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(( ONE MORE THING
something I didnt mention before because i thought it wasnt important but after reaching this point in the story I realized ITS IMPORTANT!
SHNU HATHA ELSHAY ELEMPORTANT?
nourra asasn shloun 3raft bader? lgetta eb following okhouha w swatla follow, okhouha mu close bas yg3doun eb dwanya wa7da.
THATS ALL, ENJOY<3))
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I felt my cheek getting warmer, I was really flattered to find someone would do this much to get to me♡
Even though, I think its not the right way, he should asked or took my Permission at least ! I would agree because my dad said it now okay to know each other...
Should I answer normally? Or tell him that he took a wrong step?
Umm, I think I will show him that it wasnt okay, but will let it slip and wont make a big deal out of it
After deciding with what should I answer, I entered WhatsApp and..
Jawa: laish masa2ltne, ymkn mar'tha takhth raqmi?
Bader: zoujty w ma3endi raqmha? Wain 9art hathi bala?
His wife? Great how am I supposed to replay to that, he is romantic and funny!!
Every bit, the time is revealing more of his personality and Im starting to fall harder and deeper for him
Jawa: hehe taw elnass:p
*Bader's typing* in the same time *heart beats increasing*
Bader: shakla balech 6wel, ana ne6art wayd tra;p
I have waited too, for so long so long, I badly want to tell him every feeling every heartache I felt, every tear fell for him, I wanted so bad but I couldnt
Jawa: hehe;p
bader: jawa, 3younich lama a6ale3ha magdar ashel 3ainy 3anha
I quickly closed my phone, I was speechless, my smile was so big and bright, I was about to enter whatsapp again and answer but my fathers voice brought back to reality..
baba: yalla jawa 7bebty we9lnaa, nzlay
I got out of the car, took my bag and headed to my room quickly, changed to a flow comfortable short cotton dress, took of my accessories, wore my flip flops, and headed to the beach outside
I sat on the swing, I was excited to talk to bader and I already decided what to answer..
jawa: shukran, men thouqk
bader quickly answering: abe a3rf 3anch kelshay, soulfele;p
jawa: m3a el7achi ra7 t3rfne i guess;p
bader: wainch al7ien?
I took a picture of the sea view in front on me and sent it
bader sent you an image
I opened the picture and it was the sea view too, but it was high and kinda far from the sea
jawa: nice view, bas laish shloun chthe mrtf3 3n elba7ar?
bader: balakonat darri foug'ha fe nafs dacha, a7eb ag3ad 3laiha;p
jawa: mako 7sharat?
bader: LOOL, laa maako zain shgam tsween?
jawa: elba7ar etha enga3ad jdama lazem aghane;p
bader: 9aa7 3laaich, w shnu tsm3een?
jawa: all of me -john legend
bader: 7elwa hal ghnya bas matsm3en 3arabi?
jawa: la kelsh bas ghneten qedam;p
bader: afa, 3yal shloun etha abe ahdelch ghnya?;p
jawa: trjemha englaizi:::
bader: KAAAAK, madre enty damch khfef walla kelshay mnch elwa7d ytqbalaa??
jawa: hahaaa
bader: w ba3ad shnu tsm3enn?
jawa: DAVID GUETTAA<3
bader: eldj maghairaaa?
jawa: way t3rffaaa??3ajeb 9aa7??
bader: ee bas yabelaa mzaj y3ne;p
jawa: eb kel elamzejaa eyaneenn, zain ent shtsma3?;p
bader: kelshayy, bas 3arabi a7eb nawal
w khathatna elswalef till 2 am, I was smiling the hall time...
jawa: yalla ana bnam al7ien, gn
bader: t9b7en 3alla alf khair, m3ana ma sheba3t mnch;p
jawa: w enta mn ahla elayam yaya enshala;p
days passed, I became closer to bader everyday and I feel really comfortable and happy and safe with him, its perfect and my expectations werent down, he cared and I loved that, he loved and I admired that, it was heaven<3
my grades were great, my hall life was great and perfect, bader made everything amazing <3
I was setting in caribou waiting for my next class with sara, i havent mentioned her lately because she travelled with her father for her aunt medical conditions
sara: shnu claasech ely wra?
