaaraabb
I heard the ambulance and I saw them running towards the two crashed cars
I saw them getting bader out and lying him on thaat board to transfer him to the ambulance, after checking on him
I ran to the paramedics
Jawa: law sama7at ra7 y3eshhh??? Please goul eee!
P guy: ela3mar eb eed alah bs...
what else the paramedic have to say? good or bad news? you will know that next week!
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