jawa: english, bas 3shan muraja3a 7ag elemt7an w ana darstla 3adel already, nsakeb w nrou7 nakel?
sara: ana derast lah b3ad, yaalaaa
jawa: bas eb syarty!
sara: ee already elyoum okhouy gaa6ne, fa btrdene haam!
jawa: eb kaifch entay? 7mdaay rabchh 3ala 6reje w eb tdf3en flouss elbanzen::::
sara: enzain fech b+f?
jawa: yalaa ee meshtheetaaa! 360 wala raya?
sara: raya, mally khlg 360
jawa: yalla meshaina
we headed to my car, i send a message in my family group telling them that i will have lunch with sara in b+f raya
on our way, I was talking to sara about bader and about us, she was so so so so excited..
while that my phone buzzed,
jawa: sara shoufay mnu gam ydeg
sara checking the ID caller: badran, ouhouh w ndal3aa ba3add
jawa while her cheeks are pink: way chub, 36ene eltelephonee!
I took the phone and answered him
jawa: aloo
bader: halla eb hal 9out
jawa: halla feek
bader: shloun youmch bdoun ma a9abe7 3laich?
jawa: y3ne shwy ma9ekh
bader: mn gaddii anaa ely tfgdenii
jawa while her face is burning red: hehee
bader: ee 3ad abdullah kella ywahgne, yakhth sha7ne w ana ag3ad adwra el9ub7
jawa: khala9 hadyet 3ed miladk sha7an
bader: kaffi ely ysma3 9outch, akbar hadya!!
jawa while shaga el7alj: matga9err
bader: 3yal asma3 9out syarat, wainch rada elbait?
jawa: na6rtek ts2al, la ray7a atghada wya sara rfejtyy
bader: w law ana mu dag chan gltele?
jawa: akeedd!
bader: drbalch 3yaal, w la t2akhrain
jawa: ee bas eb nakel w enrdd
sara t2asehrlee ena khlay balech 3ala el6rej l2na you3ana w mally khlg nd3am w manakel b3den, I held my laugh hal ensana el3agelha eb ba6nhaa=))
bader: lama trden 6amnene
jawa: enshalla yalla ma3a elsalama
bader: 7afthch rabbi
I closed the phone and took a deep breath, his voice cause chills running down through my veins
sara: hach hach shrbay may la tmouten 3lainaa
jawa: ya thgeel damchh swairr
we arrived, and headed to the restaurant while talking..
w sat on the table, order our usual w kamlna swalfenaa
swair: t'hgain nourra shbtswe etha draat enkm mkh6ouben?
jawa: humm t9dgen mafakrt, bas matwaq3 shay y3ne 9ej kant t2alef tgoul eb yakh6bne madre shnu bas still ma7es'ha btswe shay, bas atwaq3 eb tethayg shway
sara: mayndara 3anha bas ana ma abl3aha, lma agoulch ma abla3ha y3ne wagfaa mneee mneee * w t2asher 3alla bala3emhaa*
jawa: oula kel hatha w ehya ma swatlch shay? ana shgoul 3yaal?::
sarra: ee t3rfen faz3a blmsha3er w kethaa::
we finished our meal, and went back to the car
sara: waaay waaay eltakyeeef ba6lay a3la shay bamoutt
jawa: jad khestt way
I turned on the radio, to be specific 99.7 and we went back home, we went to sara's home first
sara: t9adgen ma wdee anzel, khanrd baitkum
jawa: na3aamm? agoul tra ana kansalt elflous elbanzen ely mwa9letch baitkum fe bas skat, nzlay la tkhllenee ahawnn!
sara: way way klaitene eb gshourryy zain zain
jawa: 7elwa ba3ad hathy, mwa9ltnee len mne w akher shay btyye baitna
sara: way way zain zain yala chaw 7ubbi
jawa: 7abech bur9, llalalala:: chaw=))
I went home and I found nobody, so I went to my room took a shower, prayed and study a bit
after that I sat on my wooden chair and opened my phone, I found a text mn bader
bader: jawa, bacher lazm achoufch
jawa: la bader a7es ghala6
bader: shnu ghala6 ana kh6ebch w ana mar'tha elghala6 3laich, w mawthou3 muhm!
I felt that he was kinda upset maybe, so I didnt want to upset him more so..
jawa: okay wain?
bader: ma63am gathering, ely bl9al7yaa
jawa: khala9 okayy, enzain fe shay mthaygkk?
bader: la mafene shay, yala ana bnam ma3a elsalama
jawa: bye
I wonder whats wrong with him or whats he upset about?
those thoughts kept hunting me until I fell a sleep, even though I was worried about what was bader upset about,I was happy and excited to see him, like yaaaayyy<3
I woke up at 2:00pm since its friday, jumped off my bed and headed to the bathroom took shower, prayed and kept thinking what to wear, I was looking for something nice and simple
so I chose
I put on some coats of mascara and nude lipgloss, made my hair into a slicked ponytail, I told ghezlan and she was so excited!
I got a message from bader saying that he is going to be waiting me after 30 minutes, so I rode the car and I kept wondering whats wrong with him since last night? he havent send goodnight/morning or asked? he must have his reasons I guess
and as close Im getting my heart is beating faster, as soon as I entered the parking lot, he send me a text
bader:wainch?
jawa: blm9afe6
bader: ana we9alt w na6rch
jawa: ay 6awla?
bader: etha dshaity ra7 tchoufene
jawa: mm okay
I can tell that there is something is upsetting him and I must know what it is!
I parked my car, and headed to the restaurant, I took a deep breath and said "بسم الله" and entered the restaurant
I stood for a while searching for bader and his eyes met mine, I smiled and walked toward the table
jawa:salam
bader:w3lykm
I sat in the chair and looked at him , he had his head glued to his phone screen I kept quiet waiting for him to talk ..
out of nowhere he said some harsh words, those words killed my heart
bader"while lifting his head from his phone" : jawa, ana magdr akml weyach. ana ra7 af9kh elkh6oba
i was staring at him i didnt know what to say and before I say anything he said
bader: ee jawa ana magdr akml weyach ely sm3ta 3nch mu shwya.. w ana maby akml 7ayaty m3a wa7da sm3tha mu zaina bain elnas
no tear could fall beside that I was shocked and shattered to hear that I was trying to pull myself together to act strong in front of him even though i was burning from the inside, because what he said made no sense. my reputation and lifting my family's head up high is the most important things in my life and what killes the most i heard those harsh words from the person that i loved the most and cared for the most
jawa: ba-bader shgam ttklm 3na? ana ahm shay 3ndy sm3ty , fa ay 7achy ykh9 halmawthou3 ana mt2kda ena ghala6!
he laughed in a sarcasim way and I was shocked, its like a different person in front of me, not bader, not my bader
bader : wath7 wath7, 3ashan chethy wa9lny 7achy 3nch , wala wa7da zaina w tkhaf 3ala sm3tha shloun you9lne 7achy 3nha?
jawa : shouf bader ana la7ad el7een maska a39aby ana mt2kda ena halsalfa 100% feeha sou2 tafahum 3alaqal tgouly sh9ayer belthab6
he was talking in a sharp tone and a furious way
bader: entay fahma shaq9ed , wa7ed men elshabab yay ygoule derbalik menha gabel la tetdabs feha ana kent aklmha ou galy kalam ma yngal
i said some words without thinking to respond to his shocking words
jawa : bader, etha ent mat3rf tarbyat ahaly shloun 9ayra w mu watheq fene, abs6 daleel ena eklam ely gam tgoulla ghala6 ena ana 7abaitk le muda mu aqal men sntain w ma rthait aklmk! ent 9dmtny w madre shloun gedart t9deg hal 7ache bl asas!
bader 'while starting to realize': 7ta law fai9al ychthb, shloun 3rfch blasas ?
i froze in my place , ha? could it be? weird and scary thoughts kept rushing through my mind.
i closed my eyes and i clineched the table till my veins popped out
jawa : bader, ay fai9al
bader : shtben bsma balah?
jawa: bader, shsma?
bader: fai9al elflani.
it was noura's brother!
I knew it ! I knew that she had something to do with this, she did it ones and she did it again!
jawa 'leaving the table while tears are falling' ': alah la ywafgech ya nourra.
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